How much prayer should I do, so You can take this away from me?
How much faith should I give, so in this pain, You can set me free?
How many times do I have to fake a smile, so no one can see,
That my soul is dying, my heart is aching, but my demons do not want to let me be.
How many verses should I read, so I can fill this void inside?
How many masks should I wear, so this emptiness I can hide.
How much longer should I hold, until when? Until when?
Why do I have to go through this, over and over again?
My God, please heed my words, listen to the whispers of my heart
Pull me out of this darkness, save me I’m falling apart.
I want to feel whole again, but I don’t know where to start.
Oh God, please help me, I am one of your broken art.
I’m a mess.
I’m surrendering this to You.