I don't want to heal,
if it means losing the last thing I have left of you.

I rather get a text from you,
saying "I miss you"
then a text confessing
"I love you."
from anyone else.

Days passed,
Her smile faded,
Her laugh disappeared,
Eyes darkened,
She felt alone,
Like no one cared,
Useless,
Worthless,
He knew otherwise.

He never gave up on saving her.
Told her jokes,
Held her,
Let her sleep on his shoulder when she couldn’t sleep the night before,
Just listened to her.
She loved him,
But was afraid of losing him.
He was all she had.

Sorry
I'm sorry that I always bother you,
I'm sorry I didn't get better,
I'm sorry I have always ruined your day,
Sorry that you had to understand me every time,
Sorry to miss the times when you are sad,
Sorry I have so many reasons and alibis,
Sorry I have nothing to give you,
Sorry I have only given you disappointment as a gift,
Sorry that I'm always a disturbance
Sorry for being like this
I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud of me to your friends and family,
I'm sorry for being so dramatic sometimes,
Sorry for being me

I'm sorry I loved you,
Lastly, Sorry that you have to love worthless person like me.