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Hawa Nov 2019
I would walk the road,
With all the boast.
And be happy with,
all the faces turning around.

I will walk the road,
with even more arrogance,
So beautiful I am, that the,
Staring Can't Stop.

I would walk the road,
with the most pride.
I am so pretty,
maybe I need to hide.

I was walking the road,
the same way,
one day,

when I realized,
While walking the road.

They all just pity me.
oh my!
They turnaround to see
and pray
oh lord!! please bless the Ugly little human I just saw passing by.
Hawa Nov 2019
The lazy autumn afternoon,
No one is here, I should talk to whom?

Sitting beneath the tree,
leaves and flowers falling free.

A girl walks in and sat on the grass,
flowy white shirt and floral pink top.

Oh my, those kind Eyes,
her hair flows when the wind blows and rise.

A White rabbit comes and she pets his head,
he too starts playing around like it is his own a bed.

I Look at the girl she is so pretty,
full of love innocence and inner beauty.

She keeps playing,
and the rabbit is swaying.

I look at her from far,
with the door ajar.

I want to go to her and start talking,
suddenly the rabbit starts hopping.

And she runs behind, to catch him,
jumping and then gone in a blim.

Only for her to stay and watch him go.



I stay there watching them all go, the way I have watched everything to go and never come back to me.
Hawa Nov 2019
The ME, who is smiling laughing and talking to everyone.
Or the ME who loves to be alone and like to cry and think about death.

The ME who is patient in positive.
Or the ME, who is unable to see your future anywhere any more.

The ME who, is surrounded by friends and family.
Or the ME who can't stand a single human around.

The ME, who doesn't care about anything.
Or the ME, who is unable to comprehend the system which we have created as the better species.

The ME,  who is looking forward to a better tomorrow.
OR the ME who wants to die right now.

The ME, who scolds her friends when they talk about suicide.
Or the ME, who always thinks about jumping from my favorite window to finish it for once and for all.

Me at 10:10 a.m.

OR

The ME at 2:10 a.m.
I can't decide anymore you tell me what is the truth.
Hawa Nov 2019
Right-click and refresh.
My life is still the same.

Alt + F4.
Why am I still alive?

Empty recycle bin?
Yes.
Why can I still remember all the trash?

I hung myself on the ceiling fan.

Why is everyone crying?

Why are they not taking me to the service center?
System errors are normal but human error unforgivable.
Hawa Oct 2019
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And I will meet you there,
Where the ocean meets the sky.
It somehow soothes me, that every evening we would be listening to the same songs on the radio, even if we are not together.
Hawa Oct 2019
He makes me laugh so much,
That my stomach hurts and my eyes tear up,

But,

I can't be with him.

Because Mumma told me,

Every time you laugh, you have to cry equally.
Hawa Oct 2019
With their freckles and flaws,
Their lips and love.

Your fingers and fights,
Heavy breathing and bites.

Beautiful Stories and ***,
The emotions and Ex.

Colors and Cuddles,
Raw coffee and riddles.

Partially finished, futile departures.
Some unfinished, untold closures.
And even though I, who has never been in love, I feel like I understand it, because you paint them and their stories, prettier than they could be.
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