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137 · Nov 2019
I still love you
Anton Nov 2019
What else do you want?
You've already hurt me,
                            you left me,
Shattered my heart by severing your love,
now when i'm okay and i forgot about you already,
you came back and said you'd never leave me again,
  I'm sorry, 
I'm already happy now,
but why does this hearts say
"I still love you!"
136 · Aug 2020
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Anton Aug 2020
Dear God,
I'm not okay. I'm lost. I'm drained. Please calm my mind, heal my heart and take my worries away.
Amen.
136 · Aug 2018
You and Me.
Anton Aug 2018
Never again.

That’s what I said to myself.
Never Would I try to fall in love again.
No,
I don’t want to feel this kind of pain again.
But just when I thought it was over,
Just when I thought it was through
I suddenly got a glimpse of you.
that's When I realized that I never really got over you.

I know I will never ever have you again so should I try?

I tell myself a lie cause you’ll always be a part of me till the day I die.

Your Sweet memories shall remain forever a part of me.

I don't want mere memories, that's so lonely..
I wanted you beside me
I wanted to Treasure, You and Me.☺
136 · Apr 2020
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Anton Apr 2020
I wanted to write down
How I feel, but I always end up with an empty paper.
135 · Mar 2020
🥀
Anton Mar 2020
Slowly, I broke down,
tears fell from my eyes,
my heart shattered into pieces,
all the sweet memories played inside my mind.
And like that I stayed while watching
you walk out of my life.
🥀
134 · Mar 2020
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Anton Mar 2020
I wonder why just when I learned to wait,
it was when you never came.
I wonder why just when I learned to laugh,
it was when you made me cry.
I wonder why just when I've learned to love you,
it was when you said goodbye.
134 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
“𝑫𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚?” – Marge Simpson.

" 𝑨𝒏𝒅, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔, 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒄 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍.”  – Lisa Simpson
132 · Aug 2020
A letter to myself
Anton Aug 2020
Dear self,

I know it has been very hard these days and though it seems so impossible to go on I wanna ask you to make a pledge to follow and obey;

Promise you won't ever think of giving up or surrender,
Promise you'll still hold on Promise you'll still cling into life
Promise to make your self better
Promise to build yourself stronger
Promise you'll keep on fighting your battles
Promise you'll persevere and endure all of it

I don't wanna ask to make a promise not to get tired or not cry,
For you're just human too,
You get tired and feel all so blue.

And if ever you've had enough after shedding an ocean of your tears

Pick yourself up again, rebuild yourself,
Pick up the shards of your broken heart,

Please do have the courage to get up and face it all again,

Don't lose hope and pray
that tomorrow won't be another cloudy day.
8-18-20
The day Shiela wanted me to set her free,
For her dreams for her family is far more valuable to her than her's and mine.

How I wish I could keep her mine.
But it's fine I guess it's not mine to decide.
132 · Mar 2020
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Anton Mar 2020
The rain reminds me of you,
how cold you are,
how gloomy you make me feel,
how much tears I've shed because of you,
how greatly damage I've been
and
how stupid I am for still needing you.
132 · Aug 2020
2
Anton Aug 2020
2
How I wish that I could keep you mine
132 · Nov 2019
always in my heart.
Anton Nov 2019
Sometimes I'm happy,
sometimes serious,
sometimes super sweet,
sometimes sensitive,
sometimes numb,
But even if i act like i never miss you or never cared,
not once did you ever left my heart,
I will keep you here always.
132 · Aug 2020
Be yours
Anton Aug 2020
And if destiny's choice is for us to meet again,
I'll be here waiting,
If our paths should intertwine
I'll be grateful.
That one day I'll be yours and you are mine again.
130 · Mar 2020
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Anton Mar 2020
They say follow your heart, but if your heart is in a million pieces, which piece do you follow?💔
128 · Mar 2020
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Anton Mar 2020
A million miracles could never stop the pain. 💔
128 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
Unbreak my heart*
before it falls apart
128 · Nov 2019
Before and now.
Anton Nov 2019
Before, it was you cheating, now it's him.
Before, He used to love you, now he doesn't.
Before, You always had late night talks, now you don't even communicate.
Before, He used to adore you, now he just ignore you,
Before, He used to cared so much for you, now he doesn't.
Before, He was tempted by you, he isn't.
Before, He was the one who always cried, now it's you.
Before, you didn't accept his love,
now you regret for it's already too late
128 · Nov 2019
fool for love
Anton Nov 2019
Are you crazy?
You left me and then come back again,
                            what do you think of me?
Stupid?
"hahaha!, Come here" ,
                            I have been waiting for you,
to come back to my life,
I accept the fact,
that i will always do foolish things when it comes to you.
I'm a fool for love
128 · Nov 2019
how to love
Anton Nov 2019
They say I'm crazy,
because up until now,
                            you're still the one that I love,
I was hurt by what they said,
but I stopped talking,
I know the truth,
I'm not stupid,
                            They just don't know how to love,
127 · Mar 2020
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Anton Mar 2020
Words and hearts should be handled with care...
for words when spoken and hearts when broken
are the hardest things to repair.
126 · Mar 2020
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Anton Mar 2020
What's a lie and what's the truth
I cannot get over you
Doesn't matter what I do
Everyone just looks like you
125 · Nov 2019
Fragile
Anton Nov 2019
As I said before,
you could not hurt me anymore.
I will not let you do it,
I said I will forget you,
I will make my heart stronger,
I will not let you roam my life any longer,
I said I will not love you anymore,
I made myself believe that I could do it all,
One day you came back and ask, you say,
"Dear, I still love you, do you still love me?
All of a sudden I forgot all those my promises I made to myself.
This just shows, I'm so fragile when it comes to you.
124 · Nov 2019
a bucket full of my tears
Anton Nov 2019
Although it's difficult,
it has to be done,
It will hurt a lot,
but,
                             we just need to endure it.
I don't want to hurt you,
when I leave you,
So if you think you're the only one crying,
I'll tell you,
in every droplet of your tears you shed,
is a bucket full of my tears,
123 · Aug 2020
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Anton Aug 2020
If you can't make up your mind,
Then make up your heart.
121 · Aug 2020
my heart's​ saviour
Anton Aug 2020
You are my sunshine on rainy days,
My shade on hot summer days,
My hot cup of tea whenever it's too cold,
My shelter on a storm
My healer
My only believer

You are my heart's​ saviour
120 · Nov 2019
I can't cry no more
Anton Nov 2019
I saw you sitting and crying,
I sat beside you,
                           I asked you, "Why?" You didn't answer,
I Embraced you,
but you just walked away,
I tried to cry but tears just won't fall,
then realized,
I was sitting on my own grave.
118 · Feb 2020
"Two kinds of love"
Anton Feb 2020
They say that there are two kinds of love,
one love united because of  courage and other simply by fate,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one that leave you with pain and tears,
and the one that stays and lasts  for years,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
the right love at the wrong time,
and the wrong love at the right time,

They say that there are two kinds of love,
I couldn't tell at all where the love we used to have belonged
because, you were my right love and the right time,
but then, maybe I was your wrong love at the wrong time.

They say that there are two kinds of love,
one love that's build by affection and trust
other one was built just to get away from the pain of the past love,

One question:
Which love was yours?
113 · Nov 2019
please, love me again
Anton Nov 2019
I said It's over,
  I'm not gonna do it again,
I have said it over and over again,
I promise it won't be loving you anymore,
my heart has closed it's doors,
But why is that?
No matter what I do,
this heart of mine  is still keep on crying,
and still Keeps on screaming,
saying it over again and over again,
                             You know what it says?
What else but your name!
so, would you please  love me again?
112 · Nov 2019
"I love you"
Anton Nov 2019
People, sometimes say "I love you",
                            and when they say it,
sometimes it's either sometimes it's out of love,
or too late,
So now I wanna tell you,
"I love you",
Is is too late?
108 · Dec 2019
I won't let go
Anton Dec 2019
They say,
when really you love someone,
you will be willing to set them free,
and  learn to let them go,
How can I even think about letting you go?
                           when you were the who taught me how to love,
If it's you, then you. If not, no.
I won't ever let you go
105 · Nov 2019
too late
Anton Nov 2019
I gave you my love but you neglected it.
Why do show your love and affection to me now?
Now that I love someone else.
I am really sorry that
I have to ignore it
your love was
too late
105 · Nov 2019
You're more important to me
Anton Nov 2019
Does the word "Love" really matter to you?
I do not know,
                            But for me,
you're more important,
You know why?
How can I say the word "I love you" if you are not around.
95 · Feb 2020
unforgettable
Anton Feb 2020
You will always be,
my unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak,
92 · Jan 2020
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Anton Jan 2020
So much pain and sadness,
dwelling in my soul.
92 · Sep 2019
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Anton Sep 2019
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I don't know why but my heart still chose you,
I chose to forget but this heart still remembers you/
92 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
"With you losing him, he's starting to imagine life  without you in it and for the first time he's no longer afraid to walk away."
91 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
Our love could have have been the best to story to tell,
Too bad you left me hanging here without a single farewell,
87 · Feb 2020
the dawn of a new day,
Anton Feb 2020
It's the dawn of a new day,
yesterday has gone by,
I know have to get by and move along
I need to ignore all this  negative thoughts and

It's the dawn of a new day,
a time for new beginning,  
a time to start anew,
a time to make ends meet ,

I need to come clean, yes, confess I am in a mess,
Stop crying over the past, look forward to the future,
My future, what ever it will be,
i'll be willing to face,
the dawn of a new day with a brighter smile on my face :)
86 · Nov 2019
she made me so happy
Anton Nov 2019
They told me,
don't love too much,
I didn't listen at all,
So when I lost you,
I was incapacitated,
I told myself,
"It's okay. Before she disappeared",
                           "she made me so happy".
82 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
I know, I deserved better,
but i keep thinking that,
*no one could be better than her
80 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
I guess I'll be putting up all these pieces of my heart again
79 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
If you only knew how much those little moments mattered to me,
78 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
It's really hard to look at other faces,
when this heart of mine seek yours'.
76 · Feb 13
February's dawn
Anton Feb 13
The crimson blush of February's dawn,
A whispered promise, softly drawn.
With hearts entwined, and spirits high,
A Valentine's Day, beneath a sky
Of gentle hues, a love-filled scene,
My dearest, you, my love, serene.

We carved our names in frosted glass,
A testament, a loving pass.
A symphony of laughter bright,
Illuminating the fading night.
With candlelight and whispered words,
My heart, my love, my world, my birds.

We danced beneath the moon's soft gleam,
A whispered secret, a joyful dream.
The air alive with happy sighs,
As love's sweet melody did rise.
Through shared embraces, tender touch,
My love for you, I'll always clutch.

For in your eyes, a universe,
A treasure trove, a love's reverse.
You gave me back the love I sought,
A gift of solace, dearly bought.
For in your arms, my spirit soared,
My heart's true treasure, evermore adored.

So thank you, love, for being you,
A starlit night, a love anew.
For every smile, each tender kiss,
My Valentine, my happiness.
May love's sweet flame forever burn,
My heart's true joy, my Valentine's return.
73 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
"I wish I was enough for you 🥀 ."
73 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
maybe sometimes we just need to enjoy the joy of sadness,
then eventually well get used to it someday.
72 · Feb 2020
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Anton Feb 2020
But, did you really let go?
71 · Jan 2020
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Anton Jan 2020
I know that
Loneliness doesn’t ****,
but sometimes I wish it DID.
68 · Jan 2020
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Anton Jan 2020
It is sad to be  finally happy
but alone in Life.
65 · Jan 2020
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Anton Jan 2020
Some say it’s painful to wait for someone
Some say it’s painful to forget someone
I don’t know what to do, whether to wait or forget.
Should  I wait?  
or
Should I just forget?
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