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 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
Untitled
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
And she drowned herself in the music
So that she couldn't hear her thoughts
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
"Me"
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
******* it!
I'm not your muse.
Or inspiration.

I'm just me
There's nothing else I can be..

Can't you see?
I'm cracked, broken, shattered..
Permanently damaged..

I'll never be what you need..
That's to everyone.
About everything.

Because this me
Will never be worthy..
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
Ya Know?
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
Ya know,
I think I'm dead inside..
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
I don't even remember
How happiness felt

And think that's the worst part

That I don't even have
A memory to hold on to
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
What about when the commitment dies?
What happens then?

What about when the love fades?
What happens then?

What about when all the dreams have gone away?
What happens then?

Or when all the lines blur to gray?
What happens then?



Tell me. Please.
What happens?
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
Random
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
What are these words
Coming from my pen
Oh, right. They're honesty
I love you again
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
So familiarize what having to swallow this pill is like
It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life
And it's as though you feel you've died because you've been killed inside
But yet you're still alive which means you will survive
Although today you may weep because you're weak and
Everything seems so bleek and hopeless
The life that you're seeking, it begins to seep in
That's the only thing keeping you from leaping off the motherfreaking deep end

And I'm pulling for you to push through this feeling
And with a little time that should do the healing
And by tomorrow you may even feel so good that you're willing
To forgive them even after all that **** you been put through.
This feeling of resilience is building.
And the flames are burning quick as fire would.
Through this building. you're sealed in
But you're fireproof, flame retardant, you withstood it.
And as you climb up to the roof, you're just chillin' and you look down
'Cause you're so over them you could put the heel of your foot through the ceiling.

As time passes, things change everyday
But wounds, wounds heal
But scars still remain the same
But tomorrow today's goin' down in flames
Throw the match, set the past ablaze

So feel the fire beneath your feet
As you barely even perspire from the heat
Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief
And as you say goodbye to the grief
It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell
But you've extinguished this living hell
Still a little piece of you dies, you scream..
Beautiful Pain by Eminem ft Sia. This song keeps me going when I want to stop.
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
The Motions
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
I'm at that point again
When all I want to do is sleep

My eyelids feel constantly heavy
And my body continuously aches

My emotions are dormant
And my smiles are fake

I'm just going through the motions
I feel pointless, a waste of space

I've been here before, I know
But I don't remember what changed
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
Untitled
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
Maybe this is the caffeine talking
Or this is the overload on creatine

But I love you.
You mean the world to me.
 Jan 2015 Austin
Xyns
When we began
It was beautiful

We'd stay up for hours
Just talking about nothing

We'd agree on everything
Even the bad things

We'd make out Like
It would **** us to stop

The people we were
Were perfect together

..........................

But you're not that you
And I'm not that Me

The people we are now
Just aren't meant to be

That's what happens
Love does that
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