Can I still write
A bit on this page?

I sinned today
A sinner I am
Then I went to work
And forgot
All together
Every issue
Every problem
For just a second
And it was nice
Just to forget
When you looked at me
And called me an *******
In a kidding way

I am gonna be selfish
And no longer care
If I destroy you
In thin air.

I am not gonna read any longer
And no longer write
Cause it seems you write to hurt me
A punch in the throat
And I hate it
Cause when I hurt you
I feel bad
But when you write to hurt
You don't seem to care.

I feel my hands are tied
My heart in two places
I feel pressured to love thy
But what if I can't love anymore
I love you
But I don't know
You have become someone so better
But
I don't know
It is so hard to say how I feel
Cause I want everyone happy.

Dr. Enuf is nasty
I really figured that out
I couldn't even drink it desperate
For anything else.
Ugh

I'm ****** up
And i'm scared