This tale I tell is bound by fire
Of dark magic, and dragons
Of that I'm no liar
Tis on a night just like this
That Bormar fell to bits

In deepest darkest middle ground
Where elves and warlocks roam around
And magic spills from every lip
And potions hang on every sip

The battle of the dragon borne
Against the mighty shadow horn
Would change the balance of the land
Where only one could rule with the strongest hand

Now wizards and dragons they plotted tight
Recruited elves and shadow knights
Made spells that would win no doubt
And banish all the goodness out

The longhorns of Bormar didn't dwell
For they knew that this could spell
The end of all they they held tight
And pledged to slay and **** all night

And so it was that they did meet
High on yonder hill did greet
Two armies of strength and power
Waiting for the killing hour

And when all blood spilled
And pain was born
Bormar stood
Now empty and gone

The sands of time
          Slip through our hands
                 Each grain a moment planned
Dropping endless to the floor
         One final grain the final door

They gathered together that night
Around the table beneath the moonlight
Five witches of the highest order
Plotting the demise of the sisters of light

With couldrens burning and potions making
The witches cackled and screamed
For tonight they will pay
The good sisters we slay and darkness shall be queen

Bluebells bent and swayed in the
Light which they bathed
Of the good sisters of the day
Whom life meant right was right
And there was no night
Only sunshine forever they prayed

As the wind gathered it's pace
They knew the witches misbehaved
So a spell of good love
Was made in a rush to turn all the hatred away

When the two coverns did meet
Spells fell at the feet of witches and angels alike
And when the light and the dark
Clashed in a screaming of barks
The dust settled and then

It seemed neither could win
And light wouldn't sin
And darkness couldn't feel light
So they both went away
Promised to stay
At opposite ends of the day

So that's why we have day and night

Anorexia was the most attentive
Girlfriend anyone could ask for
And I fell hard for her
I fell for for 500 calories a day,
The sense of control it gave me
Compliments from girls I'd never talked to before
Doctors so pleased that I was finally "healthy"
That feeling,
Of stepping on the scale
And realizing that I took up less space
Than when I'd stepped on the day before
The feeling of water hitting an empty stomach
The hunger pangs
That secretly thrilled me
The thrill of the lies
The ones that became ever so easy
To slip off my tongue
The thrill of a secret love affair with death
I fell for an abuser
I fell...
Literally
Bruises lined my body
From bumping into walls
Because my body was so
Malnourished I couldn't
Walk down a hallway
Fell down a rabbit hole-
Fell down into a world I couldn't escape-
Thigh gaps, thinspiration, tips and tricks to
Hide this wonderland in your head
Walking headfirst into Anorexia was like walking
Into a haunted house
It's fun and exhilarating at first
It's a game, it's harmless
And then you realize that the doors
Are barred and it dawns on you
That ringing the doorbell of death
Was not the best idea
I am a study in skinny does not make you happy
The 5 pounds you wanted to lose
Turns to 10
Turns to 20
Turns to...
I am a study in
Every inch of your body being a warzone
Of standing in front of a mirror
Seeing nothing but a piece of meat
Taking up too much space
I am a study in calculation
I am a study in lying
I am a study in not dead, but not alive
I am a study in starvation
I am a study in falling out of love