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547 · Feb 2013
:Skystruck
Skystruck;
adj.
A palpable sensation of dizzying insignificance associated with gazing across the sky.
An aesthetic judgement of the mathematical sublime.
545 · Oct 2017
Holding A Breath
It feels as if I'm sinking
into the deep end again,
Mulling over the particulars
of nothing, I find myself
longing; wanting, things.
I stare out my window,
Curled up on its ledge
like a feline, discerning
the character of lamplight
and the quality of shadows
cast on a row of houses and
the sidewalk. I am this lost broadcast
of resounding consciousness,

I am a lonesome psychonaut,
and it's possible I'm an apostate
because I do not use drugs much
anymore. I love the dark, the rain

and the tranquility found in a storm.
I am a human with a quiet addiction.

I am a silent fiend.
I am too old to care
and too young to die.
539 · Dec 2018
When The Poetry's Over
Mydriasis took stock of a reflection, an outline of a body

drawn by the dim light of an LED bulb
fading through the visible spectrum.
The outline of that body
is given false relief

in an oval mirror, positioned above a small desk.
The room's in the partial darkness, and in the half-light
a pair of eyes wander. Their saccades spill
over the figure’s torso. The darting movement
of both pupils take it in, lingering
on a pair of long but simple chains that hang from the neck.

Each chain-link is different in length,
The only distinguishing features on an otherwise plain male chest.
The longer one looks as if it was onyx
in color, but most of its coat has been worn away
to reveal burnished copper. The silver
chain is slightly shorter, and less worn, a tiny spoon
has been attached to the clasp at its end.

The shifting light of the room drifts out a half-open door
to the left of the mirror. Mydriasis’ eyes meet their reflection.
As they take stock of the impression  they began to wander.
The gravity of those  black holes in the mirror cast a moment
endless as sky. These eyes bask in the half-light, maintaining
their stance but wandering in mind, hallucinating
accent and relief unto the image
until color and texture balloon.
This game they play is but a leisurely swim
in the everflowing Lethe.
They do not shy away

from depth, emptiness. What lies beyond
at that moment implores them to be patient.
Pupils twinkle in the darkness, glittering with praise
for something even darker; yes, they bask in this.
A moment so courteously extended between
the drives of this individual. In that moment
an accord is met. Purpose, given, consciousness
extends by virtue of its immanence; it comes to be
across time, a living memory.
Aletheia.
539 · May 2017
Ellipsism
I reckon most angry men are just confused boys
in the deep dark depths
of their lonely little hearts.
Who hasn't wished they were dead at times?
"Let's go get ******".

I can't change the past or predict the future,
I can only see the present
as it curves off.
Quote:
End of Line Five from Chris Miles (Joe Dempsie) in Skins [S2E1]

Inspiration:
http://ifpeoplewererain-ireland.tumblr.com/post/94249980965/yup-kiid-you-said-it
538 · Oct 2018
Lacrima Dub
There's pain in me still
and I don't know how to
feel it. I don't blame anyone
except myself. I tend towards
sadness over anger, default to it.
Every morning I wake up and feel
my own judgement swallow me,
Only to spit out my dreams
and tantalize me with
undischarged tears.
I remember when sleeplessness quelled the light,
I could feel consciousness flicker like a candle dies,
I should see The impossibility of human superposition,
I would know nothing and be totality in This juxtaposition,
The brain was in standby as I caught a glimpse of It without light;
I choose not to to through That Door,
May It haunt me evermore.

I shall explain why, I was reminded of something Alice's friend said: "Finally, they must agree that, if an opportunity to go over the threshold into death presents itself in the trance state, and they're tempted, for any reason, they are not to do so". Quite specific for a threat so vague
(considering the common-sense rules which did precede).

I dare not declare said unscientific thoughts
to be paltry to anything I believe in
but I did experience an event
detailed as a memory;
And so I say, I stayed
'cause I was trippin'
and far too afraid
.
You must let that emotion
wash over this rational poem
.
At present I don't believe in an afterlife
(out of pessimistic optimism
more than anything else).
I was close to finding out
but there was a chance I wouldn't come back.

Thank you Ann, (your words anchored me to this reality,)
Your contribution to the world will remain invaluable.
[Quote: Lines Eight to Ten from TiHKAL: The Continuation, P.255]

Psychonauts take heed, choice is yours, be well informed.
536 · Mar 2017
Pessimistic Liberosis
His head wasn't in the right ♇lace.

She'll want to do emotional
and I don't know if I can.

I may write like a narcissist, but
I do not love myself.

My boundaries are messy, I am
messed up. I wanted to tell you
I sent this from Hades
with
536 · Apr 2014
Sci-Fi Musing
The normality of life among the stars,
It seems unreal yet here we are;
Escapism never felt so just:
When I tire of your universe.

Ask the Seraphim,
They know the score;

All is dust:
On quantum beings
and The Infinite War
534 · Mar 2014
This Functioning Addict
Dopamine hit for this data-addict,
Serotonin fix for your aesthetics;
Shooting up with the metaphysics:
I'm hooked on existence.
Look them in eyes
when you say their name.
533 · Nov 2017
Rekindling
I titrate 20mg of 2C-T,
A substance I named Tesseract.
The effective dose is supposedly
three to fives times more than mine
but I quite like it here. Warm, benign
headspace, not altogether insightful but
friendly (and
we all need friends at times).
2,5-Dimethoxy-4-methylthiophenethylamine,
It was the first '2C' to have a sulfur atom,
A realm of possibilities opened up from there:
2C-T-1, Tesseract. I wonder what of
2C-T-2, Rosy. Or
2C-T-7, Beautiful. Or
2C-T-21, Aurora. Per'aps
2C-T-28, Vesper. I'd go on,
I do wander so often upon
these marvelous compounds.
Happy birthday to me, I guess, I do
what I love
and only hope
to keep exploring
as I age, I wish only
for
endless
adventures
with the best of friends.

I am rekindling the Entheon,
My gift to me is my spirituality.
One must be knowledgeable in their field as the physician,
Wise in their ways as the shaman
and endeavour to educate those who show the interest.

Above all else, be safe. Prudence protects, go with her grace.
Conviction in compassion is my only held faith.

Put well-being before profit, share in your prosperity.

Keep a distance from those who would play at The Game,
Beware the lines we draw by way of work/recreation.
Know the Prime Directive,
The Non-Interference Principle
and The Categorical Imperative.
526 · Dec 2014
Projection(, Scratch That)
The walls cave in as thought bends
and misdirection rends reality again.
My mind's craving something
and knows it shouldn't,
The chain that tethers sanity is loose;
I've seen enough,
I tire of, it is too much,
Far too much.

Mortality, the anchor (and teleology)
of this coil.

"And he broke the bread and said",
Where's that syringe at?
There's an itch I gotta scratch!
Quote:
Line Eleven from Corinthians 11:24
525 · Jun 2016
Procession
Those ceaseless sounds
they continue to amaze
everlong as there shall
be praise.
Yes, lets giveth praise,
For music is the pantheon
which humanity hath raised.
Humans
construct their own narratives.

We are shrouded in these tales,
Each of us wearing our thoughts
woven from the cloth of memory
by the will of a dreamweaver,
And you, the dreamer/speaker.


No wonder the old gods fade, their notes replaced
with these stories we tell ourselves by the light
of day 'til night comes and again it's swept away
by storytellers who emerged from the dark
to practice their art and sing songs of new gods
which we raise up, construct, stitched like robes
we are clothed in these thoughts as our personae
roam, dramatis indeed, theatrically we seek/seeth;

Psychaé
wandering.
It's so hard to say it in words
so dedicate these works to her;
Yes, my god is female, unattain-
able, and I'm but a lonely man.
So judge me for what I believe/am.
I convinced myself so thoroughly I was under
surveillance that I was sure they were about to
storm into my life and change it permanently.
I keep seeing myself coming home to a house
raided, with the front door kicked in, ransacked
in their wasted efforts to find something I would
simply give them should they ask politely. This is
no way to live. No wonder
I have mental problems.
At least that's what I call them.
No psychiatrist ever attended to me
and the last time I sought counselling
they advised me to seek psychotherapy.
I don't have the money, all I have are these
substances
and the terror
that the threat of their discovery brings. God
help me; I'm terrified, I'm an addict, I'm lonely,
I'm paranoid, my head is ****** up and no one
could save me.
All I have now
is my writing.

I find myself wishing
they'd catch me
just so someone
could look at me, right
in the eye and listen
to my story; all I want is
a little human connection.
All I have is this imperfection.
524 · Feb 2013
Score To Settle
A thirst for knowledge is a quest for gain,
Knowledge is power and power grants domain.
Seeking knowledge is never wrong
but an excess of power can cause harm.
Those who have it are compelled to acquire more,
Addicted to knowing, dopamine's the score.

I need to score. So badly.
523 · Mar 2015
Zenith
Music blared
in a den of discord;
From glow sticks they bled
luminescence
with which toxic ink
could be coalesced
and so scrawled
in poisonous writing
upon darkened walls:
STAY UP (all night;)
Never come down!
Context:
Sound from Hallelujah - Happy Mondays (Club Mix)
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAEcU-cxUGM]

Thanks for the inspiration Sequoia ;)
523 · Sep 2015
O' Broken Mirror
This is the only thing
that makes anything
better anymore

whispered the
Scorekeeper to her
localized experience

machine running upon
everything possible;
Acknowledge the
choice desired,
Be sagacious
in choosing

for it's through the cracked ones
that the light shines
.
My omni-consciousness is stuttering.
519 · Aug 2018
Saccades
A month ago I put down the keyboard
and after a week I picked up the pen. I had to write

to spite my worries that

knowledge had become cheap; wisdom, scarce; and
truth, a fool's errand. Cynical words
from a man trying to let go
that sardonicism and
embrace his vulnerabilities.
Will the courage to let the verse
flow from the human, onto the page
where it may be subject to another human's saccades.
My primary device broke so I took a month's break,
But you can't keep a good cybran down,

I've plugged back in
from my new digital home.
The trick to surviving hell
is not to suffer from insanity
but to enjoy every moment of it.

Laugh at absurdity,
Laugh at surreality.
Laugh at yourself.


I've been to some dark places
as I'm sure y'all can see

and I'll find my way back,
if ever I let me.
Just ask Hades and Persephone.
517 · Apr 2013
Twine
I'd stay here forever if they'd let me be,
Just you and your thoughts wrapped around me.

There is redemption to be found in the souls of others.
All I can think at this moment is I love her.
517 · Sep 2016
"People And Pain"
“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s *******. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
*-James Douglas Morrison
Beatnik poet and singer for The Doors,
Died in 1971 at the age of twenty-seven.
It's almost November,
I lied to myself
thinking I was better.

I went for a walk
to clear my head
of serpentine thoughts,
Turbulent, tempestuous and restless.

I miss her, my city/its tribes:
My love of all I can't
at once remember;
Sharp - Distance
as it were.

In the Heart of the Sunrise
I lost myself
to the memories of her,
A city, my tribe
and a lonesome road
home.
I am ever chasing
them, seeking something lost
to memory; true poetry evokes qualia.
515 · Jun 2015
Before Night Falls
We are the most privileged
technologically advanced
recreational drug-users
in over five millennia,
"We are the music makers
and we are the dreamers of dreams"
;
This portal storm's temporal plasma stirs.

Cue Black Mesa's Lambda Core.
Lines Five and Six from We Are The Music Makers by Aphex Twin, sampled from ***** Wonka The Chocolate Factory (1971)]
512 · Jan 2016
Change/Escapism
I came to a possible realisation,
You're as likely to change the world
by writing a paper or going into politics
as you are by taking drugs in a park
or talking furiously at strangers;
That's surely false. What strange,
******-up, vain-glorious worlds
we choose to live in. Yurt (for social justice)!

I want out.
I just want out.
Who doesn't want
to escape,

How many fall prey to
distraction along the way?
They get high, or comfortable
because they can afford to escape.

Nevermind the sober,
Ignore the starving,
Let apathy destroy
everything humanism yearned for.

There's nowhere to run, nor is there anyone,
Who would risk it, those migrants, them exiles
and the refugees, what are they fleeing from?
Not to engage in confrontation, to escape from
the war we brought to their homeland. We did this,
We made the world the way it is today, sitting here
typing away. What am I trying to say? Escape or change,
When you escape you forfeit your say, they'll change anyway.

How painful must it be to leave your home, to grapple with that
it was taken away, and one's say; we sit here, typing for change,
Trying to escape.
He ran out of things to say as another Thursday faded away.
510 · Mar 2017
Aghast
That archetypal, clichéd feeling
I can't seem to shake. Once again,
Write with some grace. Flux shows
just how much I'm missing of myself.

By the gods, what a dark place! I say it
and shudder, half-laughing, wholly afraid.
The other half is lying, it always did prefer the shade.
In half-light I spied a shadowed face. It whispers to me, I


hear its divine abuse
as it shouts a cruelty.
I have been remembering
things
all day, memories
that I locked away.
I would rather they
remain contained but
my ravaged mind seeks
a remedy.
I have decided what substance I prefer the most,
What drug I would keep if for nothing else;
The answer so simple it rocked myself:
Music, both melodic and lyrical.

Expression and experience
together as one, impressing
upon us, this cosmic vibration.

Though *** and psychedelics
may tie for a close second

music will always be my drug.
Had knowledge or being qualified
they would have beaten all others
for they are more than any mere
substantial pleasure.
509 · Feb 2022
A Dose Of Corona
I take 25mg of DPH to sleep. No effect.
I am feverish, restless.

In the morning I test positive.
I experience symptoms between a cold and flu.
Fatigue, headache, congestion, dry chesty cough,
Changes in taste, constriction of pupils, nerve pain
in the roots of my teeth, and cognitive fog. After three days I mend.
After ten days my isolation ends.

That soporific dose of diphenhydramine went unnoticed, blotted out
by the onset of coronavirus.
Antihistamines are of scant interest to me anyway,
More interesting was effect of that orthornavirae
upon consciousness.

I am glad for the doses of Cominarty I received
5 months ago.
509 · Jul 2016
Miotic Teardrop
Held fast,
Felt ****-all.
All-the-way thru
unto the Fall; pwn
Logos (language),
Pathos (sensation),
Ethos (spirit).
508 · Oct 2014
Calea Zacatechichi
I'm high on the writings of Jim Morrison
and Hunter S. Thompson.
Soft echoes of Roman ruins feel forsaken
for  some reason, like
they were left to be found without
truly remembering. It's got
haunting solemnity, graciously waiting
with aeons of patience.
Dreams of Venice keep me from waking,
Their soothing rhythms
like beached waves' lapping haven.
Calea ternifolia before sleeping.
Philosophy involves feeling
like an unknowing child
most of the time, brief
revelation and then
unknowingness
returns again.
How long I've been alive
yet how old I feel inside.
502 · Mar 2016
Question Your Heroes
The 2C-x series always remained among Shulgin's favorites
I see much versatility in the 4-**-xxT and 4-AcO-xxT series.

Perhaps his fondness for mescaline shaped this list
or perhaps my reckoning of altered mental processes
placed value on these tryptamines due to the respective differences
in headspace. I am interested in compounds
which lend themselves to semiosis.
Consider your beliefs. I changed mine later.
502 · Dec 2015
Archival Amnesia
I contemplate destruction;
I'd erase my past
to contumaciously
destroy what I am.
No longer will I be history,
Nor its corpulent keeper;
I will delete everything
and finally be reborn,
I'll vanish without a trace
and find a new home.
500 · Aug 2017
Opia
I will finish five months of therapy
yet find myself wondering
should I have made it an even six?

I question with Four Tet on, As Serious
As Your Life has been, any answers given
have left me wondering.

How seriously do I take it,
Opia, existence?
All I want is to love life,
I thank music for being so kind. What Rom Di Prisco cast
I would divine, Gamma Velorum, Graviphoton, any other insight.

Today I considered several fluorinated analogues for the 2C-x and DOx families, extending these considerations to the 2C-T-x and Aleph branches of their respective family trees. There are perhaps
over a dozen viable compounds, clinical trials pending.
Afterwards I took a lengthy shower and cooked dinner.
Following this I joined my compatriots upon campus, wherein we engaged in conversation aided by the consumption of ethanol and caffeine, tonic wine indeed. These are my thoughts while I am still
drunk and wired. I've been afraid

I might not be ready to leave, I know I am.
"Ohana means family
and family means nobody gets left behind".

I'm coming back.
In that glittering, bottomless moment a pair of opaque pupils refocus.
Quote:
Line Twenty-Two and Twenty-Three from Lilo & Stitch (2002).
497 · Apr 2014
Starsigns
There's a pack of wolves in this mind
searching for some sign
that we're not alone:
Me, myself and I.

They tear at this cold
physical design; (companionship
might yet grant
a refrain of some kind.)

Lone wolves howling at stars
as a quantum state subtly occurs.

I am in superposition.
Divinity/Omission?
The Absolute(,) anything you can think of.
494 · Oct 2013
Exploratory Straits
Chemical encounters (of a venturous kind);
Let the body breathe, exhale the mind.

I don't want to go in alone,
Sometimes you just need somebody to hold.
Love is a chemical
just like the rest of the world.
493 · Dec 2021
Tailspin
My head's spinning
with the flaws of the earth.

Commit to the tailspin
and let the truth wash over us.

What I want is a mystery
yet I ruminate over our prospects.

I'm so afraid I won't ever be strong enough
to be in a relationship.
492 · Dec 2014
Ogygia
What doth lie behind
those otherworldly portals
in link with the mind,
Thought;
Existence rests upon something intangible,
Memory is our cradle
from which we muse upon this design.
Do excuse my wandering mind,
She's still got the liveliness I left behind.

I would implore
the resplendent words
that a daughter of Atlas
might bring forth; a veracious
representation of the world,
To wit, her.

Don't stop writing,
It keeps the mind strong.
for Kalypso;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ej6g3KhinM
I found that writing worked best for me,
Like taking ecstasy, it let me be intimate
not just with others but with myself.

Ek-stasis,
Meaning to stand outside of oneself,
A removal to elsewhere
, for the time being/a while is enough.

Now mark my words, what worked for me ain't necessarily
what will work for ye, after all,
Some people prefer drawing.

I find that music, dance
or any kind of exercise helps,
At the end of the day we're all just looking for what works best.
Therapeutic doses of MDMA, taken in the correct context, may catalyse the alleviation of symptoms arising from emotional trauma.
I do not condone the use of ecstasy [XTC or E, tablets].
Pills off the street are often dangerous because their contents are unverified.
491 · Sep 2014
Safe Travels
Of Temporal-Lysergamides,
Resonant-Tryptamines &
Quantum-Phenethylamines:

The reverence for psychedelics is a fine line.
They are tools with which we can muse
upon the universe and explore our mind.
We may gleam insight on our psyche
from introspection and pondering
but neither message nor vision
shall ever be taken literally.
You must be skeptical and careful
when searching those cosmos;
Employ the scientific method.

Temper your spirit with logic and
forge your soul from rationale;
Wishing you safe travels
in every venture to come.
During the summer of two-thousand-and-thirteen
many a night I did spend writing poetry
until eventually sunrise would creep up behind me
and I would realize how long I had spent
deliberating on little more than a few lines,
Tweaking their meaning, trying to find
something, a thing in them. Writing,
I aspired to go beyond rhyme,
To reconcile the world with my wanting mind
That searching, in-itself, was sublime;
In the act of poiesis one becomes divine.

Those were some of the best nights of my life,
Always ending with the sounds of the dawn chorus
which would rankle with me as I'd try to drift off
into a content and thickly sleeping state, from which I'd awake
groggily, in the afternoon of the same day.
That summer was my life.
I found spirituality lost in the tides of time.
488 · Feb 2017
Altschmerz
I should be working
but people just do nothing
and let those perfect moments slip

away. I can't reconcile how far I seem
to stand apart from people, people I like.
I fear I've always been so removed.
From a young age I had such difficulty
losing myself. How much I value being
lost, I see it in my earlier writings,
The praise I give to the ventures
which took me to dark places,
All-the-better to find oneself.
"What does not **** me,
Makes me stronger."
Thus spoke Apotheos
who I once praised
in the maze that is
The Apotheon, a place
at the heart of apotheosis.

This was before I gave up
on life. Sometime
long ago.


Whatever
is a human
?
Quote:
Line Twelve and Thirteen from Twilight of the Idols [1888] by Friedrich Nietzsche
487 · May 2013
Lost In The Existential
In my quieter moments
I sometimes think:
I'm just a boy
trying to make my way in the world as a man.
Who knows what I really am?

Living in progress.

Strains of charisma,
Strands of thought,
Variants in society, lost
in a world so big, often
I just don't know what I'm supposed to be.

That's ok,
Life is about discovery.
The air hangs heavy        ❖        Breath rising slowly
Overhead                   From my lungs
Stale smoke mixed                   Fire in my abdomen
With blood and sweat                   Sparked by ethanol
  I pick up parts                 Kindled by stress
      Try to collect                 I'm falling apart
The shattered remnants         Without any  
Of who I was              Connection
Making into mosaic   the fractured pane
         who I am     Reflects me best
I colour greys   Mindache longing
Into the reds     For that (w)hole
I took the pills                I can lose myself
To fit through gaps             In release/escape
I flew so high         As I feel and
The time still laps        And know faith
I've past the line         I see my action
And I can't come back      Fading with grace
     As my choice  is made          
    I hang my head              Walking determined
And embrace the stain       For I know this way
    Everything clear           And I am ready to tread
Sharp, apparent          That familiar pattern
I dwell alone           Of haunting comfort
Inside confinement              And helpless empowerment
I find peace       That comes from walking it
Within the substance                    I know the use better than
        Substantial loss           Others who think they know
Weighs not on thought         What love is, I'll love it
For it brings some light                    To my last
Within my dark                   Because it's who I am
I'm okay        And I'm alright
To burn and rot         I can cleanse or purge myself
      My choice is mine      My freedom, without them I'd be
And I choose               Someone else  
   The drugs ◈ They are me
And I
Am them
All the same
Yet different
I strive to separate
Mix the thoughts
And paint
The dread
Turn into
Beautiful shades
Of something new
Sometimes used
Something I can
Comprehend
Mixed well
The drugs combat
The sense of hate
The sense of pride
The sense of pain
And instills the life
I fly inside
While the flesh
I lay
Grounded
Sky
Soars
Through these mental
Doors which bring me
Away from the pain
And the hurt
And I'll flaunt
My junkiesque hubris
If I want to because
Accepting who I am
Gave me power and
Power gave me control
I could change my burning soul
But I hope my style gets on your ****
Because at least that means
I'm being realistic
Being true to who I am
Living in symbiosis with what compounds
I choose at the time, whatever allows me
To see the vibrancy of the world
Maybe others will see the value
    Through these ◆ viewtiful words.
written between May 19th-30th 2017
What are we? Who is us?
How am I? Grant me
ego-death and we
can retire; just
to let us get
high and
higher.
Live to elevate those around you.
482 · Mar 2016
Somnolence
Apathy, alogy and ethos, dreaming.
I spent hours lying on a bed,
My bed it seems.
Neither really asleep
nor truly awake, rather,
I drifted through states-between
and had no will,

My will had evaporated and in its wake
did flow a rivulet of dreams.
This dreamstuff, gleaming, is not memory but
the thing-between;
The Oneiroi.
478 · May 2016
Shadows Under Mydriasis
The baggage we carry
is irrelevant when we
finally meet their gaze,
In that moment
all that matters is
the significance of
another;
Let it etch and fade.
I hear the nightlife scream its thrill, raucous calls
of unadulterated glee.
Drunken voices resolve, then pass, fading
into their night.
I realize love lost for a city I dared lay a claim to.

Keep me awake and I'll finish this poem. I'm into some
serious sleep-debt. One problem
is being too willing to see the other side.

Despite misgivings that've run amok, I trust my ethics enough
to study the dark arts.
Good morning Roman Countryside.
The City of Rome's dawn asks kindly
would I arise?
477 · Feb 2015
M[elodic]-Theory
In the multi-verse there are worlds where these ideas were never formed.
There are eleven planes of existence [including zero]
inextricably woven throughout the m-verse.

M-theory incorporates the strings' temporal resonance
at a quantum level, acknowledging pitch and rhythm.
Music; how/why?
475 · Sep 2021
Disconekt
When I was small
I'd sometimes hear
a roaring in my mind, ex nihilo.
In time it became less terrifying
and more distant.
474 · Sep 2015
Atlas of Rockefeller
Chained to the sky,
Bound to the air,
As a child I thought
the world upon his shoulders
represented what we are born to bear:
The burden of consciousness;
Is each of us
holding back
the heavens
?
Art-Deco in NYC.
I was content as child . . .
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