Oh Jayden
as the ice breaks under your feet
you cut your wrist holding on to the broken shards
Oh Jayden
as your open your mouth to scream
your fist mash your teeth in
Oh Jayden  
as you live in fear of tomorrow
you forget today
Oh Jayden
I don't know what to say
you changed
Oh Jayden
You are starting to fall
when along the way did you loose it all
Oh Jayden
I'm sorry I cant catch you as you fall
I'm sorry for pushing you off
Oh Jayden
I'm sorry I cant heal the scars
bring back your sister, or resurrect your mom
Oh Jayden
you are feeling so small
why did i steal it all

Pain is contagious*
and no one can stop the outbreak

I'm sorry
I love you
you lost your way
I broke your heart and i don't know what to say
I cant heal the pieces
I cant bring you back
The blood that runs you veins
has turned black
the pain that i caused you
i cant bear anymore
I didn't know your heart would shatter
when i slammed the door

To be happy
To be in love
To help people
To make a difference
To trade my life for someone else

They creep up on me when i sleep
things I try to forget
things i cant stand to see
all the monsters inside of me
come alive in my dreams
nothing is ever what it seems
shhh dont scream
nightmares taking over me

I will scream

I will die

I will jump off a building to make it all right

to fix everything that is wrong

but i cant

i cant help you

I cant do it a lone

I kills me from the inside

when i start to see your pain on the outside

and now the only thing i can do is cry

I cant make it all right

like you did for me

your a natuaral therapist

while i am nothing

I will scream

I will break

I cant fix you

with all my might

I cant make it alright

Im sorry i cant make these wrongs go out of sight

Im sorry i cant give my life to save yours

Im sorry i cant save you like you saved me

I want you to find help

No matter how hard i try

and i plead

to God

you see i stopped praying about me

a long time ago

but i have been praying for you

since we where kids i have wished you alright

you see i told u i barely knew your name

but thats i lie

since the first time i saw you

I hoped what i saw in your eyes was lies

but as i always do

when i see pain i run the other way

i hate it when i love someone

who i cant save

instead of helping people

all i do is watch as they break

there are people i have tried to save

but no matter what happens i cant make it ok

I never stopped praying

I pray that you are ok

but when you need someone to comfort you

i dont know the words to say

and its horrible for me

to watch people break

when i know they could of been saved

but not by me

im sorry

im draggin you down with me

I dont wanna hurt you

but i dont wanna die alone