some mornings i wake and turn to the sky i plead to the universe and ask aloud, why despite all the things that you've done to me why do you still get to be so happy
i'm a gentle soul i wouldn't hurt a fly but what about a meteor cutting through the sky with a trajectory that's in my favor crashing down turning you into vapor
perhaps an amazon rain forest tour all-expense paid trip you get stung by bees off a cliff, you slip into a river of snakes piranhas and crocs if you survive all of that waterfall, jagged rocks
a hot air balloon ride something goes awry your balloon keeps ascending into the sky despite dropping temps prove no threat to the heart in your chest oxygen runs thin you choke more and more on each breath
The echoes wail, inside my head, crippling me, "It was never too late!" As hatred surges through me like a wildfire, Charring the armour I spent curating, My whole ******* life