Do u care for me
  If u did u would talk to
  Me or least try to make an
  Effort
   I'm done doing the work
  Making an effort

Why is it when you say you don't love me
I love you more then life can see

Why is it when you push me away
All I do is want to stay

Why is it when you run from me
All I want is to chase for thee

Why is it that when were apart
I don't know how to control my heart

Why is it when you  tell me I'm pathetic
I always cry because I'm sympathetic

Why can't I just let this be
And set my life away from thee

One day you will know.
One day you might understand.

Any averageness you ache for, you will not find here.
No organization, nor solidity.
I am a whirlwin of inconsistency.

My thoughts are never ending.
My body is never resting.

These feet will never settle on solid ground.
This soil will always forbid it.
Like sinking sand, it embodies me if I give in to its suddle ease.

I'll run my race.
This never ending pursuit of wholeness.

You can't keep up.
Your desire is what keeps this earth above your eyes, where every other living soul chooses to reside.