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Mar 2015 · 165
Talk to Help
Rj Mar 2015
They say its better to talk to people
Why did God make it so hard
For me to talk to others about this
Mar 2015 · 240
Only Sometimes
Rj Mar 2015
My mind needs to know that it is daytime, not the night
Therefore I should not be crying right now in the open
Mar 2015 · 429
Levees
Rj Mar 2015
For only a moment the levees of my mind broke
They have since repaired themselves
For a moment it all came back to me.
Mar 2015 · 143
Untitled
Rj Mar 2015
I'm in over my head
Mar 2015 · 430
Facade
Rj Mar 2015
I should have known it all along
But now I see what was going on
Let me tell you how low and vile
How corrupted and ******* up
But you won't change will you?
You see no harm in what you did
But it's become apparent to me
Exactly what you want
Mar 2015 · 367
Amazing Grace
Rj Mar 2015
Let it not be said I was silent when they needed me
Wilberforce
Mar 2015 · 303
The School Building Effect
Rj Mar 2015
These beige walls don't inspire
They suppress natural human desire
Common curiosity is extinguished
Creative thinking becomes abolished
Daydreams are the only way out
Creep back into our minds, doubt
Sunlight is blocked, life stagnant
What we experience? Only a fragment
Mar 2015 · 265
Heaven or Hell
Rj Mar 2015
I wish I was there
But then again
It could have been
A nightmare
It would've been a nightmare because of a different reason than you would think..
Mar 2015 · 251
Clarity
Rj Mar 2015
If you take a step back it all becomes clear
Mar 2015 · 273
Everything Will Be Okay
Rj Mar 2015
Today I woke up happy
Which hasn't happened in a while
It's been a pretty long time
Since the world has seen my smile
Genuine one at least
Mar 2015 · 143
Untitled
Rj Mar 2015
every day I become more of a disappointment
Mar 2015 · 327
Broken
Rj Mar 2015
You know a word that's over used
Broken
I'm broken, she's broken, everyone is
And I would say I'm tired of it
Except for that everyone is broken
No one is in perfect condition
And whether you're cracked or shattered
Everyone has that imperfection
And though maybe you think a crack
Makes you less likely to sell or be enjoyed by others
Do not return yourself
Do not be sent back so someone can get a newer model
Because there will never be  someone who isn't the least bit broken
Mar 2015 · 967
Continue to Write
Rj Mar 2015
My thoughts are slow
My words are stale
But I continue to write
These words don't rhyme
These lines don't fit
But I continue to write
These metaphors are used
These feelings aren't unique
Yet I continue to write
Mar 2015 · 295
Ride on My Back
Rj Mar 2015
Lets take a ride on my back
You need to go higher?
Can't hear my back cracking
Over the sound of your voice
Higher higher every day
Shaking weak, and then *break
I'm sorry all my poems have been dark and dreary. I'll try and cheer up.
Mar 2015 · 377
Pathetic
Rj Mar 2015
The worst part is when you feel pathetic for being pathetic
Mar 2015 · 301
Brewing
Rj Mar 2015
My mind is a stew *** brewing wild things
Mar 2015 · 168
Thank You
Rj Mar 2015
Sometimes you just need someone to give a ******* ****
And when someone does, it pulls you out of the deepest hole
Mar 2015 · 669
Sister Genes
Rj Mar 2015
She's everything I'm not
She's tall (*** look how tall)
She's tan and long hair
In the words of my Granny
She has perfect lips
Isn't she the nicest human
"the prettiest girl at the dinner table"
I guess she got every good gene
And I got every bad one
Mar 2015 · 138
Untitled
Rj Mar 2015
Speaking of phases
There went my self esteem
Mar 2015 · 204
Reoccurring
Rj Mar 2015
What are these dreams
And why are they reappearing
Perhaps I stay awake longer
Because it's more peaceful
Than sleeping
It's fine. Sometimes I get a phase where I constantly have nightmares
Mar 2015 · 202
Normal
Rj Mar 2015
Funny how I thought that was normal
Mar 2015 · 213
Nightmare Memories
Rj Mar 2015
That song made everything not okay.
Nothing's happening just memories
Mar 2015 · 181
Untitled
Rj Mar 2015
You don't like him because
He has something you don't
Mar 2015 · 312
A Thanks
Rj Mar 2015
I do have to thank you
For confessing that to me
My spirits have been lifted
I Had no idea someone
Like you would think that
And I don't hear it often
A least not that genuinely
Mar 2015 · 615
Dandelion Traces
Rj Mar 2015
Dandelion traces are in your hair
And sun rays etched into your soul
Shine through the imperfections
And make you even more beautiful
Mar 2015 · 405
So Hateful
Rj Mar 2015
Could you be more hateful?
Literally I only have one word
To describe what you are
And it is pure hateful
Screaming until your voice
Starts cracking at the tv
Because you simply disagree
Is a little out at control
And it's just that out if control (ness)
That makes me scared of you
Mar 2015 · 3.2k
Not a Job but a Dream
Rj Mar 2015
Only by watching him and falling in love with what he did
Did I realize that I need to be working far harder to Be able
To do what he does in my own future, a dream come true
Mar 2015 · 428
Pave
Rj Mar 2015
pave it over with cement
not a bandaid,
Maybe then it will heal
This is for all personal wounds. Everything that's ever hurt
Mar 2015 · 2.2k
Self Centered Sex
Rj Mar 2015
What you don't understand is that *** and love should be together
You want *** for the pleasure of it, not the love of the other person
It's self centered that way, defeating the purpose of its creation
So no, I will not have *** with you just for fun, just for you
Because I am not in love with you, nor are you in love with me
It's too special to give away without a love connection
Mar 2015 · 310
Ragan #2
Rj Mar 2015
Try, though I do, I will never be like her
Mar 2015 · 577
Filling it In
Rj Mar 2015
And throughout this time alone
As I watched Chronicles of Narnia
And blasted the weirdest music
I realized I was just filling in the silence
How much more wonderful
Would it be to have someone else
To fill it in for me?
Okayyy so I just want someone to talk to me idk
Mar 2015 · 445
Potentially Okay
Rj Mar 2015
Friend dates, winks, iffy texts
No doubt potential is everywhere
But I'm not chasing any of it
My energy is gone, and I've learned
To get over the fact no one will
Pick me up and hold me at this point
And I'm trying to make that okay
Maybe slowly it's starting to work?
Mar 2015 · 396
Us
Rj Mar 2015
Us
They will wake up and see me sleeping, hair all messy, drooling
And they'll laugh and take a picture only to send it during the day
And remind me I'm beautiful even when I'm sleeping
They will hold my hand when we walk down the sidewalks
And give me piggy back rides when my feet get tired
I will surprise them in the morning with breakfast in bed
I will leave notes everywhere around the house for them to know
I am always thinking about them, even when I am gone for the day
We will have dance parties at night, and blare the music knowing
That each lyric of the love songs we scream was written for each other
That is what is waiting for me, that is what is waiting for *us
Thinking about the future, and what I hope to get when I meet them
Mar 2015 · 367
I to We
Rj Mar 2015
One day I will visit every mountain range,
I will jump out of a plane, parachute flying
I will sit and watch all the seasons change
And camp out on the beach, chicken frying
On day I will find someone to do it all with me
And the 'I' in each of these lines will turn to *we
Mar 2015 · 197
Not Here
Rj Mar 2015
Throughout the day I've found out exactly what I'm missing
The problem is, it's impossible for me to get it in this place
This morning I was so fulfilled and happy, God answered me. I felt my old old self, breathing. However I know there's a hole and I can't fill it without them.
Mar 2015 · 514
Jeremiah 17:9
Rj Mar 2015
More tortuous than anything is the human heart,
beyond remedy; who can understand it?*
"The heart always wants what is good of course,
But sometimes we do not know what is good,
Only that our heart wants it, and it ends up
Not being what God wanted for us,
Or what was good for us, and it causes the most pain
The human heart is truly a mystery" ~Mr Reed
God directly answered me, I literally asked Him right before, and this spoke like no other.
Mar 2015 · 424
Weights
Rj Mar 2015
There are weights on my each of my eyes
There are weights on the corners of my mouth
Though it is hard to lift them up,
Lifting weights makes you stronger
And I will no longer need them, with this strength
You aren't so terrible, you love me a lot. But the minuscule
damage you do only strengthens me.
Mar 2015 · 1.5k
Louisiana
Rj Mar 2015
Before the hurricane, in my youngest years things were extremely different
My outlook on Louisiana was a place of water and happiness
I was six years old, and boating was what I did for fun every single day
Boating was what basketball is to me today, a treasure, an outlet
The bayous were alive, the marshes were green, and the trees fruitful
You could smell the salty mud, (which smells very different from a beach)
Our white propeller boat sped to the lake, and lake mist sprayed our faces
Fishermen and crabbers littered the banks, pulling in flailing lively catches
We ate the fruits of their labor at the Cajun restaurant on the bayou, inwards
This was no commercial place, but only the locals had ever been
It was rough, light blue paint peeling, men with grey beards laughing
And the smell of fresh fried catfish had taken over the place,
Perhaps the most unique thing about it was the way to get to it, strictly by boat
My childhood is colorfully painted with these memories, however,
The real life experiences have been swept away in the muddy currents
The restaurant was knocked off its stilts and demolished,
The trees now branchless, dead, and the marshes are hues of yellow and brown
No longer is the water lively, but still, no longer is it safe to dive to the bottom
For fear of remains of houses, boats, glass puncturing our bodies
I consider myself lucky to get to experience that everyday, the bayou was my backyard
That was the Louisiana that is on postcards, not the usual experience of suburbs
That was the Louisiana I used to know, the Louisiana that is no more in my life
Mar 2015 · 334
Fat Roll Jokes
Rj Mar 2015
Thanks for reminding dad
I REALLY DO GET IT NOW
IM ALREADY SUFFERING
BECAUSE IM LONLEY
AND NOW WE ARE BACK
ON THIS
Literally I cannot handle this. In starting to believe him
Mar 2015 · 394
Alone in the Sun
Rj Mar 2015
I can tell you I tried
I drew a picture of a grove of trees
I learned to play a new song
I laid with my dogs in the sun
But the trees were bare
And the song was Fireproof
And my dogs left to lay in the shade
Of course. Everything is a reminder hahaha
Mar 2015 · 257
Love and I
Rj Mar 2015
It's like casting a line from a fishing rod
Right when the line begins to fall,
You get scared it'll get caught up in reeds
So you yank it back to you, and try again
Mar 2015 · 166
Untitled
Rj Mar 2015
Here I go again
Mar 2015 · 228
Someone
Rj Mar 2015
One day there will be
someone just for me
I will feel protected by their
embrace, soft eyes
And they will fall in love
with every crazy thing I do
While doing them with me
Feb 2015 · 737
Bonfire Heart//James Blunt
Rj Feb 2015
We don't need that much
Just someone
That starts the spark
In our bonfire hearts
This song makes me sad and nostalgic
Feb 2015 · 173
Song Write
Rj Feb 2015
It took a long time
To piece it together
But now I have a
New song in my head
Finally finished!
Feb 2015 · 190
Lyrics #6
Rj Feb 2015
I really wanna love somebody
I really wanna dance the night away
Love Somebody//Maroon 5
Accurate
Feb 2015 · 551
Be The
Rj Feb 2015
Be the ...
Music to my morning
The beat to my heart
The Simba to my Nala
The water to my sea
The light to my sun
For without you
I am empty, lifeless
Feb 2015 · 499
Leonard Nimoy
Rj Feb 2015
My childhood obsession
Posters littered my walls
I even had your eyebrows
Marked upon my face
What a man for an amazing
Character
RIP Leonard Nimoy aka the original Spok. Live Long and Prosper
Feb 2015 · 299
Mrs. M
Rj Feb 2015
"If you expect someone else to fight your battles, you don't deserve to win any"
Feb 2015 · 248
Tap Your Feet
Rj Feb 2015
No wonder it's called swing
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