What a challenge
Not to lose yourself
With gifting  fake emotions
For the same fake ones
What a challenge...

Not built relationship is drowning
In a turbid ruthless sea
Though I'm hesitating
What's laying between you and me

I was being made a player
So lemme call it Game
This game is called "indifference"
Or "the one who doesn't care"

I guess I'm acting truly
I guess I'm playing well
For get into the character of girl who doesn't dare

Incomprehensible all time,
because of what I  faced with

I know one thing
I need it
I know - to loose is easy

I stepped a ****** pathway
but broken into pieces.

Now I am spreading like a lava
Compromising
 Eager

I have belief in us
I have belief  you need me

You trapped my thoughts in cage
How dare you?
That's greedly

I know you are broken
I guess how you feel
Crowdy emptiness
But you are not weaned


I know you are weeping
Still searching for pill
Even in hurting
Human gets involved in

Please avert your eyes
From something unreal
Just take what you need
Because it stills here

In embraces of sun rays. Warm waves cover me. Screaming crows.

Taking comfort in - we still have chance.

To belong to each other.

In our dreams.

And in next lives

Sharp corners of simple words
Making million wounds
Wounds are not bleeding
If you are busy with healing
Self-healing
It takes so much
It costs so much
It costs myself

But free for you
Free for you - me smiling and happy
With million wounds hidden under fabric of pretending