Here's a red carnation,
A piece of my once shattered heart,
One red for a yellow,
If only you could see how much you still mean to me,
Here's a yellow carnation,
I’ll be in denial,
Holding onto the little sanity I have left,
I still see you everyday,
Hoping for the time we’ll meet,
When our souls would form the base of Yin and Yang,
You look so happy with him,
While I still hold on to the Yellow Carnation,
One heart for a piece,
Let's go gambling,
I’d give all I have, just for little from you,
I’ll be here for a little while
Hoping and wishing upon every star,
Pretending that I didn't receive the Yellow Carnation,
Printing  every single details of you in my head,
While giving a different script,
Imagining a different world,
Where you like me like I do,
Here's a purple carnation,
And a red,
And a yellow
With colors that blend,
In words unsaid

Hi,
I'm sorry for taking some of your time,
You could have spent it on something useful,
But if you could just read what I've written,
It's okay if you hate it,
I’ll change it for you,
And if you still don't like it,
Then I'd go around the world,
The universe,
The galaxy,
And find the perfect one for you,
And if I can't,
Then, I'll just disappear,
I'm sorry,
I just said a lot,
I just wanted you to understand that I understand you,
So you won't misunderstand my intentions,
But if you like it,
I’ll shut it,
The human emotions takes turn,
Spinning in the head…
Oh, you are getting bored?
What would you like me to do for you?
I’d change each mask just for you,
Just for you to like me,
Why?
That's just me,
Or Maybe I don't know who I am,
Who am I?
If I remove all the masks,
Who would I be?
Yes, I am afraid,
Afraid that I won't be anything more without the masks,
Who was I before the mask?
Sorry for diverting,
I shouldn't have,
You can tell me your opinion,
I’d bring the moon,
Just for you to like me,
Please like me,
Do you like me?
…
Do I like me?

~TulipsandCats❤️❤️