Slowly, I broke down,
tears fell from my eyes,
my heart shattered into pieces,
all the sweet memories played inside my mind.
And like that I stayed while watching
you walk out of my life.
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“𝑫𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚?” – Marge Simpson.

" 𝑨𝒏𝒅, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔, 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍.”  – Lisa Simpson

Dear self,

I know it has been very hard these days and though it seems so impossible to go on I wanna ask you to make a pledge to follow and obey;

Promise you won't ever think of giving up or surrender,
Promise you'll still hold on Promise you'll still cling into life
Promise to make your self better
Promise to build yourself stronger
Promise you'll keep on fighting your battles
Promise you'll persevere and endure all of it

I don't wanna ask to make a promise not to get tired or not cry,
For you're just human too,
You get tired and feel all so blue.

And if ever you've had enough after shedding an ocean of your tears

Pick yourself up again, rebuild yourself,
Pick up the shards of your broken heart,

Please do have the courage to get up and face it all again,

Don't lose hope and pray
that tomorrow won't be another cloudy day.

I wonder why just when I learned to wait,
it was when you never came.
I wonder why just when I learned to laugh,
it was when you made me cry.
I wonder why just when I've learned to love you,
it was when you said goodbye.

I reached out my hand to unknown domains,
Accidentally touched my future that was all so black.
I hope I could ever go back,
I don't want this to be my last stop.

Everyday
Has been
a constant battle
between
remembering
and
forgetting.
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How I wish that I could keep you mine

The rain reminds me of you,
how cold you are,
how gloomy you make me feel,
how much tears I've shed because of you,
how greatly damage I've been
and
how stupid I am for still needing you.

Before, it was you cheating, now it's him.
Before, He used to love you, now he doesn't.
Before, You always had late night talks, now you don't even communicate.
Before, He used to adore you, now he just ignore you,
Before, He used to cared so much for you, now he doesn't.
Before, He was tempted by you, he isn't.
Before, He was the one who always cried, now it's you.
Before, you didn't accept his love,
now you regret for it's already too late

Dear God,
I'm not okay. I'm lost. I'm drained. Please calm my mind, heal my heart and take my worries away.
Amen.

What's a lie and what's the truth
I cannot get over you
Doesn't matter what I do
Everyone just looks like you

And if destiny's choice is for us to meet again,
I'll be here waiting,
If our paths should intertwine
I'll be grateful.
That one day I'll be yours and you are mine again.

Words and hearts should be handled with care...
for words when spoken and hearts when broken
are the hardest things to repair.

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one love united because of  courage and other simply by fate,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one that leave you with pain and tears,
and the one that stays and lasts  for years,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
the right love at the wrong time,
and the wrong love at the right time,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
I couldn't tell at all where the love we used to have belonged
because, you were my right love and the right time,
but then, maybe I was your wrong love at the wrong time.

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one love that's build by affection and trust
other one was built just to get away from the pain of the past love,

One question:
Which love was yours?

You are my sunshine on rainy days,
My shade on hot summer days,
My hot cup of tea whenever it's too cold,
My shelter on a storm
My healer
My only believer

You are my heart's​ saviour

If you can't make up your mind,
Then make up your heart.

As I said before,
you could not hurt me anymore.
I will not let you do it,
I said I will forget you,
I will make my heart stronger,
I will not let you roam my life any longer,
I said I will not love you anymore,
I made myself believe that I could do it all,
One day you came back and ask, you say,
"Dear, I still love you, do you still love me?
All of a sudden I forgot all those my promises I made to myself.
This just shows, I'm so fragile when it comes to you.

I gave you my love but you neglected it.
Why do show your love and affection to me now?
Now that I love someone else.
I am really sorry that
I have to ignore it
your love was
too late

You will always be,
my unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak,

So much pain and sadness,
dwelling in my soul.

I guess I'll be putting up all these pieces of my heart again

It's really hard to look at other faces,
when this heart of mine seek yours'.

maybe sometimes we just need to enjoy the joy of sadness,
then eventually well get used to it someday.

I know that
Loneliness doesn’t ****,
but sometimes I wish it DID.

It is sad to be  finally happy
but alone in Life.

My head says,
"Who cares?"
then my heart whispers
"You do, stupid..."