The moon is full

The moon follows you just like stalkers do

When the moon is full alot of things start to go all wacky

Like cats

When the moon is full cats are running around

Like dogs

When the moon is full dogs start barking and howling

Like bugs

When the moon is full the bugs start buzzing n flying around filling the sky full

Like people

When the moon is full people do things they never do

So once in awhile if you like it blame it on the full moon

The stars shine so bright for everyone to see
The stars are so small but yet everyone can see
the stars always there listening ing as you talk
The stars see what you do when no one else is watching  and he tells the moon
The moon shines so bright when it wants to give light
The moon knows all your secrets
The moon and the stars share a bond that no one understands
The moon can help when you are lost or need a friend
The moon is alway watching and following you as you walk down a path
The moon gives light when darkness wants to stay around
so when the moon and the stars are out give thanks for they know all your secrets and will never tell them at night .

The prefect couple
We were lonley
We were hurting
We were dreaming
We were thinking
We were talking
We were hoping
We were laughing
Then one day God said they would make the prefect couple so he made things happen so we would meet
And we were hanging out
And we were talking
And we were laughing
And we are happy
We are in love with each other
We do anything for each other
People want to say stuff cause they are jealous
We are bonnie and Clyde

World does not know this

I will walk with you but the world does not know this
I will talk with you but the world does not know this
I will hold you but the world does not know this
I will lay with you but the world does not know this
I will cry with you  but the world does not know this
I will sit with you but the world does not know this
I will be there for you but the world does not know this
I could never let you  go but again the world does not know this .

thoughts in my head are telling me so many things
i don't want to listen  to them no more but they seem to always find their way back home .
I try to run from them but no use they know where i'll be
I try to walk away from them but yet again they know will ill be
i sit and think think think
why do i feel like this
being crazy is hard i feel like crying
i want to feel happy again but all i feel is sadness and loneliness
i think of cutting its my only way out
but that little voice in my head said no no no no no no
so back to my  thoughts against
now time for sleep
maybe i'll be better the next day

im ugly
im worthless
im nothing
i cry
i cut
i wish to feel different
i feel alone
not begging for attention
sleepless nights
the world is ****** place
over thinking
stay?

Sit
Lay
Sit
Lay
Look at the clock the hands go around
Thinking of everything that goes on
Why I am not laying with you
Why I am thinking of you
Why I am dreaming of you
Why why why
I dont have the answer only you do
I listen to your words
I repeat them in my head
I listen to songs remind me
I sing then to make me feel good
I want to scream
But it wont help
Take as I am
Little ****** up
Little insane
Little crazy
My soul keeps asking me
What should I say when I don't know what to say
Come with me and walk through the woods where we can lay a d up at the same moon and stars

Tina
I'm pretty         I'm fat
I'm happy         I'm sad
I'm gone         I'm crying
I'm good             I'm bad
I'm tired         i dont sleep
I'm pain            I'm cutting
I'm upset        I'm not around
I care                  i dont
I'm crazy          I'm crazy
I'm pink             I'm purple
I'm glad             I'm mad
I walk                    I run
I stay                   I leave
I'm depression   im diabetic
I make no ******* sense.

So tired of thinking I'm not good enough
So tired of thinking I'm better off somewhere else
So tired of thinking people will never  understand me
So tired of wanting to expected
So tired of being tired
So tired of being used
So tired of being treated like ****
But as I say this that girl got tired and she became something she didn't think she could become she became a warrior.

Tired of feeling like nothingness
Tired of feeling sadness
Tired of feeling craziness
Tired of feeling not good enough
Tired  of feeling like cryingness
Tired of feeling  sleepless
Tired of feeling lieness
Tired of feeling like careless
Tired of feeling bitterness
Tired of feeling whyness
Tired of feeling go awayness
Tired of feeling home boundness
Tired of feeling numbness
Tired of feeling

Today
Today I thought I heard your voice calling my name
Today I thought I heard your voice asking how I've been
Today I thought I heard your voice saying I been watching you
Today I thought I heard your voice saying you will be all right
Today I thought I heard your voice
Today I looked up to the sky saying I heard you and I love you

Today part two
Today I thought I heard your voice I looked around seeing if I could find you
Today I heard ya but I couldn't find you
Today I thought I heard your voice but it was just the wind blowing in the leaves
Today I thought I heard your voice so I looked up to the sky and said I hear you.

To to to

Days to nights
Rain to sun
Leaves to snow
Sand to water
Hungry to food
Wake to sleep
Animal's  to human's
Fall to winter
Spring to summer
Love to death
Beautiful to ugly
Pink to blue
Time to still
Play to drink
Run to walk
Floor to walls
Money to poor
Sick to health
Trees to flowers
Paper to pen

i dare you to know me
i dare you to talk to me
i dare you to like me
i dare you to tell me your secrets
i dare you to hold me
i dare you to show me the world
i dare  i double dare you to be yourself
truth why

While the town is a sleep
You stay awake at night
Not knowing why
You try to think
You try to sleep
Nothing working
Counting sheep
Please let me sleep
Talkin to you might help me sleep
You ask the sandman for his help
Hes trys but you  still cant sleep
Laying playing the waiting game
Try counting sheep again
This time your half a sleep
Time goes by
By and by
Its daylight
You finally getting your  some sleep
Now the town is a wake

They say there ways light at the end of the tunnel sometimes  i feel like i see the darkness more than the light but when i sit an think about it the light its always there to guide you through the darkness and you don't feel afraid no more

MEMORIES
PICTURES
TIME
LOVE
HATE
PAIN
EMOTIONS
HAPPY
SAD
ANGERY
S­PENDING
SILENCE
DANCE
HOME
FAMILY
FRIENDS
WEDDING
FURNAL
BIRTH
DE­ATH

on a summer day
the weather was hot and bit of a breeze was blowing
sally sue was outside in her bare feet wearing her favorite pair of pink shoes
standing under the apple trees with the sky a clear blue

A face so beautiful
Look in the mirror
Skin so nice
Tears run down
Weak heart cuts
Voice wants to stop
Scars are remind
Stood in distances
Catch a simple kiss
The touch of taste.

Untitled
Footsteps of loved one
The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you saying I cired
The sun shining is you saying i'm happy
The clouds is you saying I'm sad
The fog is you saying I miss you
The flower is you saying don't worry
The birds is you saying hi
The butterfly's is you saying I'm always here
The trees is you saying you are not alone
The feather is you saying i was here

A love has no time
A heart has no time
A life has no time
Each day we live
Each night we live
Left behind in time
The sun shines
The rain falls
Beauty is shown in random places
Fire burning longer then the sun
Understanding the moon
Earth worked for living
Arms hold so tight
Feet walked so far
But a love has no time
A heart has no time
A life has no time
Each day we lived
Each day we lived.

Wings are flying as thedust ages
Your stomach and lungs are shutting down
Feeling sick after drinking your spirits
As the universe grows golden in your veins

Laughter crazy
Dancing free
Trust maybe
Heaven knowing my name
What a feeling escaping from this drink

Lay awake a night
Desire to fit in
Just a chance to make a point
A joyful power
Landed in space
Chest pounding
Poetry is a waken

Time has no date
A kiss holds love
A cry speaks
A dream to hold, build
Eyes tell stories
Clouds make rain
Joy bring laughter
A love brings happiness
A soul brings marriage
A key holds the key to hearts
A lie ruins lives
Time is what you can fix
Emotions is what you have
History is what you make
Fade happens when people forget you in time
Chains can be broken
Silence can break you down.

Love has no time
A heart has no time
Life has no time
Each day we live
Each day we die
Each night we live
Each night we die
The sun shines
The rain does fall
Beauty is showed in random places
Fire burns longer then the sun shines
Understanding the moon
Earth worked for the living
Arms hold tight
Feet walked far
But love has no time
A heart has no time
A lie has no time
Each day we live
Each day we die
Each night we live
Each night we die

Wanting to cry
Wanting to die
Not knowing why
Killing time
Standing outside
Playing on the dime
Fighting all the time
Trying to get by
Can count on dates
Mind is racing all the time
Wondering why
No time to cry
No body knows why
Relationship died
Birds fly
I'm running out if time
Hey honey you want a drive.

Sitting alone
Wondering what the world is doing
Taking chances
Lighting smokes
Falling down to the ground
Time wasting
Love making
Jaws breaking
Flowers
Spiders
Wasting time writing this
Wasting time reading this
Boredom kicked in

day time put  on a show
day time make them laugh
day time make them talk
day time run around
day time sleep
switch
night time alone
night time sad
night time lonely
night time no one around
night time sleep for now

my heart loses hours
for pretty desires
i long for a pretty soul
was inside my head wants to shine higher than the clouds
met the right soul was is ending
only for us to love forever
and dying at peace because for there is no more war

Ready
I'm feeling short
I'm hoping
For no weak heart
I rise from darkness
I share my scars
Breezing above
Looking for comfort
Gold is my name
Book my time?

Love= happiness
Time= long
Keep= smiling
Pain= lost
Smile=beautiful
Remember= people
Fear=sad, anixey
Dreams=hold on to
Touch= to have and to hold
Kiss= married
Hurt= feeling
Wonder=thinking
Sea= mermaid
Speak= talking,listening
Alive= lived
Apart= wishing
Happiness= love
Listen= hearing
Big= heart
Coming= going
Laugh= faith,hope
Wake= dreams
Eye= tell a story
Chest= treasure
Fell= head over heels
Story= life
Human= everyone
Walls= down
Boy= girl

I see things
I feel things
I know things
No one listens to me
No one hears me
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Going somewhere
Siting somewhere
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Laying somewhere in bed of flowers
No time to cry
I see things
I feel things
I know things

Lance Peter Murray wrote this poem for me he passed away last year oct 9 will be one year since hes been gone
September 5, 2017 ·
every day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting

love was in the air for us
love placed us
love was showing fear but hidden
under was love for us
our love is warm no change in that
mind set right forever
until our dying day

here
here
never far
Which makes me good
You use
You lie
You probably even steal
Take for granted all that does
run with the wind
Hide from the rain
Walked the streets with low self support
An wonder why no one cares
Take a deep breath
And go your own way
Time will tell what you need to hear
But no one will be there or near.

Dancing nights followed by  sleepless night time consuming fights for the rest my life

i sit and look out the window wondering if your thinking of me to
i sit and look out the window wondering if your talking bout me
i sit and look out the window wondering if you are ok
i sit and look out the window wondering if  you will ever know
i lay here thinking and thinking
i lay here not knowing what's going on
i lay here wondering all kinds of what ifs
i walk to think
i walk to see
but nothing is there where it should be i think i'm going crazy with my own **** thoughts but im use it so it does bother me with these thoughts
i wish things could og the way i believe but nothing will be ever be
i see the moon shining so bright
it knows how i feel and what i do
i know it will never be true
the moon knows all my secrets an you will never
i go back to the window sitting thinking an thinking
wishing i could go to sleep but nope it's not in the cards for me
so i'll lay here thinking of everything and let it all make do .

look around
strangers at one time
hopeful spoken words worked
multiple hugs
forehead kisses
soft hearted
whisper my name
our souls mathed
skin to skin
created a flame
remember spotlight
young
old
growing old

A poem by me
Crying
Sitting
Laying
Crying
Crying
Crying
Thinking
Thinking
Thinking
I feel so lost
I feel so sad
I feel so well I dont know anymore
Like time has no hands
And days have no time
Memories  have lasted
Memories have gone
What now
What should i do
What  should i feel
I have  words
I have thoughts
I'm ............

As I sleep one night long ago
I had a dream some i remember some i dont
Feels so real
Felt like nothing i have ever felt before
The parts i remember I'm happy
The parts I dont I'm sad
As I sleep other night long ago
I had other dream
Again some I remember some I dont
Again feels so real
Again felt like nothing I felt before
Is it wrong to feel this way I ask myself that  every day

Nights are dark
Lips long to touch
Hearts pounding
Waiting watching
Tines goes by playing music
Leaves a moment on your heart
Apart of the time just minutes away feels like nights of dark

old poem I wrote
April 10, 2019 ·
They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

Your smile
Your hands
Your body
Your mouth
Your heart
Your eyes
Your laugh
Your feelings
Your mind
Your soul
Your just what I think about

dark night brings crying eyes
day light brings wide open eyes
come walk with me
come hold me tight  even when i try to fight
stop making everything so hard let it sit and think
do you even know what time it is ?
stars are bright as we know
pen in hand
paper on the table
write  what comes to mind she says
write until your hands fall off
smoke your cigarette
light your joint
drink your *****
run your bubble bath
and avoid the world

Sitting alone
Wondering what the world is doing
Taking chances
Lighting smokes
Falling down to the ground
Time wasting
Love making
Jaws breaking
Flowers
Spiders
Wasting time writing this
Wasting time reading this
Boredom kicked in

Drunk off the love of your flame
Feeling numb to the game
Laid apon  your heart of touch
Sinking in the depths of dust
Instance knowledge
History.

Walking down the praved road of hell
Its all quite not one sound
All the lights are on no shadows to be founded
Your body cold  wishing it  was warm
Rain starts to come down you wish you were home right now
You keep on walking until you reach  home
Once inside you the home of hell and you dont want to be founded right there.
So change into night and as you sleep so bright
The moon gets jealous at that site
But doesnt want break the fight
So you stop and look around
Warm to snuggle
Right to sleep for this town.

what does one say ?
what does one do ?
what does one feel ?
what does one think?
what does this all mean?
when one can say
when one can do
when one can feel
when one can think
this means one is whole
i think not
one does not feel an think alike one can only imagine
what now you say
i say doesn't matter one will listen?
you can ask
i think if you do then the world will and you have peace will overcome

jim a salesman lives in a cabin in the woods
on a hot sunny day he would sit outside and relax
on this day day the sun isn't shining so he would sit in his room with the light on pretending it was sunny day.