It all began that  night,
when you were lonely,
that one night when he left,
that one-night you'd never forget
he broke your trust and shattered your heart,
left you glum, heart-broken, and full of misery,

You decided to go online and have a little fun,
Just to escape the pain and forget the thing he has done,
I was online that time with no one to talk to,
Decided to have a chat with a stranger like you,
little that I know you were broken-hearted too,
then i made up my mind and tried to approach you (virtually),

The conversation he had gone longer than it was supposed to,
two more nights and I mustered my courage then planned to tell you how I felt for you,
I wasn't expecting to get a positive reply from you but,
somehow you told me that maybe you love me too,

Nights went longer and we ain't sad no more,
for there it was, the love that we were waiting for,
together with us, in our hearts and soul,
for each night that we had simple talks but went on longer,
we always end it with a mutual "Goodnight, I love you."

A month went on, we still contact each other,
As the nights grow longer your replies became shorter,
As this went on, I couldn't help but worry and cry,
what if I will be abandoned  again just like the last time,
what if all those nights will just  turn out as wasted time,
why would you waste those wonderful nights of our stupidity and amusement,
with a little bit of satisfaction and pleasure sometimes,

months went on and had passed us by,
decided to meet  this secret lover in real life,
we met as planned but didn't get along as expected,
I was too shy and that is never exaggerated,
I was your banker and you were my boss,

I keep your money (not really yours),and tell me when to procure,
as the days go on i kept on thinking that maybe you never really loved me at all,
you only kept me so you could brag it to your friends and at school,
well I know I was never ever cool at all,nope not once,

maybe we should have never met at all,
maybe we should have stayed friends,
maybe just lovers over the phone,
just like how we started, back as virtual lovers.

I have always thought you were a friend,
one day i asked my self,
"were you really just a friend to me?"
                         Little did i  know,
I had already fallen in love for you,
by the time I realized,
that I loved you so much,
you were already loved by someone else,
Never mind,
I guess I will stay as a fool,
  and wait for your love,

No matter how much I pray,
I'm just a broken dreamer,
I know you don't love me,
and you won't ever be mine,
It will only remain as a pipe dream,
that  somehow you'd love me back,
no matter what i do i will never achieve,
'coz i was never even one of all your dreams,
I will never be.

What else do you want?
You've already hurt me,
                            you left me,
Shattered my heart by severing your love,
now when i'm okay and i forgot about you already,
you came back and said you'd never leave me again,
  I'm sorry, 
I'm already happy now,
but why does this hearts say
"I still love you!"

Last night,
I saw a falling star,
I made a wish
                            I, wished that you'll be mine,
Suddenly the star stopped,
he approached me then laugh,
and Said,
"You are so stupid, You can't! Because she is with him!",
"She is with the person she loves the most".
then,
I just wished for you to be happy,
even without me,

Deceitful
You said you love me.
You said you wouldn't leave me.
You said you'd wait for me.
I was lost for a moment,
you were already so happy without me,
Is it because you love me when I'm around?
Is it because your love was just a lie?
You only like to deceive me.

It's always like this when you love,
You'll always be willing to wait,
                           you'll be played around for a long time,
when you run into it,
At first, you'd thought it was true
you'd say this is it,
You've found the love of your life,
But,
That will be the first time,
you'd be played because of love,
Don't fool yourself,
Before things get out of hand
Protect your heart,
Steer clear of heartbreaks,
keep in mind that destiny will always keep a cheap shot,
It's okay to have a change of heart,
and cut it fine.

Sometimes I'm happy,
sometimes serious,
sometimes super sweet,
sometimes sensitive,
sometimes numb,
But even if i act like i never miss you or never cared,
not once did you ever left my heart,
I will keep you here always.

Are you crazy?
You left me and then come back again,
                            what do you think of me?
Stupid?
"hahaha!, Come here" ,
                            I have been waiting for you,
to come back to my life,
I accept the fact,
that i will always do foolish things when it comes to you.
I'm a fool for love