The tears I'm chocking on
The past I'm running from
Find the reason to hold on
Find the place where you belong
Life won't stop for a broken heart
Face the truth before it tears you apart
Let out the woe full cries inside
From this much pain you can not hide
The lies you live show in your stride
The downward glances, the lack of pride
It's not okay & you know your not fine
Please remember that is not a crime!

Moving forwards or moving back
My life Just seems so out of whack

Feeling trapped and alone
A lifestyle even I can not condone

Set me free
Please let me be
Let me be free
& tis i, I shall be

No more false pretence as you see infront of the

Please let me be
Just set me free

Into the eternal bliss that is the sky
Where I can be rid of this lie
Send me where the angles cry

Let me be
Please oh please Just set me free!

When all has come undone
That is when you've truly won
The ones who are winning are actually in last
What's done is done
Its in the past
Now your true story has begun
Its time for a recast
Don't be a fool and do a re-run
Move on fast
& learn what's fun!

A baby girl you promised me
But you stole her away from the
Now as empty as one can be
From this pain I must be free

Sleep deprived
Eyes weary yet wide
No were to hide
No one with whom to confide
Oh how I wish it was I who had died

For without love my heart is broken
And everyday to a new pain I am awoken
But how would you know you never stayed & now my pain remains forever unspoken
You all turned your backs
Oh can you imagine that
When I needed you you where gone and that's the facts
So rip at my heart
(You have gotten good at it, let's call it an art )
And tear me apart
(You did right from the start )
And I'll Just play my part...

The role involves a bit of crying
The ones you love dying
And a whole lot of lying

You'll say things like I'm okay
& todays a good day
Just to keep the looks of pitty at bay
You'll stay in bed all day and lay
You'll push people away
And then be left wishing you weren't to stupid to Just say " please stay!"

Is this friendship or something more
Feeling this way is like breaking a law
When the words you speak go straight to my core
oh how I adore

The things you say I just can't bare
For how could my loves, love compare
To do this to him would be much to unfair

My feelings for you are unsure
Heart trapped and needing to soar
Chaffing against the chain leaving me raw
And ever so sore

I feel so guilty but who could have foresaw
That I could have ever wanted something more  
Should I, would I, could I ever show him the door?

There are rules to which I can not abide
Feelings that I just can't hide
Wanting nothing but to run away and hide
Serching to find someone, to whom I can confide

So I could whisper secrets
Of deep regrets
For love has put me in emotional debt
Why did I make such a foolish bet

I put my heart on the line
And now I can not turn back time
I can't pretend that I'm fine
Or that foreve you'll be mine

For I just don't feel the way I felt
I'm so sorry that I was the hand you where delt
My love like a belt
Whipped you while you knelt

Pleaing for my love
I gave you a massive shove
And turned for the skies above.