goosebumps, lip biting, shaking:
all of the signs that you're a bad idea,
but i've never been the one to make good decisions

After many, many storms,
There's a singular leaf
Still hanging on.
Shaking and twisting
With an arthritic hold
On one bare branch.
It doesn't seem likely
This leaf will remain.
Today I'm gripping
The same.

Seconds are crazy
Minutes are busy
Hours are noisy
Days are cozy
Months are easy
Years are lazy
Time is messy
But life is rosy

Ahead.
Hey it's _
Give me a call I'm
At the firefly I
Dont know Where
Ocean people are so
Have a good issue I
Was going to be
Beautiful.

Alright make sure you
Press the pictures
From the later...

A beautiful girl
With little brown curls
And brown eyes filled with life

A beautiful girl
So small and petite
Of only seven years of age

A beautiful girl
That raises so many questions
And makes you feel sorry

A beautiful girl
Sitting alone
In a psych hospital

BC

I've learned that anxiety disorder is not just a one and done illness. You don't just pop a pill and it's better. Anxiety disorder is crippling. It gives off the feelings of having a heart attack. its sitting outside of a restaurant trying to catch your breath and keeping yourself from throwing up the meal (or lack thereof) you just ate.
Anxiety disorder is a constant motor running in your body. It's feeling the buzzing motion of wheels turning inside your chest. It's the thoughts that twist and turn and inside your head.
Anxiety disorder is not the nervousness before a test. Anxiety disorder is sitting on your couch watching TV and suddenly wanting to curl up in a ball.
Anxiety disorder is walking into a store and having to leave because there are too many people and too much noise and energy.
Anxiety disorder is not a one and done illness. It attacks at every chance it gets and always finds a new way to evade your life.