zeph the deer boi: Poems

303 · Feb 2017

ya fool

zeph the deer boi Feb 2017

ya fool

poor porcupine*
you never let people get too close
those who do
regret finding you
but youve let one in
got too close too quick
they got stuck on your quills
they want to stay but also leave
always talking to others
never you
yet theyre there
always reassuring you that theyll stay
that youre the best home
but you know better
than to trust a *rat

my best friend (imma call her porcupine) is dating this girl. she always takes forever to open up to people. it took me about two years for her to be comfortable with me and same for her other friends. she opened up to this girl in 3 months and they started dating. now her girlfriend prefers to talk to and play with other people rather than porcupine. her girlfriend makes porcupine feel bad for bringing that up and now shes even more depressed. like dude get to know the person first. her gf is poly meaning she wants to date multiple people and porcupine clearly has a problem with this. they wouldve broken up but her gf is the only thing making her happy yet is also hurting her

289 · Dec 2016

Eyes

zeph the deer boi Dec 2016

Eyes

they're hidden and blind
only sees beyond your lies
these questioning eyes

idk

#haiku

284 · Dec 2016

Alive?

zeph the deer boi Dec 2016

Alive?

we weren't alive
your heart will deteriorate
why are you trying?

Help of polkadotlover123

#living #haiku #dead

275 · Dec 2016

No Crowds No

zeph the deer boi Dec 2016

No Crowds No

lost in this sea of bodies
right in the middle
they're everywhere
surrounding me
make them go away
make them go
their noises
louder than thoughts
no space to move
no place to think
they can't hear
these silent screams

I get really anxious when I'm in a crowd and everything is so loud. I can't even hear myself think and it gets me anxious...idk can't handle loud noises especially when there's way too many people

263 · Nov 2016

You Already Have A Best Friend

zeph the deer boi Nov 2016

You Already Have A Best Friend

We should stop talking
I can not keep doing this
This is hurting me

eeeeehhhhhh
not gonna talk to best friendly anymore
I just can't
she has someone she loves more
and doesn't even care about me as much as she used too

257 · Dec 2016

homework outline

zeph the deer boi Dec 2016

homework outline

follow the outlines
make it perfect
times new roman
12 size font
double space

you double spaced your name,
date, and title?
a zero
you failed!
stressed?
shouldn't have double spaced...

don't worry
I'll tell you why you got a zero
after I force you to revise it
without you knowing what you did wrong!

seriously though
he could've told us why we did it wrong
instead of saying its an incorrect
and why does he want it so **** specific?!
put the date same line as your name
make title last name type of document youre writing blah blah

250 · Sep 2016

Left On Read

zeph the deer boi Sep 2016

Left On Read

where'd you go?
my friend
my will to live
I've been having trouble
with my mind
with my thoughts
I miss those days where it was just us
all alone
all satisfied
now all you do is ignore me
you left me behind
you left your home behind
I told you my secrets
yet do you even care?
do you even remember?
found others more worthy of your time?
while I sit here waiting
wasting mine
text after text
all night, I'll wait for your reply

left on read

I find it easier to write my emotions out in poem style. I just miss my friend

#love #phone #text

248 · Nov 2016

Am I?

zeph the deer boi Nov 2016

Am I?

Do you really think
That I am a good person
As you say I am?

192 · Mar 2015

Untitled

zeph the deer boi Mar 2015

Untitled

as lifes once beauty begins to rot
so will living, the less you'll want
and as the days pass
this ones slumber will forever last

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