sometimes my heart itches for love
worming through my brain
searching for that
non-existent
pleasure
with
being
in love
with myself?
or someone else?

tears glisten in the moonlight,
but it shines too bright.
blocking out reality,
and the sad fatality.
of my heart,
and it's broken parts.

your love is a poison
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all I know is you

put on a show
everyone is watching now
I feel their stares tickle down my legs

smile in vain
looking at him
quick to respond
I've never felt this fond but I'm over the moon now

all these bad sounds
I hear your stare the loudest