I'm not here.
I have never been here.
Or there.
Or anywhere at all.
I live in your heart as a concept.
Not a human being.
You never wanted me.
You only wanted the idea of me.
I am not here.

I'm leaning over the time limit
My posture isn't any good
I'm choking down cherry antacids
With warm milk and she laughs
Shrinking infections for me
Jacking off polyester
Fiberglass insulated
I don't remember how to stop