My heart feels like
it's about to shut down
from all the truths
that only I know
People view me
as kind
selfless
heartfelt
with empathy
Yet once they witness
my darker side
this inner demon
that is always
a few steps behind me
Once they see
the ashes and smeared blood
tainted within my mind and heart
I am once again alone
alone to pick up the pieces
of a love that never was