"I am no longer looking to escape my darkness, I'm learning to love myself here."

"I just want all my secrets back, I don't want anyone to know anything about me anymore."

"They were like two shooting stars that had burned too brightly, leaving a trail of sparkling nothingness."

its the night when your
life becomes sleepless

your day might be reckless
doing things after things
of uselessness

i am tired,
no, i don't need sleep
no, i don't need rest
i just want that feeling
i could hold and hug
to where i kiss and wish
be loved for me to love back

i sigh waiting for a sign
that i am still alive
after all.

the silence after rain... how quickly the sky pulls herself together.

to not have deep emotions,
because even when she feels nothing
she can feel it completely."