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Anonymous May 2018
Searching for my own purpose
Pupils full of tears
Swimming in disaster
Trying to survive life
Madness....
Anonymous May 2018
Searching for the truth
Behind my mask
Taking these drugs to numb my past...
Tired of pretending behind
My mask
So when they ask I’ll just
Laugh..
I think I’m just running from my past
Anonymous May 2018
See she fell
So fast into loves trap
The idea of her and him...
Two lost souls who finally found
Each other
It was like a magical story
Inside a poem book labeled
Noir Papillon
Anonymous May 2018
He often asked me if I believed in love
I often answered if love believed me
see he was willing to fix the flame
that no longer burnt when the sun left on rainy days
he saw the flaws that I let escape
I saw the love that he yarned to give  
so I soaked my heart in his treasures
never fully understanding the meaning to
Love
So who the **** was he kidding?
Thinking  I could be open to love
Let’s reminisce
my heart was done when josh burnt his bridges
maybe when jose told me he never viewed me as
His Women
or maybe when I laid beside a man who never called me
He
told me he loved me
just to undress me
only to finesse me
just to say he sexed me
In mind he next me just to move on to the next me
you know the shy girl with the heart of gold
often eager to please that she misleads
in ends up
on a broken rode
So I often asked could he see his self loving
after his heart was left in a
disaster?
He just said
Disaster aren’t final destinations
Anonymous May 2018
His heart was like a game
of Russian roulette
you never know
when the end is near
Anonymous Nov 2017
Pain so far gone I can’t even sleep
Do you know what it feels like when hell keep knocking at your feet
the devil keep projecting dreams of sunny days but every time I kneel it’s rains for seven days

I admit for a second he was winning
The Pain so deep in my throat I WANNA SCREAM
but I’m afraid I mite choke or better yet be considered a joke

do you know how it feel to be surround with people presences and not feel a single essence
For them to say  they love you  and you repeat it but deep in your stomach you can’t even express the actual meaning  

yet you try and still they lie
You would think you would get it like maybe ask your self why ?
why do I fall for lies why do I  allow them to pentarate my thighs  before I give the opportunity to penetrate my mind
see if you remove the love and burn the *** what more is their left to give
what more is there to live
we just building relationships off broken knowledge
letting love defeat our only values
so ask me do I love
I mite smirk and shrug cause in my heart
ITS STILL SCREAMING  **** LOVE
Love thy self first
Anonymous Nov 2017
I’m losing my sanity trying to forgive people that don’t Feel the need to stand with me

I’m apologizing for actions taking  the lessons and making it happen
Remaining humble and stacking my blessings dividing my profits subtracting my deception

this pain is a game either you fighting and winning or losing and staying or leaving and learning but In the end its you then it’s them so when it’s over you times your blessing and divide your imperfections and what you get is god deepest acceptance you learn your strength and that’s the greatest blessing in every ****** up lesson
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