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Feb 2015 · 3.3k
In The Lonely Hour
I cant help but wonder if i ever cross your mind,
When you see something that reminds you of me, do you regret the choice you made?
When you hear a joke, do you wish you could still share it with me?
When it’s that time of night when you rewind your whole day in your head and think of ways you'd do things differently,
In the lonely hour, do you think of me too?
Forever yours
Feb 2015 · 2.7k
Problems&Promises
My problem is that I remember. Some people are lucky enough to forget, they wake up one day and they simply just forget. But i promise that i will always remember. The smell of your cologne, your contagious smile, the scars on your hands, the line across your neck, the scent of cigarettes in your car, the sound of your voice when you say my name. i will remember all these little things and so much more.
And even if i had the choice, i dont think i'd ever want to forget atleast just not yet.
Jan 2015 · 2.5k
Cause Dreams are Way Better
They ask me why I spend most of my time sleeping,
it’s because it’s in my dreams where I get to see you,
it’s the only place where you’re mine and I’m yours
and nothing else seems to matter.
It’s the closest thing we have to forever.
I guess I’ll see you around.
Jan 2015 · 2.2k
December 2014
You think I don’t want to talk to you at all but it’s all I want to do, every second in every minute of everyday. It takes everything in me not to talk to you. I wish I could tell you all these things but I know I shouldn’t so I end up saying nothing at all. You say I deserve the world; you were my world, my whole entire universe. You were all the stars, all the planets, the sun and the moon. You were my everything but that doesn’t change anything. I’m sorry that I act so cold and heartless; it’s a defense mechanism. It’s the only way I can keep myself from coming back to you. So instead I keep my distance. I cant say hello to you and risk another goodbye, cause we keep fighting over the same thing over and over again. Endless goodbyes that’s all we have left. I know sending this to you is selfish, I should’ve just left it at “goodbye take care” but I just don’t want you to think of me heartless. All I ever did was try to make you happy.
Take care, again.
I know we havent spoken in a while. Its just that theres something i need to say, and i know its too late and it wont matter. Because it is what it is and we are what we are.
I just. . . I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
i breathtakingly heart stoppingly dangerously love you
  i could say it 100 times in a million other ways and
that itself would still be an understatment.
Say it over and over again, cause once is never enough.
You know we had a chance, sure we were messy but we could've survived. I'd come back home, you'd show up and sweep me off my feet. You'd tell me how much you loved me, how you cant live without me. You'd grab me and kiss me and most importantly you'd never let me go again. We could've had it all. We would've made it but you ruined us. You did the one thing we can never come back from. You knew what you did would destroy us, you did it anyways. We could've survived, we should've had forever.
I stopped trying to bring him back.
Dec 2014 · 2.1k
Anyway
You think I wanted to change you but all i ever did was accept you just the way you are. I accepted the good and bad and i loved every part of you but that wasn’t enough.
You think I wanted better, but you were always what I wanted, nothing more nothing less. I simply just wanted all of you, every piece.
You think I never fought for us but I did, I stayed when you needed me most because to me you were worth it but you never took the time to fight for me, for us.
You think I never loved you the way you loved me and you're right, I loved you even more.
You think I tried to control you but I always gave you the freedom to make your own choices and you kept making the wrong ones but I loved you anyway.
Sometimes they don’t get it, he never will.
Dec 2014 · 1.7k
Things You’ll Never Know
I wanted you to fight for me, i wanted you to say you’d rather be alone than be with anyone else. I wanted you to show me how much you loved me , even if I kept pushing you away I wanted you to say that you’d always stay. I wanted you to say that you’ll never let me go because to you I was someone worth fighting for. I wanted you to want to be the kind of man I deserved. You don’t get it, I still wanted you.
When you push someone so far away that they think you never loved them but truth be told, you did and it hurt. And he’ll never know.
Nov 2014 · 2.0k
Good gone bad
it's the way he held his cigarette between his fingers, you just knew he was up to no good. All you wanted to do was inhale all the toxic gas cause he was killing you and you loved every second of it.
How am I supposed to resist a bad boy thats a good man?
It kills when you lose someone who meant the world to you even though you meant nothing to them but then again the fact that they let you go so easily says a lot.
Maybe you’re better off without them, maybe it’s a sign.
Nov 2014 · 1.5k
Distance
It never mattered how far away I was
because you were my home.
Whenever I felt lonely like I didn't belong,
hearing your voice would make me feel like I’m back home again.
Now you're gone and I’m lost
Jun 2014 · 1.9k
You Know Somebody
You think you know somebody,
You let them in, the good and the bad.
Thinking nothings going to send them away
Thinking forever is what we had
You think you know somebody
And just like fireworks, his true colors start to show
Proving how wrong you were all along
You think you know somebody
You thought wrong my friend
Jan 2014 · 2.2k
We’re Universal
We’re in the stars in the sky,
in the alps way up high.
We’re in the streets of love,
in all of paris.
We’re in the city of angels,
and in a land where dreams are made of.
We’re in the colors of a rainbow,
shining brighter than ever.
We’re in the tears of a child,
wishing he’d only smile.
We’re in the roar of a tiger,
cause we’re a fighter.
We’re in the battlefield fought between countless countries,
in the enemies greed for more blood,
in the hearts of the families lost ones.  
Me and you,
Us,
We’re everywhere.
I want passion.
I want adventure.
I want a little danger.
I want out of the ordinary.
What do you want?
Jan 2014 · 3.1k
Whatever she’s got
She’s as simple as it gets,
no need to stress.
she’s the kind of girl that never keeps you waiting,
always re-applying red lipstick,
she might as well be plastic.
She’s got something that i cant figure out,
she’s got you wrapped around her finger,
hypnotizing you with her deadly ways.
Baby, if she’s got you then I want whatever she’s got.
I want them tight ripped blue jeans ,
red lipstick on a saturday night,
I’ll be doing anything to make you see,
I want whatever she’s got.
I’ve been thinking of how we ended up here
this big mess we made of a love that was once so strong
How did we go wrong?

I’ve been wondering what made you go
what you made you change your colors
cant see the light through your dark shades of grey

I’ve been hoping you'd come around
run through those doors one more time with that oh so sweet yet violent look in ur eye

What now?
This is it, this is goodbye
This isn't our see you later.
This is our never ever after.
What now?
You'll smile and I'll wave
We'll walk pass each other as if we never cared
as if we never happened
We'll pretend it doesn't hurt and the cycle will go on and on
till someday one of us forgets the other
And just like that we become strangers all over again.
That’s what you do when they turn into strangers, it’s all you can do. Think, wonder, and hope cause honestly what else can you do?
Nov 2013 · 1.4k
See You Again
When I see you again I’ll be sure to make it worth your while
Show you what you missed, what you failed to see time after time
And then you’ll wish you could take it all back
To those nights I held you close,
but baby you made your choice.
When you see me again,
don't look my way,
dont bother to say,
all the things that slipped away.
And I’ll be seeing you again,
you’ll carry me with you,
But that’s not something I’m used to.
Please understand if someday you happen to see me, don't bother saying hello.
Nov 2013 · 1.4k
All of Me
I promise you can have all of me,
all the broken i love you’s,
all the first last forever and always’ s.
You can have all the moments that never lasted
I still remember the love left behind
Don't try to figure me out,
just take me for what they’ve made of me,
Scars and bruises on a heart that gives no guarantee.
Heres all of me, all that I could be
And I hope it’ll be enough
Cause this is all that’s left of me.
What didn’t **** me, it never made me stronger. It’s supposed to but it didn’t. It made me build a wall so high that no one can climb it. This isn't being strong, being strong is when you can take risks and love freely. This is being afraid, afraid of the lessons you failed to learn.
Sep 2013 · 1.5k
Please Remember
I can picture you with her,
holding hands in a cold winter night.
Don’t you remember how you held me so tight
I can see us breaking walls,
trying to push through it all.
Don’t you remember our first last kiss,
it was back then in the fall.
I can forgive all the times,
you kept me up at night
waiting for you to miss your flight.
Could’ve sworn you were my white knight.
It’s called falling in love for a reason.
You take a leap of faith and jump, hoping you’ll end up on two feet.
After all, hoping just leaves you disappointed
Cause no, you don’t remember the laughs and memories we made on our way to the ground.
When you live everyday in the shadow of what you had with him and he doesn’t even remember the love lost.
Sep 2013 · 1.4k
I Don't Know
You know, I’ve been staring at my screen for a while now
Thinking of what to write, Trying to put it all together
I thought of all these ways to tell you this but you see I don't have the words and I don't take that lightly because I am someone who is usually good with words.
I usually know what to say but here I am sitting in front of a blank screen trying to figure out what words to put together.  
Truth be told, I don't understand what I'm feeling,
Its like I’m sad and happy at the same time.
I’m simple but god I’m a big mess
I’m quiet but my thoughts are loud as ever
I dont know what this is.
Its like I’m everything and nothing all at once.
I wanna say so much I just don't know where to start,
So I guess I’m going to end with saying nothing at all.
I seriously have no idea what to say.
Aug 2013 · 1.5k
I Call It Love
My heart tells me now that I have found you, our love will be remembed by the world
Just say its love,
this is love.

It’s the kind of love that makes you wish the moment would last forever cause it feels like you've been blessed by the angels above.
The kind of love that makes days feel like months because staying away from him is unbearable.
Just say Its love,
This has to be love.

The kind of love that makes you wish you never loved this much cause a love like this would only destroy you when in time for goodbye.
It’s the kind of love that will send you running the other way because now more than ever you know you’ve got more to lose and losing him would only mean losing yourself along the way.
*Say Its love,
This can’t be love.
I dont know what this is yet and it doesn't matter. Call it whatever you want, whatever it is- it feels good, whatever you want- just don’t walk away. Give us a chance, Give love a chance.
Aug 2013 · 1.7k
Nothing
I should've said it, all the words that slipt away.
You just stood there waiting for me to say something, anything would be enough
but all I said was nothing and all I had was nothing.
In my head I told you everything,
how your eyes shine brighter than all the stars in the world put  together,
how everything reminds me of you,
when i pass by the bench in park avenue 16 i could've sworn i saw us,
the old us sitting,
laughing, in love,
the way it was supposed to be
.
I shouldve told you that the silence isnt cause i dont love you, it's cause my love for you has left me speechles, breathless.
Its like i have so much to say, i just cant seem to find the words. I know im late, with you about to fall for the wrong girl and all, but before you leave,
Just hear me out, i know im all over the place and im not even close to being perfect
but what we have is as close as we'll ever get to forever.
Its always been me and you against the world.
I shouldve said it, maybe it was wrong to say nothing as you walked away.
I should’ve never let you walk away but then again you shouldve nevet left in the first place.
Jul 2013 · 1.3k
Thirty-two
Long story short, My head is in a stormy cloud
And I don’t know where to run to.
No, I don't belong to you
Where you stand there pouring your heart out,
The thought of already losing something that isn’t even mine to begin with runs through my mind.
No, I don't belong to you.
Thinking of 32 reasons,
32 reasons how this could go wrong,
32 reasons why our love won’t be strong,
32 reasons for you to walk away,
32 heart breaking reasons but all you need is one reason to stay
But no, you’re wrong, I don’t belong to you
You know how sometimes he makes you feel so special but you know you don’t belong to him, you know he’s bound to leave because it feels like, the world has given him every reason to and you just hope, you just pray he’ll find that one significant reason to stay but we both know, you don’t belong. I know I don't.
Jun 2013 · 1.4k
All In My Head
I could’ve sworn I saw you look my way,
makes me wonder why you never stayed
Could’ve sworn I heard your heart race, going at a fast pace.
All in my head, It’s all in my head they said as I replay
all the I love you’s,
all the promises,
all the forever and always’s,
all the lies
.
I could’ve sworn you felt it too,
the love that grew so strong,
But what went wrong?
It’s all in my head, they said.
I could’ve sworn you were different,
not the good kind of different but the worst kind.
All in my head, It was all in my head you said.
That heart trenching moment when what seems to be love to you is just absolutely nothing to the other person.
Jun 2013 · 1.5k
Extra-Ordinary
You know all those cheesy movies that set your hopes up too high that some prince on this white horse is going to show up at your door step and save you from all your bad ways.
I've never wanted that, sure it would be nice to have a cute horse around but aren’t horses messy? And doesn't a prince need a princess?
I can tell you this right now I'm no princess. I'm no Kate Middleton.
I'm messy as hell, I'm as clumsy as it gets.
My socks never match and I say all the wrong things at the right time.
I forget the things I need to remember and I remember all the things I want to forget.
Jeans and flip flops are my best friends.
I spend most of my days eating my heart away.
My point is I'm no princess nor will I ever want to be one.
*Someone ordinary in the most extraordinary way will do for me.
I’ve got all these old things I wrote back in high school, feels like a lifetime ago.
Jun 2013 · 1.2k
Life
Life is like having a pen and a blank page in the midst of the night,
You never know what you’re going to end up writing.
Sometimes you end up with a masterpiece and sometimes it all leads to tragedy.
Life is like a blank page,
With every sentence you write you get closer to realizing where it’s all heading.
And sometimes, its left blank for a while because your too busy trying to figure out
which words to use,
which person to be,
which life to live.
This is what happens when your brain starts to wander.
Jun 2013 · 1.5k
Fun and Games
This time last year, everything was different

We were closer, we were stronger
Now all thats left is plain, simple, agonizing distance
This thing we had, I never knew it was temporary

You’ll be blowing twenty candles soon, blowing away all the memories of the year before, the year when you were 19, when there was a me and you.

It’s all fun and games until it’s not,
the one who falls the hardest,
the one who breaks first,
the one who says hi first,
They all have one thing in common, they always lose.
So we’ll patiently wait for the other to crack

Happy birthday old friend, or should I say new stranger
Heres to you and all your bad ways
Heres to the boy I once knew and loved, to the man I can’t even recognize anymore

Heres to the end, the start of a new beginning without you and I
Blow the candles away and all whats left of us shall be gone with it

It’s all fun and games, until someone gets hurt and things remain forever broken
-. Memories made, Photographs taken, Love felt, Mistakes forgiven, Tears shed, Hearts broken
Jun 2013 · 1.2k
It's a little bit funny
Looking back at how we used to be makes me laugh not smile cause I find it funny how silly I was for believing **you were different
Jun 2013 · 1.2k
You
You
Someday,
                                                                ­   I hope  you  feel  the  way  I  felt  
                            ­                                   about  you,  I  hope  you  love  the  way
                                                              I ­ loved  you,  I  hope    you  fall  the  way  
I fell  for  you,  I  hope  
  you  ache  the  way  I  ache  for  y­ou,  I  hope  you  cry  
                                        ­             the  way  I  cried  for  you,  
Someday, I  hope  you
                                                               remember  the  way  I  remember  
                               ­                                                         you.
What goes around comes around.
Jun 2013 · 1.2k
Whatever You Do, Just Don't
As a child they keep reminding  you of all the things you shouldn't be doing,
Don’t touch wet paint, It’ll leave a stain
Don’t run around in the halls, You’ll end up falling
Don’t play with fire, You’re bound to get burnt
Don’t speak to strangers, They’ll end up hurting you
But what they fail to mention is that that stain you get, it’ll wear out eventually.
That fall you had, you’ll learn to get back up.
Those burnt wounds, they’ll make you stronger, help you stand a little taller.
And the strangers we’re kept away from, those aren’t the ones we should be afraid of,
The people who hurt us the most are the ones closest to us.
Don't do this, Don't do that, Don't walk like that, Don't forget, Don't fail, Don't sing in public, Don't be loud, Don't dress like that, Don't be different, Don't stand out.  Whatever you do, just don't.
May 2013 · 1.2k
Change
Before we start yelling and things start flying off the walls.
I need you to hear this, I need you to listen.
I've changed, Im not the same person I was the day we met and neither are you.
Change is bound to happen, Change is good, Change means we're growing up.
Whether we grow up to be complete idiots or total geniuses, I don't have the answers.  But it wont matter because we'll never change to the point where we wont stay friends, partners, or whatever this is.You can change all you want, you can change your hair, the way you dress, how you take your coffee, you can change how you picture your future but I'll always be in it for the long hall. When you look back at the times you've had, I'll always be right by your side.
Before we start yelling, arguing about all these little things, I need you to listen.
I just hope you understand.
Change, you never know if it'll tear you apart or bring you closer.
Apr 2013 · 1.6k
Losing you
I could walk away and say that you’re not what i need,
I could lie one more time and say I’ll be fine without your love,
wipe my tears away, draw a smile across my face,
Hoping you won’t see that I’ve given you all that’s left of me,
Baby all you ever gave me was space.
I could pretend that I’ve never even cared,
never bothered to think of you
But I’m not ready to lose you yet.
Forever seems like a long time, how about we just stick to right now?
Everyone's asking if I've made it, you know to the place I've desperately waited for so long
but I can't seem to let go of the idea of saying yes,
I made it,
I became the person I was supposed to be,
I got the chance to live, love, and laugh,
I got the chance to be extraordinary because they believed in the girl who reached for the farthest stars.
Truth be told they didn't, I'm not who I want to be,
I'm stuck on the ground when all I want to do is fly and no I didn't make it.
Everyone keeps asking but I, well I just nod and smile cause how's a girl like me going to explain all the could've beens and should've beens to a bunch of unfamiliar faces.
You know you got it real bad when you start saying " I got used to it"
Mar 2013 · 1.2k
Back when you were ten
When you're 10 all you wanna do is wear those high heels,
those adult clothes, the make up to cover up,
all you try to do is grow up and time speeds up,
with no pause button, no rewinds,
You simply run out of time.
Before you know it you'll have that cigarette in your hand instead of that doll,
that short skirt instead of those ripped up old blue jeans,
You'll have mascara running down your face trying to figure out how time took it all away.
Before you know it you'll be exactly where you were when you were 10 but everything and nothing feels the same.
Time, time is always five steps ahead when you're already three steps behind.
Mar 2013 · 1.4k
All Grown up
As you grow up you realize all the butterflies in your stomach wasn't a sign of love, it was a warning telling you to stay away. 
You realize between every I love you there's a I will forget you.
You realize the ones you once needed the most eventually walk away. 
As you grow up you realize *nothing ever stays the same forever.
When you're a kid no one ever tells you how hard it is, in your head your hopes and dreams are untouchable but then you grow up and it all comes crashing down like an abandoned house.
Mar 2013 · 1.1k
The World You Live In
You live in a world where it's easier to hate than love, where silence says more than you ever could.
You live in a world where being afraid of getting hurt ruins a perfectly good heart , where being alone seems to be just the way you like it.
You live in a world where the ones who don’t deserve it always win, where the ones who keep trying and trying always end up failing.
You live a world where people would rather walk away from a fight than stand tall and take on a battle for the one they love, where words only last as fast as you say them, where actions are over-rated.
You live in a world where nothing is never as it seems,
laughing seems to sound like crying,
Living only to end up dying.
And this is my beautiful life.
Before it all goes to waste, before our lies turn into the truth,
before it all turns into flames, burning our last desire to take it all back to before,
Before we starting this mess.
Tell me you love me before I'm not so near,
before I shed my last tear
And just like a dream I may disappear.
Before we come undone.
Feb 2013 · 1.3k
Remember That December
And I’ll be thinking of you when the sky turns grey,
with nothing left to say I'll be walking away
Cause you never took the time to stay.
It was a winter to remember that december but the snow has faded and the stars have moved.
And so have I, I've moved mountains for a love that ended before it begun.
One day I'll be thinking of you,
Maybe then you'll be thinking of me too.
After all the pain and heartache, I guess it just wasn't our time to love. Perhaps in another life, another place, another time we'll get our chance.
Feb 2013 · 2.6k
His Kryptonite
You know how superman is bullet-proof but his one weakness is kryptonite.
Nothing in this world could destroy him except this shiny green rock.
In my head I'm metaphorically bullet proof, I don't break.
Head held high, Heart cold to the core.
I'm scared that one day I'll wake up and realize I'm surrounded by this stupid shiny green rock which is in disguise as your love.
Your love, slowly and patiently, leaving me in ruins.
And I'm getting weaker and weaker everyday, aching for the warmth of your skin.
You know how superman is bulletproof but his one weakness is kryptonite, well I have you as my kryptonite.
With just one look, you leave me breathless, on my knees, begging for more.
I wonder if one day maybe I could possibly be his kryptonite.
Feb 2013 · 1.8k
The Other Girl
It was a lifetime ago since we last spoke,
One month, twenty-three days, ten minutes, thirty-six seconds to be exact.
The silence you left between us filled the empty parts in my heart.
Waiting for the day, the time when you would possibly miss me too,
I needed you to stay.
It was a sunny afternoon, when I saw you hand in hand with someone new,
All I wanted was to tell you,
tell you how much you missed, to thank you,
thank you for the memories of a love that wont fall through.
And in that moment I  could've sworn we'd never be the same again,
It doesn't matter what you say or what you do, it'll always be her over you
No matter how hard you try to make him see she's not right for him, that other girl will always get to be his and you'll be the one he runs to for a shoulder to cry on but what if, what if it's not enough anymore?
Feb 2013 · 1.5k
When you were my man
Listening to your song on the radio now about how you lost your girl,
Apologizing, begging for a second chance.
Swearing you'll do all the things you never could when you were my man.
He's been holding my hand the way you never did,
Cause you could never understand the love we had.
Baby can't you see all the flowers he bought me,
those white roses you failed to pick up time after time.
All the love he's been giving me because you were too busy taking me for granted.
Don't you bother calling cause my new man,
he'll be taking me to every party,
Remember how I loved to dance.
Your song on the radio about how you failed to be mine,
Now your baby's dancing
But she’s dancing with another man.
Inspired by the song When I was your man-Bruno Mars, Its kind of like a reply to the song. Listen to the song while reading it (:
Feb 2013 · 1.0k
I'll un-love you
We’ve been here over and over again.
It seems so silly to cry these day, you see I already told you my whole life story or atleast I tried to but it seemed like you never even bothered to listen.
So I sit here right where you left me, in the dark with no one by my side.
I ran far from every memory, every thought, every dream of you
Then so easily, cruelly, and horrifyingly slow you picked me up, swept me off my feet, and threw me right back to where it hurt most,
To when everything was left unspoken, left unseen.
Here you go again,
Trying to make me unlove you.
You'd say anything to make me leave but you wouldn't say a thing to make me stay.
In my chemistry class, the beautiful boy sitting next to me kept talking about his broken love . 2010.
Truth is, I always believed in every word you said
but that was my fault,
I should've asked for actions instead of words.
Lesson learned, my friend. Lesson learned.
Jan 2013 · 1.1k
Forever and Almost Always
For your love, I could have gone to war and fought right back,
Lately, we've been so off track.
I heard that you don't love me anymore
Words keep spreading round and round as our stars align
You’ve become a fugitive in this love
Running from a feeling that’s been so strong
One last year, has come and gone
It’s been forever since you left me standing in the rain
After all this waiting, dont tell me ‘ you have nothing left to say’
And now i’m all alone in this world,
I would have given you the universe but you left, why?
You keep making excuses, saying that I'll never understand,
Truth be told, I just kept waiting for you to hold my hand
But baby no, you don't love me no more.
I know it's sloppy and it's not one of my best writings but I just thought i'd share how I felt a life time ago. (:
Jan 2013 · 1.0k
His silence kills
I've got nothing left to say, all the sleepless nights together, 
The moments lived like it was forever
all of it has gone to waste 
but let me tell you this it's not the being speechless part that hurts the most,
it's the fact that all we have left is the silence between what should've been and what could've been
You've got alot to say for the one that got away
Jan 2013 · 6.1k
To the one that got away
Remember when you told me you loved me? When you’d call everyday? When love meant forever?
People keep telling me to stop this feeling cause it’s my love for you that’s a crime,
I don’t want this love to rhyme.
You see when you left there was this hole in my chest when you got on that plane and never looked back.
I was fine before you came around, and now I’m standing here on the edge of love .
I ran so far from all you never gave me but I keep tripping back to who you used to be, to who we used to be.
And everytime you walked by and watched me fall, I got right back up without your love
Now you're here telling me it's all my fault
Telling me it was a mistake
But your promises don’t mean a thing anymore
I never wanna see you
Never wanna feel you
No I don’t love you
I cant stand you
Tell me this isn’t a dream, just tell me it's real,
Cause hating you has been the hardest thing i've ever had to do.
But please don’t come back, i've come this far without you because unlike you I learned the hard way, I spent long lonely nights crying myself to sleep for the boy who never cared enough.
Baby what i'm saying is there’s no more you and I
Im done with this, feeling like an idiot
Your love, Im so over it.
You don’t care what I say, so I’ll just love you anyways
The end is so disgusting
It's such a tragedy
2010- First loves always find a way of crawling back into your heart.
As much as you sit around and wait, just hoping he’ll run through those doors with his arms wide open, we both know somethings are meant to be left unknown.
Even the greatest loves of all never got their forever.
Jan 2013 · 1.0k
M-i-s-s-i-n-g You Kills.
I miss the way you’d always be the first to call me in the morning
I miss feeling like I found someone in the world who understood who I could be
I miss how I was your girl, the person you went to when everything started to fall apart
I miss being fearlessly, childishly in love
I miss how we were able to just sit in utter silence and have the best time of our lives together
I miss those days when reality seemed much better than my dreams
I miss being that girl who loved, laughed, lived with her heart on her sleeve
I miss you and me
I miss us
I miss looking up at the stars and knowing you’ll be looking too, just thinking of me.
I miss thinking life always has a way of working out
I miss believing in myself
I miss those nights we spent under the sky light, counting the stars till the sunrise
I miss thinking that I had it all figured out, my life, who I wanted to be
I miss being who I thought I was
I miss those good old days, days that are just memories now
I miss you
A simple I need you, I want you, I miss you can change not only your day but that ache in your chest.
Jan 2013 · 1.2k
If only you knew.
Knowing me I’m usually good with words, I just about always know what to say. Writing was the one thing I had that no one could take away from me, no matter what size I was, what I wore or how I felt, my words were untouchable. But for some painful reason just the idea of you leaves me speechless.
The curves on your lips when you smile,
the little wrinkles around your eyes,
god those beautiful eyes, how I’d **** to look into those brown eyes again.
If only I could find the words to make you see, make you feel a love like ours, to make you understand the reason my heart aches for your touch, your warmth, your pure breathtaking love.
If only you knew.
Somethings are better left unspoken.
Jan 2013 · 1.0k
Fear.
When I said ' I didn't love you' what I really meant was ' I'm terrified.'
The love I have for you sent me running out the door because I knew from the minute I laid eyes on you, this was it for me.
You were my one and only, my freakin' knight and shining armor.
But I ran, I ran so fast that I forgot to look back at all the moments we had together.
Although they were short, I cherished every second.
The fear of another heartbreak sent me chasing after loneliness.
I couldn't bare another heartache, my heart wont survive.
I know once I dive into your love, I'll never be able to get back from it.
You'll be one disease, I can never truly recover from.
When you said you loved me, I ran because I was too scared but I guess the question here is, *why didn't you run after me?
Philiphobia: fear of falling in love.
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