Time can be very unforgiving.
Often it is wasted on the living.
So please waste no more time on me.
The good Lord has finally set me free.
Though your heart may feel like it's breaking,
Take comfort in knowing I am no longer aching.
I am still here with you I haven't gone far.
You can always see me in the twinkle of every little star.
Every rainbow that shines after the rain,
I have sent to you to help ease your pain.
If ever you feel lost within the crowds,
Simply look up and you will see me in the clouds.
I will be there watching every single day. And each night when you fold your hands to pray.
Do not look at this as an earthly loss but as a heavenly gain.
Because I will be right here waiting until we meet again.

Love is perfectly unfair.
Love is hope mixed with despair.
An understandable contradiction.
An uncontrollable addiction.
Love is the cause of happiness and pain.
Love is enough to make us go insane.
It is sensible yet confusing.
Comforting yet abusing.
Love is a constant battle within our war.
Love is not a game, still we keep score.
It is a need. It is what our heart craves.
Powerful enough to make us all slaves.
Love is how new life is created.
Love is how we can end up hated.
It is a feeling we can not live without.
The source of any insecurity or doubt.
Love is a magnificent beautiful disaster.
Easy to feel, impossible to master.
Love is an everlasting desire.
And love is what sets our souls on fire.

By:
T.K.

It will never matter how far I have come,
Or any of the good I have done.

Forever I will be the person ready to loose.
The person you know you should never want to choose.

I failed to grow or to learn to be there for myself.
I'd be better off collecting dust on some forgotten shelf.

Justifying my faults only allowed for me to run,
Straight back to my demons so I could quickly succumb,
Anytime I feel that I want to feel numb.
Helping me to avoid any wrongs I had done.

However,
I have inflicted too much sorrow
I have caused you to feel empty and hollow.
And now I stand before u, knowing I'm someone you no longer need.
So from me you have wished to forever be freed.

I don't know where my sanity has went.
Because none of this **** was ever my intent.

It no longer matters any word I have ever spoken,
Because my actions are what left you so broken.

I am so ashamed I wasn't able to be,
The love in which you deserved to believe.

You gave me your heart void of malice and greed.
I'll never know why I so selfishly just let it ******* bleed.

Ink bleeds through paper,
Like pain from my heart.
Like the poison in my veins
Love is deadly from the start.
Nothing to quench me,
No way to feel whole.
Fed up with others ill intentions,
I am no longer paying their toll.
Forever stuck in this hell
With no one to fight with me.
Lost inside the darkness
With no one to hold a light for me.
I keep giving too much
Getting nothing in return.
I've been living for others
While I am not of their concern.
Whatever you might chose to say
Please stand by your word.
Because anything you have to say
Is a promise you I've already heard.
Do not take me for granted
Try to appreciate what you've got.
Because this broken heart is dumb enough to give love one more shot.
I'm not strong enough for another battle I can't take much more.
I'm starting to question what the hell I've even been fighting for.
This tender soul has been so badly severed.
Plagued with memories I wish where never remembered.
So if you are real and mean what you say,
Don't make me a joke or another game for you to play.
If you chose to hold me tight until my broken pieces come back together,
Then I swear I will love you today tomorrow and until forever.


By: T.K.

Been ridin' through hell.
My mind locked in a cell.
Who am I? Its getting harder and harder for me to tell.

Don't like the way I'm feeling.
Smokin' my issues instead of dealing.
What am I doing because I know what this is stealing.

Fantasy and reality have started to blend
Still I so foolishly pretend,
My greatest enemy was not once my treasured friend.

It should come as no surprise,
He fed me so full of lies.
He was no saint, just the devil in disguise.

He painted false illusions.
His promises were only delusions.
All my problems started out as solutions.

So much of myself he helped me deprive.
There's no guarentee he'll let me out alive.
I'm starting to grow cold, and only the strong survive.

As I draw in my last breath,
For he has finally led me to my death.
But what do you expect when you're heart has fallen in love with ****.....

By:
T.K.