i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is doing
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is saying
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is talking
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is crying
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is walking
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is laughing
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is sleeping
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is feels like
i sit and look out the window wondering what the world is running from  
sitting looking out the window

Winter
Nights are way darker
Nights are way colder
Winter
No more swimming
No more bbq
Winter
No more hot sunny days
No more camping
Winter
No more paid vacations
No spending time with family
Winter
Here comes Christmas
Here’s come new years
Winter
Many wishing it was spring or summer
I am one of them
Winter
I say why do we need it
I say the hell with winter
We only need 3 seasons
Spring summer and fall
Winter
Winter
Oh I cant wait for spring

Woman cry part 2

Look for love though you found it
But all you got was pain
Look for love they might make u think I'm right here
You think  that's what you need
How do you know
Cause right now all you is what ur said
Y0u wanna cry but no tears fall down
You sit and wonder why me
Y0u can't help but wonder why
I took the blame
I took the name calling
I took the love
Took the beating
Was right
Right?
Nope it wasn't cuz if did I wouldn't he left wondering
Why did I love you
Why did I care
Cause I think I should
But time went on
I found new love
Not what I need it
Time over time
I did
But God took you
I was lost
Though I couldn't go on
But God bought you to me
I couldn't let go
You make me feel loved
You make me feel safe
You make me promise
You make me feel protect
You make me feel...
All I know is might have found when sad
But your all i need
An i wont let you go
I love you

Word of mind

I have alot of words running through my mind
They wait to be heard
They wait to be listened
They wait to be loved
They wait to be sad
They wait to be angry
They wait for something to happen
What esel can  I say
Need to make room for new ones
My mind is full

Words hurt but yet i do not feel
You see what you want to see not what i want you to see but yet i do not feel
You say so many things but yet i do not feel
I live as free as i want  but yet i do not feel
I go where i want but yet i do not feel
I want to learn and feel the warmth of the touch but yet  i do not feel
I lay down looking up at the stars wishing i could find the moon but yet i still do not feel
Maybe one day ill feel as free as the birds seem to be but until that day comes i will not feel

ove my Italian Queen...
that makes me feel like life is so serine...
makes me feel like a teen...
makes me feel like life is but a dream.

i find myself thinking of you
i find myself dreaming of you
i find myself talking to you
i find myself crying for you
i find myself wishing of you
i find myself wondering about you
i find myself going crazy over you
why why why
do i feel this way i never wanted to
i don't want to feel anything but i do
i know  you don't about me but a girl can wish
i wish you cared
i wish you would
i wish you lay next to me
i wish you look at the moon with me and the stars too

you don't see me
you dont like me
you dont need me
you don't love me
you dont talk to me
you don't see that it hurts me i feel like cutting but i wont cause your not worth it
you don't  spend time on me
you don't  how i feel
you don't hear me
you don't see my heart
you don't  see the damage
you don't see tears
you don't see walk towards me
you don't see me but i wish you did.

YOU DON'T KNOW ME
You don't know the things I know
You don't know the way I think
You don't know the way I feel
You don't know how I deal
You don't know how I care
You don't know how I swear
You don't know how I love
You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I talk
You don't know how I walk
You don't know the pain I feel
You don't know cause you don't care
You don't know how I trust
You don't know how I burst into tears
You don't know I fight to stay a live
You don't know that's is why i'm me and you are you.

Tina lombardo

Tell me one thing
Say something
Looking at me
You  try to hide
I see it  all the time
I know things
I see things
I feel things
Dont tell me not to cry
Maybe might not but you did
You try to hide it like it's a crime
But why
You never even gave me a try
You  think I'm no good
You make me wanna die
I'm nothing but cold air
You  want a thing who doesnt care if ur alive
But yet you wonder why I cry
I just want you  to know engery doesnt lie
Stop your feeling just fine
Maybe you  care maybe you dont
But your words are nothing they all went a died
So now will you clue in and give it a try

You know my name
But not my story
You know my heart
But not my pain
You know my strength
But not my scars
You know my body
But not my love
You know what I say
But not how I feel
You know my tears
But not my fears
You know my life
But not my fights
You know my angels
But not demons

you know what hurts

You know what hurts feeling forgotten in a world full moons and stars
You know what hurts feeling like sun only shines on the ones who see it but not need it
You know what hurts crying waiting for a reason why an takes you days to figure out why
You know what hurts waiting to talk but dont want to make people think
You know what hurts walking and crying and running until you cant breathe
You know what hurts laying in bed wishing
You know what hurts when you can't tell if your feeling anymore or just want to cry
Days
Nights go by
You know what hurts I do

your the sun when i'm sad
you the tears that fall down from my face
your the air that i breathe
your the cuddle when i'm cold
your the happiness that i see
your the help that i need
your everything i wanted
i could be the air you breathe
i could be the cuddle that you need
i could be happiness your longing for
i could be the help when you need
iam everything you ever wanted