Anonymous

Anonymous Aug 2017

Mask off

Unhappy
Hurt
Ugly
Ashame
Broken
Is what my mask was made from
My mask was designed to hide lies
To smother sounds of fear as I cry
broken dreams from a world made of lies
Covered mirrors that expose my true reflection of my deep imperfections
The tears Cascade from my eyes
You can never say you know me if you never heard the Shriek that pours from heart while I lay asleep Mask off is the real me Mask on Is the finest Cashmere you can see
So Mask Off
Lights on
Is what I scream
Just love me
Cause behind this mask is the real me

Society lives behind a mask to cover our flaws and short comings so we create a image that's perfect to hide our true flaws

#lovepaintruthfulness

Anonymous Jul 2017

I AM EVERY WOMAN

I'm not afraid of being labeled
By what's between my legs
The true key to every desire
Is to be a woman
That learns
HER VERY OWN POWER

Anonymous Jul 2017

11:00AM

I heard your footsteps
My heart dropped to my guts
I pray to god to end my life
Then to go threw this stuff
The touch of your hands
Felt I was being shot
WITH A GUN
The sound of your belt
UNBUCKLING
Felt like a life sentence in
ONE
You left me with no awards no heavy metals
To place back on the shelf
Just a destroyed book
labeled
FORGIVE YOURSELF

#abuse

Anonymous Jul 2017

5:30AM

Every morning you rise it's wicked sunshine
Laying next to me makes
Your manhood rise
And you brag
It's like waking up
To sleeping
Beauty
Every morning I rise
Im moisted
At the thought of you
Leaving
I'm aroused at the
thought
Of me leaving
So you slide Between my
Thighs
Heavy breathing
Two pumps As I stroke
My **** moaning loud
And screaming
So when I say your the
Best
I'm feeding your ego
I'm starving for the truth
But I'm deprived
Staying because I love
You and leaving because I love me
So when you read this maybe
You should have ****** me
STOP
******* me
OR
caressing me
You shouldve feed me truth
Offered me knowledge
Trying to create happiness
With the person that's destroying
My ego
Unworthy Of love
So
My *** Became Good
Enough
See I was fighting you
To make you stay
But the truth is i was fighting my self
To walk away
So Goodbye ****
Boy
Please Stay Away

Loving somebody who's emotionally distance

Anonymous Jul 2017

Designer Queen

Designer frames and Advil
Overly expensive heels
Long trench coats
Still can't hide what I feel
Overly done makeup
Exspensive weaves
Telling my self if I feel
Pretty maybe
I'll believe
But yet when I'm standing in the mirror
I'm naked
Looking at my self I hate my reflection
Less thinking more heavy drinking

So I'm sending blank texts hoping they could hear my silence
I'm broken but I'm drowning in high end designer
Room full of labels
That can't fix
My problems

Signed That Black woman addicted
To retail

No therapy just me and retail

#love #yourself

Anonymous Jul 2017

Bittersweet

love me now like you did before
Hold me tight and never let me go
Is the words that replay at 5:00AM
When I'm walking out the door
I took your heart and I broke it
Destroying love
Sabotaging feelings
Just to be alone
And cry myself a sleep
This is what you call Bittersweet

Heartbroken

#lost #love

Anonymous Jul 2017

Farewell

Who am I
Is the question
Maybe I don't know
Who am I
Maybe I am you
the voice inside your brain
The sound of your pen
When you right his name
The sound of the door when it slams
Telling your self you'll leave again
I'm the marks on your face
The true reflection of pain
I'm your pillow that you hold
And cry tears of pain
I'm the voice of your mother
Screaming in rage

Who am I
May be I'm lost
Dreaming of a peaceful ending
Blurred lines and finish sentences
Deep thoughts and heavy *******
Laying in bed with Satan
Broken pictures of our dreams
Still holding the sheets trying to create peace
But sleeping with the devil ain't easy
Maybe I'm selfless cause if I love myself
I wouldn't be helpless is all I hear
But yet I'm still trying to figure when I'll wake up,
two punches to the brain one to my back as I see my life reflect I go back to my mother standing in the living room screaming in rage,
Looking at the blood flow from between my legs I realized I'm my mother should I get up in run but I'm scared so I grab his gun and I load it... BOOM BOOM and my pen drops crumble paper blowing in the wind so it's ****** and he wrote it so who am i
Is a understatement
Call me anonymous
When you let the ink dry
Tell me this isn't
HEAVY ROTATION
So ask your self who are you
And why before
You can figure WHO AM I

Love yourself first

#broken #lovedomestic #abuse