Farewell my dear dear lovers
It’s time to end our affairs
Thank you for the wonderful moments
Every second is treasured in my heart.

Like movies and songs we need to part
An excess of something never brings goodness
Your embraces are like poison in the end
Your kisses choke me to near death.

I’m still young and I want to live long
Staying with you will bring me to my early grave
I choose to be healthy this time
So long delinquent vices, my dear lovers.

One is enough they say
But I saw two to satisfy
I was giddy for a while
But then again I learned three
Oh Hot! Hot! Hot!
Four let me discover
The beauty of borderline...
Five I cannot do more...
It is enough...! It is enough..!

mechanical    mechanical
technical    maniacal
autoeroticism
proves    nothing
but
technical    asexual
mechanical    mechanical

I was preparing to go out with friends when
Unexpectedly looked into your profile
My heart skipped a beat for five seconds
Then I became deaf with the rhythm

You were pulling me to watch you badly
Sweat started to slowly run down my spine
Heat emitted within my seduced essence
Too mesmerized to breathe, think or blink

I wanted to touch earnestly yet I could not
"How did you do things such as that?"
"What were your thoughts while on it?"
"Where was the focal point of your ecstasy?"

Spirits flew when you hit the highest peak
You reached that goal but I never did
So I started to search for another you
Until I became satisfied with my thirst

Oh! It's 5pm already and I'd be ******!
I started watching you at 10 in the morning
Forgetting everything but you and my feelings
Too afraid to ask...Am I already an addict?

I was eleven when you left me here
To have a human contact again
You said it was for my own good
Yes, I do understand your decisions
No matter how hard it was to accept.


You visit me oftentimes my lord
And my heart sings with gladness
You go out your way and come here
The past eight years you’re consistent
But there are changes in me now.


Are you going now my lord?
Oh you have not touched your tea!
You are busy on your empire you say?
J told me I don’t have a position in it
Because I am just a mere mortal girl.


May I say something before you leave?
You see I am not the same as I was
Living with humans made me think
Being with them made me realize
That I want to follow you everywhere!


Each day and night I think of you
Adoration blossomed into something
Green demons are attacking me
When I imagine you’re with another
And tears fell before I go to sleep.


The spring comes into my heart
When you come and visit me like now
The sakuras of my soul are dancing
It is quite difficult to contain it
I might explode of longing for you.


Wait, what are you doing my lord?
Why are you stepping towards me?
What do you mean I have to say it?
I can’t hear what you are telling me
The beating of my heart is too noisy!

You really want me to say it my lord?
I love you like a woman does for a man
I love you romantically for years now
I keep on wishing that you feel it too
Even if I you will not recognize it.


Oh, you’re arms are around me now
And you are whispering something
Say the magic words again you insist?
Alright, “I love you forever my lord S…”
Why are your eyes twinkling my lord?

My arms you cannot touch
my voice you cannot hear
my tears you cannot wipe away
but my heart is pierced by your cries
my ears hear your silent wails
on the other side of this world
i know your pains but
i do not feel you -

oh faceless one!
oh persecuted one!

do not lose yourself because
of these deathly struggles
do not let the fire burn down
finish the race sweet sibling of faith-
get your reward at Jesus' feet
receive the applause of the
myriad of angels
and let the heavens embrace
you in its bossom