Their words recite in perfect tune
'Time will heal this seeping wound'
But I still wake
with this constant ache
of a love so strong, broken far too soon.

The blood stops flowing
the eyes stop glowing
your lips a shade of blue
as my heart rips in two.

A cruel test of fate
brings forth the ache
For in my dreams do you show
I will wake as tears flow
So close to touch, the feeling does not come
another day I will spend, without you, so numb.

I wonder if I still cross your mind,
As you do mine, from time to time.
I wonder if the words we spoke
Were something more than just a joke.
I wonder if I crossed your path
Would every thing still seem so daft.
I wonder if you still know
How much you changed me, and helped me grow.

Alone and confused, once more I find myself.
All to easily they get bored and put me back on the shelf
My angers subsided,
By your sweet words, my heart was so easily guided
So easily played,
I just wish you'd stayed.
No reason, no clue,
Only in silence do I stew.

Our masks are gone,
Our hearts are broken,
Two lovers with our vows unspoken
Please don't leave me, I cant face it alone
You've changed me, you've guided me home
Twisted memories, helpless scenes
A world away is to far it seems
I beg you to stay, The real me I've shown
Please don't leave me, I cant face it alone

I feel your seething hate
Take your loathing out on me
Please do not resuscitate
Once I'm gone you'll all see.

Bring my fears to life
Painful words pierce my soul
Once its ended I'll feel no strife
These pills will fill the hole.
Ill start anew, Ill clean my slate
Please do not resuscitate.

Don't think of me as selfish for this last deed
I begged for your attention, You paid no heed
Promise you'll love me until my last breath
The water is rising as I entice death
My hands are clenched
As my hair becomes drenched
Shattered and torn
I know you'll mourn
But my joy will return
As my ashes lie in the urn
This is for the best
I was never meant to pass the test
Everything fades
As I slip peacefully into the haze.

Healing wounds torn fresh
Painful love rises new
Soul leaving flesh
Hours without clue
Guilt makes a mess
Fear rising without you..