There is something big
there is something shining
happiness crawls forth
smiles give tears a meaning
hugs bring love a deeper meaning  
on that day we will sing
Halleluiah.

you say you love me without any action
I  text you 11:00pm but you  respond 4:00am
though you are online

send you emojis send you VN everyday
I feel like I am the one contributing more to this
though you got free time

am I only a fool
for believing love could work
even through distance

you are like
you are like my Barbie  am your ken
feeling it closer like we are friends
never told you but this intense
and nobody
nobody knows what we've been through with our toes
late night calls o our phones
rather chill with you than with my bros
and this is us
this is us though
closer magnets without horse shoe
nobody compares to you
many have seen but they are few
these words I write but are true

pretty eyes from within
captured me not leaving
just one more time I'll be singing
you are mine no more waiting
but girl, if you leave me
where will I find someone to to be with me

you complete me
even where I don't know
you are my lover still with you don't know
I will be with you even on the phone

Late night callings, many so lovely
Texting you everyday just to keep in touch
Soon you began to snub my texts
Sliding dm every night
Life is based on choices
I have made my voice heard
Simple if you don't love me any more
I have got other options.
But I will keep you alright
Just as far as the other end of the world.
Did you break me?
I won't say much
But God only knows my heart
Really how you are more of a dart.

My life is changing as I get older
That is why I want to lean on your shoulder
To cry to you because I want a do over

Its so lonely at the top
So fast I want it to stop
Many things flood my up

They didn't tell me it will be like this
If so I would have wanted peace
Now they watch my life like reels
God please cancel them let them dismiss

Love is not always enough
And I know
That you always have to be in

Year after year
2016 was a year I would never forget
More like I would ever regret
It was all just a letter
I should have known better
She had a friend
Who would tell her lies with no end
And she looked at me straight dead
And told me u was evil
She didn't want any of me
I lost her that very minute
Most importantly
I lost a friend that day  
And her name is mj

Fast forward seven years down
You sent me a friend request now
I laughed saying you came to late
You made me wait
And now I have found another mj