noir - Hello Poetry

noir Oct 2018

words

I can't talk
So I write
It's the only way I can feel...
Alive
It's weird how my words express me
Even without thinking
It would probably be helpful if I could speak this way
That way I could tell you how I feel
...
I'm not sure what this is
I wouldn't really call it a poem
But
I'm sure it's true
It's been true for so long
And I've tried to let you know
But
I love you
And I'd like for you to love me too
But I know that's a lot to ask
So don't
Just be
And that'll be enough for me
Ok?
Bye

My heart feels like mush. I don't like it ;-;
It's making me write the poems.
It's not upsetting but I wish I could speak in this way
Y'know?

#mush #feelings #desires

noir Oct 2018

weird

I'm weird
I know this
I live in my mind
But I don't care to leave
Just like you
The way you walk
And the way you glide
Without a care in the world
You're weird
Like me
So I was thinking
Maybe we could be weird
Together

I don't know. Another relationship poem
Kinda just happened :/

#weird #relationship

noir Oct 2018

The Fields

I tried to be alone
It hurt
I tried being with people
Hurt even more
I remembered
In the fields
Me being alone
But not hurting
Except I wasn't alone
I was in that space with you
And I remember that you smiled
And that it was so incredibly beautiful
But I forgot your name
So I write this letter to the fields
And I have to let you know
I need you
Please.

This was a draft I... kinda just left here. I don't know why....
Enjoy... I guess
:D

#alone

noir Oct 2018

relationship-ish

“Let me tear your heart out”
             “Why?”
“Why not?”
             “I think… I need it”
“Do you really?
Tell me the last time you actually thought about what was good for your heart?”
             “...”
“If you valued your heart so much you wouldn't be with me”
             “But I love you…”
“But I'm going to **** you”
             “You can't **** what can't die”
“I'm learning”
             “You're adorable”
“I know”
             “But did you know that I love you?”
“...”

Indents represent speakers.
I have a bunch of stuff on my Google Drive so I think I'll upload them here :D
Enjoy!

#relationship #love

noir May 2018

Hello

We are alone
The wolves?
Just ignore them
We are all that matter
In this space at least...
I'll show you my mind if you show me yours
Unless you don't want to
Then we'll just sit here
In the cold
Unspoken
Unless you don't want to
Then we'll move
Move to the eternal melody that plays on in our soul
The one we made last December
Unless you don't want to do that
The we will breathe
And be.

My first poem for Hello Poetry. Hope you enjoy. :)

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