we weren't alive
your heart will deteriorate
why are you trying?

they're hidden and blind
only sees beyond your lies
these questioning eyes

lost in this sea of bodies
right in the middle
they're everywhere
surrounding me
make them go away
make them go
their noises
louder than thoughts
no space to move
no place to think
they can't hear
these silent screams

Do you really think
That I am a good person
As you say I am?

where'd you go?
my friend
my will to live
I've been having trouble
with my mind
with my thoughts
I miss those days where it was just us
all alone
all satisfied
now all you do is ignore me
you left me behind
you left your home behind
I told you my secrets
yet do you even care?
do you even remember?
found others more worthy of your time?
while I sit here waiting
wasting mine
text after text
all night, I'll wait for your reply


left on read

We should stop talking
I can not keep doing this
This is hurting me