The gift of giving is understanding
Knowledge is power
Questions are good, keep asking
Wanting more
Learning more
Practicing more
Repetition is more
Do more, be more
Want more, love more
Be passion
Be alive
Let go of your ego
I will preach this 'til I die
Or ever will I?
Cry out to the moon,
Look up to the sky
Everlasting life is at the tip or your fingers
Watch it bloom, and let it linger
Breath it in, but don't bow down
You are the god of this magical kingdom
You deserve the crown
You are the one that made this action real
You are the one who gave this the feel
The greatest sin in its darkest hour
The curling uplifting sign of the power
Breath in what you think you know
Set a fire the flame
And let the darkest of all angles glow

I woke up in Omaha Nebraska off California street
with the sun kissing me through the open window
I woke up with no alarm,
Alarmed by the fact that I might be late for work
But I wasn't
In fact I was right ON time
Put off by the fact that it was nothing or no one that awoke me,
But my own conscious self
Knowing somehow, that even with my eyes closed
My thoughts were wide open
I was fully aware
My naked body arose from where I slept
And crept up in a home ( not of my own )
To awkwardly put on MY OWN clothes
Through someone else's window
.. I start to think ..
How often I really have put on my own clothes
Through someone else's window
Looking closely now,
I change the word 'window' to 'perception'
Kind of like my own sort of window,
My own way of perception
How often I dress myself for the occasion,
or better yet, THEIR occasion
How often I've put on those skinny jeans,
Because YOU like them
How often I wear a bra
Because you don't want to see what my *****
look like through my favorite silk shirt
When I say 'you' - You know who you are
At least, you know who you might be
How often times people do things for you
How often times you do things for other people
How often you hold yourself back from being you - at all
How many times I have held myself back from being me,
And **** it's such a shame. I am ashamed.
Honestly by the most simple things
Overthinking a compliment I want to give someone
Because we are about to pass each other on the same side of the street
Avoiding their eye contact by just looking down
And staring at my own feet

COOL. REALLY. COOL.

I have been wearing these moccasins for 4 months now, Alisha
They look good, but I already know this
I am not the one who needs to hear it
Especially, not from myself
And I don't know them at all, but maybe,
Just maybe, what I want to say to them
Could break down what we all thought was an everlasting wall
Whether it be MINE or THEIRS
At the end of the chapter,
A wall that separates us from our own freeedom
Where we break down all similar walls and learn to defeat them
If anything, a smile, maybe a compliment back,
Not even to myself, but the next person down the track
It's a small movement, but I want it to move
I am making this promise to myself,
Because I want to improve
I want to make things that are so simple
More common in this world
Things that should not be overlooked,
Spread out amongst everyone and painted on their face like a mural
Desire for this righteous fire I want to be in power of
Spreading my smile for literal miles
Like Noahs Ark and that sacred white dove
The best thing about a dove is
It is just but a white pigeon
And every pigeon is capable of finding its white dove within him

It is there, and it always has been
Right under your sleeve
In the sliver of your grin
We can make this world more than you ever imagined
The power behind the strength of passion
When people come together in the form of one
When we all hold hands
Do you know what is being done
Connection is so out of this world
Touch is what keeps us in this treacherous swirl
Deadly sins that we latch on to
Riding the dragon is what we need to
Do, and do again
Tell the entire world, and invite all your friends
We are all Great Gods in this lonesome kingdom
The path to aloness is what is hidden underneath you
Very beneath you, you will have to fight
Fight to the death of your ego inside
It holds no mold, despite all you have been told
This world will **** you in,
and drag down your immortal soul
It is there, and it always has been
I will show you the road
Soften your ego, and create a new mold
You could stay here forever if what you look for is gold
Not the the gold that you see, but the gold that you feel
Not in front of your eyes, but what is actually real
No picture or place, No space or time
Use what you want to invent your new rhyme
Rhythm is now, rhyming is here
The goal of music
(Your mathematical medicine, my dear)
Replace your body with tunes of the soul
Sing the great white song
And let the youth be OH SO BOLD
Bolder than you could have possibly pictured
The movie you've been waiting for
Is your motion picture
Event, that is happening now
Sit back and enjoy
Those who don't know are your crowd


That in itself is exceptionally sad
Why would you leave behind your loved ones
Your mom or your dad
Your sister or brother
Your dead cousin or grandmother
They have no conscious awareness
It was never their fault
It was never their meaning to forever fall
The change of pace is now in your hands
This entire universe is inside you,
Give awareness a chance
Keep guiding yourself towards this lightning bolt feeling
Let it live inside you
Realize what your keeping
To yourself and not sharing
This selfishness will sink
It is absolutely more powerful than you could possibly think
It is the path to aloneness,
but who wants to be alone?
We could all share this peace
Let us connect and hold hands
Give our dark sins the golden control

The moonshine is everything
The soul from which I sing
What keeps me whole,
here, and clean
The brightest light I bow to
The only crown I vow to
Hold in my hands and not on my head
For I am not dying, or ever dead
I never cowered, I never sank
You were always here
We share this plank
For without you I could not see through these eyes
For without you we were never synchronized
For without you life was never real
Reality's goal is to unbreak your seal
Set your soul free, allow yourself to heal
Take the bandages off
Let the sun melt the snow
Hold my hand through this winter
I'll guide you to your show
Follow me when you catch your brig break
Remember the time and what was at stake
How you came so close to what you had left
The people you left behind
Your family and friends
But if we all were the same
If we all looked alive
Nothing would stop us
We all would collide
and bind into those who deserved us
The separate forms off the moonlight in One
How perception will change
Never fade and go on
I look up to you
I never want to sink
Keep my heart for ever guided
and my mentality a full tank

The fact that we found each other is pure
Simply pure
I couldn't have asked anyone or anything
for a better cure
A cure for the pain
A cure for the rain
That embodies my soul every day after day
That leads me to feel this sort of dis function
That brought me to realize the structure of junction
Of evil and right
Of good and insight
Of leveling out darkness and light
Together in two
Of how I met you
The actual reason of why I need to
Live in this day
And feel every ray
Of sunshine and moonlight
Of quivering upright
How living in Hell
Will break our outer shell
And teach us live
And teach us to give
And teach us to love
And teach us to laugh
And teach us the strength
Of the the golden brick path
That leads us to our next hour
The amazing rich power
Of life after death
When we give our last breath
To those who don't know
Of those who don't glow
Why we must preach the way
Of light and dismay
Of how we need both
To build our new boat
And sail us away
To our next patterns day
Where we will meet again
In a new realm of friends
Where we will all live in light
In love and insight
Where darkness met light
And won the last fight
Where there are no more scars
No more counting your lucky stars
The sky will see again
My lost love and best friend
We need to be loud
We need to be proud
Scream and yell, raise it up
You have been living in Hell
You don't need to stay here
Forever synchronized is you and me now
Sing and give praise
Not to god but to you
I raise my glass to the sacred blue sky
A toast to the universe
A drink for all your worth
You deserve this fine sip
The savory taste on you lips
Together we will all sink
Into the great unknown
Put the crown on your king
For the world is your thrown

My fingers are crossed in hopes for you

You didn’t ask for anything from me,

But I still hold my words true

Your light is above my own selfish plea

Please hold yourself out

And wait up for me

I am going to wake up every single morning with both eyes open
At least while I am here and I still have them
I am going to lift my chin up with every more forceful step I take
By guiding my eyes upwards I will make less mistakes
Because the air is so clean, and vision is so vivid
It does me no good with the ground consumed in it
What good is it for me to live my life on the floor?
The only reason I would stay there is for you to take more
and more
and more
from me as I molded myself
To something better for you
A higher pedestal
And I'm sorry but I'm not here for you
To walk all over
To be apart of your cruel
Selfish ways that demand other souls
Get caught in your fishing net
Of something I sometimes can not even control
I truly believe it was not all my fault
That the floor was so easily shapely
It caught my eyes in the fog
As if my mind was then tranced straight into the ground
I became hypnotized and synchronized into your sound
But to hell with you, and your fisherman's gear
******* for selfishness in keeping me there
The fact that you thought you could use me as your bottom
To cheat your way up, and hold me from my blossom
I will be better, I will be so much more
I can not afford to be your butler
I can not afford to be here as your slave
I did what I can, I gave what gave
And I will continue to give all that I have left
I will continue to push for my everlasting breath
I will be, and I am, I am here, I am now
I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not stuck in this town
But this town has got rules
I won't play the fool
Step by step I'm getting exactly where I need to
Go, and get out of here
And that made me realize
The only thing holding me back
All along has been fear

It's hard to put the key in the door
Sometimes you don't know what you are looking for
Hoping for something that you might not find
Wanting something that feels so divine
Every pull feels past your reach
You tug on the **** like it is a ******* leach
Punctured on your inverted spine
******* out all your insides
For the soul you thought you kept
Before your play write ego had ever left
Dancing to the story you never told
Meditating for it to unfold
You find yourself down the narrow steps
Following though with every breath
You never knew just what you would find
Accessing miracles that are past your time
You hold them like blessings that have been brought
To you My Dear, my precious thought
That became more that I could ever dream
Through the Holy fountain we found our means
And through that old and wicked door
We found what love was really made for
It is the that shallow path that brought us here
I went through every thing I had ever feared
I found the tunnel of a sacred path
I solved every puzzle, I did the math
I gave up almost everything
I cut off my tongue to hear you sing
I wanted this for eternity
But the door has disappeared,
and I lost the key