The month of April
Or of May

It's just another month
In this computer program

Just another day

I'll hit ***** on the golf course
Yes I like to be alone

Some people have a bunch of money

But they will die just the same
They can't take money with them
In life this stupid game

And most people
Struggle to have enough food
Which is a shame

And maybe I don't want
To be a part
Or a player in this game

So I hit ***** on the golf course
Because I like to be alone

Why did my good friend
Not call me back

I guess he doesn't care
I guess I don't care either
And won't bother him anymore

Living on planet earth
Where everything is a chore

Dragging around this body
From here to there

I enjoy fishing on lakes
Without a care

I remember when I caught
A small mouth bass

I ate it and it tasted yum
A yummy little bass
As it digested in my tum

And this rock ball it spins
Around the sun

And you can't really ever
Have a gf

When you are dull and not that fun
And I just want to be a ******
Forever alone

And I do like writing
Writing these poems

As I sit in my suburban home

Life is some type of saga

Or some type of dream
And yes I do *******
In front of the computer

And no it's not a big deal
I'm just writing about my life
And what is real

And everyone is my neighborhood
Has a fancy car
And loves their self
And maybe most
Are just concerned with wealth

Life is so easy
When you have a paycheck

Maybe I'm not concerned with money
Anymore

I'll just go sit on park lawns
And be a total bore

Sometimes it seems
As though life is just a chore

And people never stop
Making fun of Jesus
Yes it happens everyday

But this is nothing new
Christians have always been
Persecuted in some way

And our government created ISIS
And Iraq is out of control

They over took
The Shiite minority
And our running wild

And here in America
There is no future for the child

Darpa creating more
Killer robots
In the name of
Technological progress

But I don't think it's okay
I think their technology
Will be used in the wrong way

And a big drought
In California
Makes me want to shout

Turn that hose all the way off
Don't let the water drip out

Strange for a human being to be always alone
I don't think it is meant to be like this?
Human beings are meant to be social

But my situation these days
Means I'm always alone
Just me and my podcasts

I don't care
Too much
For this body

Too bad
Stuck with it

I figure I will
Always be alone

Sitting at home
Writing these poems

And my life *****

I suppose it
Could always be worse
And one day it will

Oh the misery
Of human life

I took a b vitamin pill

And I can't afford
To buy gas anymore

I'll walk down
To the gym

My life is a total bore

And I want
A female friend

To show loving care

To give me a hug
And to say "there there"

But she never comes
And people love to lie

I have a small piece
Of the American pie

I'm not complaining
About this miserable earth
It's just another day

For what it's worth

There is a place
A place in my mind

Where I am with
The good people

From all times

Where Chinese
Peasants walk

Where Kurdish
Women talk

And we watch
The different birds
Gather in big flocks

There is no clock here

No where to go
Nothing to "be"

Just relax
And enjoy
The magical mystery

And here
Here I felt joy

It's not like earth
Oh boy!

The love we share
Is beyond compare

The people
Are real

And how does it feel?
To finally have friends
In heaven

Large breasted women
To comfort and care

Do you see me
******* the
Italian woman's breast
Over there?

This is divine
And look at the pears

They are so ripe here
Please join me my dear

There will be no more tears
In heaven

Watching a documentary on the Cold War
Playing a game on my Ipad

Later
I will sit in on the bench
At the beginning of the nature trail

Yes I spend my hours alone
My weeks alone too

I am a plain and simple man

You can find me lying against the old log
Underneath the oaks
My tan colored pants blend in with the environment

The birds they are my friends
I have a dull expression on my face

The Tao is like water
It nourishes all things
And it is essential to life

Just as water is essential to life
So is love

I try to be a loving person
It is important to me

I often hike the trail
Next to the monastery

Could you say something else
Besides, 'Have a nice day"

Say something else
Or nothing at all

That statement is meaningless
To me

So please stop saying it

They always think
Things will just continue
As they always have

Stupid Americans
One day
Some day soon
I hope

God will destroy this nation
This corrupt
And wicked land

Dum Dee Dum Dee Dum Dee Dum

Isn't human life fun?

Go here, Go there

And nobody seems to give a care

America, land of the debt slaves

Corrupt banksters, and foreign wars

America the Great *****! (Of Babylon)

I hope the Lord's judgement

On this nation soon will come


The American nation

DOOMED and DONE!

The guy comes home
And begins shouting at the screen

Such and such is such an idiot..........
Blah Blah Blah Blah

Republicans and Democrats
Blah Blah Blah

Fox News
Blah Blah Blah

I'd like to smash that stupid ******* television

It doesn't matter
Don't you get it

Our country is doomed

You can go to college to get a B.A.
Maybe a credential or Masters too

But it's highly likely
That you will be *******

America
A big cra* hole now

No money, no jobs
Holy cow

American middle class
Non-existent now

And it will only get worse

Don't you see
No future here in America
For you and me

And it doesn't matter
If you have three beamers or benzes
Or expensive shades
With nice lenses

When everything goes downhill
You're just another person
Trying to get enough to eat

Old Americans
Fully confident
In their American system

In their worthless paper
Currency
Equivalent to toilet paper

There is no reason
To work anymore
Young Americans

The Fed can print
And print
And print

But the market
Will make the correction

It's over
You idiots
They still don't
Get it

America is doomed

HAHAHA

It was all one big joke

College and more education

All for nothing

Insider reveals

Anywhere from Sept. to Dec.

Of 2015

There will be a complete economic collapse

In America

18 trillion dollars in debt
There will be starvation
Riots and Marshall Law

America is Doomed

I'm Worried About America

It's a great place
Everything is so convenient

And we are used to a certain way
Of Life

And people need to understand
Our economy is in big trouble
Big, big trouble

Please be aware

No one in my family
Seems to see
We have strayed so far
From what our country was supposed to be

30 years old and dirt poor living at home
Meanwhile DARPA prepares it's drones

Everyone keeps
Saying "God, God, God:

Again and again

Wait until our entire
Infrastructure has failed

And many people are starving

You'll really be saying it then

America is in trouble

You know the middle class
Here in America

Is being destroyed

And other nations
Won't want to trade

As much with us
With our devalued currency

And the price of food
Has been slowly but surely
On the rise

And what happens
When America
Can't just print more dollars?

Big corporations
Like Staples
And Albertsons

Are closing more stores
We are losing more jobs

Americans

They think
It will just be
Business as usual

This nation
Is at its end

It will be judged
By a righteous God

The leaders corrupt
The economy in ruins

And they just keep
Acting like
Everything is the same

And up until the very minute
That our nation collapses
They won't ever think
That anything is wrong

It's just business
As usual

It will be an EMP
Or multiple terrorist attacks

The certain collapse
Of our economy

A terrible time
Is coming
For America

My own family
Doesn't even seem
To care

About the grave danger
This country is in

I'm sure
It won't be long
Before America

Is turned into a third world
Nation

Enemies from within
Our own government

Enemies
We trained (ISIS)

The Russians
And Chinese

They are all coming
To take America down

It's easy to see

It's all out of reach
The women
The house

A job

It's not coming
And I pleasure myself
To female celebs
Talking about ***
Online

And I'm 30
And I lie about
Underneath trees

And I'm content
To be alone

My therapist left
And I doubt
She ever cared
That much about me

And nobody cares
And so I sit alone
At home

And no woman touches me
As I ******* furiously

America will be ruined soon

UN vehicles within our country

Dissident extraction drills

Gun confiscation

The collapse of the banking system

Oh, just turn on the **** tube.  
Things will just keep on keeping on
As they always do, right?  
Nothing to see here.
Wake up!  
A few years at most before a total collapse

I m beginning to realize that
There is no good job

There is no future for me

The govrenment has ruined this country
With its reckless spending

So I'll wake up tomorrow
Dirt poor
Like I have been for the past two years

I think I'll go chip golf *****
No need to work

There's no future in America
No future for the dollar

Some say that it was Obama's fault
For withdrawing troops from Iraq

That's why we have the ISIS problem

Idiots

Everyone knows the U.S supports ISIS
They use it to attack their enemies in the Middle East
They use it to serve as a pretext for U.S. military intervention abroad,
And at home to foment the expansion of government surveillance
And increase the size of the military

Oh well
Some Americans
Are so stupid they just ***** forth
What they see on the knews

Cosmic Consciousness

At the gas station
I offered to buy a man
A granola bar
He had returned

I thought he couldn't
Afford it

But he just returned it
Because there was
An ingredient in it
He couldn't have

I said I
Was embarrased

He said it was
Sweet of me

And that I restored
His faith in mankind

Well, that was
Kind of him

Just try to love
Your fellow man

I went on a walk
In the neighborhood
In the mountains

I met a kind woman
She complimented me
And I did the same

I won't say what was said
Some things
I keep only for me
And don't even
Type them here

It was a wonderful walk

I heard the birds

And I picked up
The conversations
As I often do

Dream time

I turned left down the street

As I type
I am listening to
A recording
Of birds

I cannot remember where
It was taken
There are voices
In the background

On my walk this evening
The parrots squawked
Four flew close together

"Feed the birds"
She said
She was giving them seed
On her front porch

Through the trees
Of a front lawn
A woman in her kitchen

And on the corner
A man and woman
Surveyed the small trees
And plants on their lawn

And I am reminded
That this is America

This is a beautiful land
A beautiful land
And these people
Live in peace

And in these beautiful
Mountain homes

And aren't they blessed

And I prayed
For these people

Just like I prayed
For the people
At the gym

I did not know them
But I spent so much time
WIth some people
At the gym

They are my brothers
And sisters

We spent time
Doing the same activity
In our American gym

And everyday
You have food
And shelter
And some friends

Well be grateful

One day
America's creditors
Will want their money back

America
A bankrupt nation

Trillions of dollars in debt

Why should I bother
Working forty hours a week

To earn a dollar that loses value
Each year

"We're having a debate tonight"

She said to me

And who really cares

I would rather sit in a tree

American politics are a total bore

Republicans and Democrats

Can you hear me snore?



I think most politicians could care less

About the American people

I drove around
My city

I'm not sure why

I enjoy Sunday drives
I won't lie

A man had to
Speed around me

He just had to pass
Couldn't let things be

Then he reached his destination
About a 1/4 of a mile up the road

I am slow today
Like a toad

Attention: roommates
Headphones on
Means stay away

As I enjoy the day

Many people don't seem to care
What is happening to our country

It's like we are on a ship
And there is a small hole

People ignore it
Oh that's just a small hole
They say

Soon there is another
More water coming in

The people would rather play cards and relax
I tell them
This is our ship
We don't get another

This is our nation
Yet people are oblivious
Oblivious to the water coming in

Well this ship just isn't seaworthy anymore
I won't abandon ship
I won't abandon
The values the founding fathers believe in
Come what may..

Run to Jesus Christ of Nazareth
For He loves you

It’s not too late
For you Christians
Who live in sin
And are unrepentant

For the Christian
Who is  lukewarm
These are the end of days

Massive earthquakes
Are coming

To the east coast
And the west coast
Massive tsunamis
As well

Repent repent
Turn to Jesus Christ of Nazareth
You do not want to end up in hell

Large judgements are coming
To the ***** of Babylon
The sins of this nation
Have reached the Holy One of Israel
Jesus Christ of Nazareth

I pray that those lukewarm Christians
Will repent and seek the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth
When they see the judgements
Of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth

The ***** of Babylon America
Will eventually be destroyed in one hour

Obama will be back as leader
Of the global government
As the antichrist
Do not take the mark of the beast
Or bow down to the image of the beast

Jesus Christ of Nazareth
Is Lord of Lords and King of Kings

And everything will just
Keep on continuing as
It always has

Here in America
I'm told that on the news

We are a financially stable
And powerful nation

No harm can come
To our completely exposed power grid
Some say

Or to our economy

Politicians are promising
On the television
To make America
Great again
And on and on

Meanwhile we are
18 trillion in debt

I went to college
I have a credential too

And I'm still broke

Many people are

And our nation is broke

Look Look

Dem's military choppers ma

Looks like America is over pa

In this scenario

Our economy has collapsed

I'm not worried

In mother nature

I will hide and take a nap

Things were not

What they seemed to be

No one wanted to listen to me

These big powerful guys
What will they do

When there is barely any food left
For me or you?

I am going to survive
On just a little bit of food

They rule with guns
And are so rude

It doesn't matter
How big or strong you are

They have big guns
And armored cars

I'm not scared
And I won't cry

I do my duty
I will not die

For some reason
I envision
And feel as though
A very difficult time
Is coming for our nation

No one seems to listen to me
Or care

But after all this research I have done
I think our country is in
Alot of trouble

Those with proudful hearts
Those Americans

Who are wealthy
And boastful

Who commit ****** sins
Sodomites
Lustful
Who mock God

The corrupt
Supreme Court
That has legalized

Abortion and gay marriage

Americans elected
This president
That disregards
The Constitution

Corrupt banksters
And corporations

Congress serving the
Interests of the corporations

Worthless currency
Equivalent to toilet paper

The youth obsessed with
The self
Lustful, prideful, and arrogant

The Lord is rigtheous
This country has turned
It's face away from the Lord

He will destroy this land
He will be with the Christians
With those who love Jesus

The enemies of America
Will descend upon her

Obama will be
The last president

America
Will be pillaged

To the victors
Go the spoils

We are in *******
And next in captivity

All I can do
Is tell people

What I know
In my gut

What I feel
In my spirit

America is a wicked
And corrupt land
With a faltering economy

America you have lost favor
With the Almighty

Your corrupt leaders
And financial system

You ****** millions
Of unborn

The Lord is angry

This nation will collapse
The Lord judge this land

I don't care how many people
Say America's great power
And wealth will always endure

They said that of Rome as well

The Lord will be with
His people

When He judges
This wicked land

Have mercy
On me Oh Lord
A sinner
And help me
To be there
For my family
When it all collapses

My contribution
To society
Has been minimal

I live without plans
Without goals

Born into a prosperous society
Born into a prosperous family

Lazy
I suppose so, yes

I admire the workers
Of the world
Who toil
Who must toil
To eat

To put food
Into their mouths

I admire those
Who are committed
To something good

Doctors or nurses
Farmers
Whatever it may be

As for me
I hardly contribute
At all
To this society

It's just
I have no need to

Let others achieve
Let others work

The basic necessities
Of life
Have been provided

And so
I will work
Twice a week at most

There are my documentaries
They interest me

I don't need more
I'm just going to do
The minimum

Relax and rest

I'm not here
To make a big commitment

No plans
For a career

Another Christmas

Got some fun gifts

What I would most like
Is to never see
My parents again

Far far away
Sometimes I wish

Dad would just die
Just drop dead

Or maybe I'll take
A shovel

And bang him over the head
Drop dead guy

Such wicked thoughts
I am a sinner I know

I will ask for forgiveness

I'm so sorry Jesus
We celebrate your birth

But you couldn't give a ****
Enough to help me
Fix my body

I love you Jesus
And I also hate you

One day America
Will be in ruins
And we will be starving

Like in Stalingrad
I wouldn't share one
Bit of food with
I'd just let you die
You obnoxious piece of garbage

I'm tired of everyone saying
God this and God that

I want God to let
These country be ruined
This country deserves it

People will learn what
It is like to suffer
To starve to death

Armies of drones
Tanks driving down the street

I never cared much
For this planet anyway

Now humanity
Will destroy itself
Countries going to war

Our precious Christ
Who knows
When He will return

Hey Jesus guy
Why did God
Make life so ******
Anyway?

Can you tell us that?
Why most of the population
Fights against starvation

I'm thankful
For food and water

I would have traveled
With the Wise Men
To meet this Jesus guy

Supposedly He
Loved us
Or something

I hate most people
Really hate them

In fact I wouldn't mind
Hitting My own dad repeatedly
In his face

For all the terrible things he said

And I'm not sorry Jesus

You made me suffer too much

I won't bear the weight
Of the cross

That was your miserable job

Another **** day
The 25th

Who knows when
The real birth was

I'm going to hike far way
In the mountains

Far away
From these people

Thankfully Christmas
Will be over soon enough

Merry Christmas
Or whatever
Nobody cares

I tried to care
But no friends
Or anyone fun
To spend it withh

Born with
An ugly body

Nothing I can do

12 turns to 1
And then to 2

There is no will
The emptiness is here!

A world full of nothing
And I find it quite queer

A part time worker
An early morning jerker

If I am ever kicked out
Of here

I will live at the park

And I can tell you
I'm a bit of a ***

And isn't it fun
Being so lazy
Lying in the sun

That guy
Chased some
Invisible dream

A lifetime
Sitting in an office
What misery it seems!

I do as I want
I do not care

God will not fix
My body
So there

I'll have things
My way
Each and every day

Just a body
That lays about

I want to scream
I want to shout

Loving women
Where are you???

They are nowhere near me
I should get a clue

Destined it seems
To live life alone

And so I write
This misery poem

Wandering around the park
Not noticed by women

A plain body

Hitting the bottle
Off of the bench

Then kicking it
On the tennis court

It was great really
Parked beneath the shade
Of a tree
Watched the birds

Waited until I knew
Nobody would be home

Had some tuna and melon

Oh what a life

I was going to begin
A project of dictating
A whole book

But I'm too lazy
I think I'll just record

A video about
18th century Europe
On Youtube

Won't be long
America will be ruined
Attacked by Russians
And Chinese

Economy a definite fail
The globalists have all
Their pieces in order

Store food and water
Things are going to get ugly

I made my way through Sierra Madre
Through the trail entrance and past the monastery

Three miles or so I hiked
I took a video of a snake
Little miniature birds
About 2 inches or so
Fluttering in the bush

When I look across at the mountain
It seems so very close
Never did a mountain seem so real

Birds dance beneath the sunlit sky
Ancient earth
Magnificent

I walk alone
But I am never alone
For He is with me

And now I have some up close photos
Of a lizard
Two shades of brown and teal
Were the colors it displayed

I always say hello
To my fellow hiker

I often wonder about those
Who for whatever reason don't say
A simple hi in return

We share the same earth after all
How hard is it
Just to return the hello?
I do not understand

Sitting on the green bench
At the trail's entrance
Small stumps and grass
The breeze blows

The monastery bells ring at 6 pm
To be good
To do good
To show love to my fellow human being
Is what I will always do

Groups of hikers passing by
With their dogs

I make my way back through Sierra Madre
And On a tree
There is a box
That reads "please take one"

It is a poem template
Entitled "I Am From"
Inspired by "Where I'm From"
By George Ella Lyon

What
A
Primitive
Life form

You Really Are

You human beings

You will destroy each other
And your planet's resources

The alien said to me

Stillness overcomes heat

Wise words from the
Tao Te Ching

I may park my car
Underneath the shade
Of the tree
At the library

Before I go walking
With my hiking sticks

I will see
Americans
Coming and going

Their money
Is so secure!

(Or so they think)

America's economy
Teeters on the brink

I saw an ancient man
Of Tao
He is in his mid eighties
I believe

And walks up
And down my street

Slow and steady
Listing to one side
A bit

He has a bit of an
Akward shoulder
Like me

I took a picture of him
At the corner
Of my street

I looked up
And he had disappeared

Turned the corner
I believe

One day he asked me
How the lady in the garden
Was doing

He is a kind man
Sometimes
I would like to talk
To him more

But I don't want to
Disturb him

I talked to him that
One time

Two times now
I have spoken to him

He took his hat off
And put it back on
Twice I believe
As he walked down
My street

He is an ancient man
Of Tao

My therapist
Used to say
My poems were beautiful

Well
I believe she meant it

I didn't know who
I was really
Back then

Almost 17 months
Ago

I have a better idea now

I'd still like
A female friend

I'm embarrassed
About the things
I told her

Important things

And as she listened
And was supportive
It meant a great deal
To me

22 months
Of seeing her
Nearly
Once a week

Now she lives
In some big home
And has lots of money

She left her practice

She'll go on
Like these women do
To achieve
And achieve

That's great
And all

I wish
She could have stayed
Human life
Is so lonely

Did she ever realize
What a good heart I have?

Did she realize
What she was doing?

I told her she was
Like a good friend

And when the sun sets
When she relaxes
By herself

Does she ever think of me?

All I ever wanted
Was a friend like her

Once a week

I cried
Not because
I am weak

But because I am strong
I cried because
I cared about her

I'm a good guy
I'm just a man

I told her about
Embracing the feminine
And still being masculine

Seemed like she understood me
And cared too

And as the months
Turn into years
Does she think of me?

I remember still
The things she said
She was like an angel to me

I even said her voice
Was ethereal

Few are like me
A 31 year old ******

I know life will become
Difficult in America

Does she think of me

Remember me please
As I remember you

You had to leave
It's okay
I understand

I hope you say a prayer for me

That I would
One day meet my female friend

The past is gone

Eat some food
Food galore
Eat to live
What a bore

And an empty world
And there is always more

Alone Alone Alone
Everyone wants
To be left alone

To type
And to play games
On their phone

Do I even exist at all?
Or am I just
A pair of eyes in the wall?

Who am I
And what is this place
Called earth?

Beautiful women ignore me
For what it's worth

They could be sitting
Right next to me

Don't ask why
Just let it be

I'm just a brain
After all

One day
The earth
Will implode
Into a fiery ball

There is a planet
In a galaxy
Called the Milky Way

And the planet
Orbits the sun

An earth year contains
365 days

And ask me
How I'm doing

Ask me
"Are you okay?"

And I'll tell you
Yep I'm lovin'
The absurdity
Of it all

Use to get upset more
Now not so much at all

People pursue
The wrong things
They do it every day

Repeating actions
That increase their misery

But me
I'm A-Okay

And I watch
Documentaries
About young Americans

Getting killed
In foreign wars

Some one tell me
Why were we in
Afghanistan

What was that for?

The men who
Planned the attack
Weren't even from there

And a plane never
Hit the Pentagon

But idiots will
Believe it

They don't seem to care

An expert in army intelligence
Took all the measurements
And things don't add up
At all

And controlled demolition
Of tower 7
That happened too

Wake up people
Your own government
Lies to you

On this Earth
There are people
Some good and bad

And when I think
About my small existence
Sometimes I get sad

Not wealthy
And will not be famous

But who really cares

I got a photo
Of the man of Tao

See him walking there?

I took the photo as he turned
Down my street

Even asked how
The lady in the garden was

Now isn't that neat

I try to love people
Don't expect much
In return

Be kind to others
This you should learn

I live inside
A computer

From a young age
It was plain to me

No dreams
Or expectations

Just me being me

A plain earth body
And dull face

I occupy space

I don't have any
Opinions
About this place
At all

I am an organism
That eats and sleeps
I stand 6 feet tall

I like to spend time in nature
I suppose it suits me fine

And for your heart health
Have a glass of wine

This poem was written by the heart, and for the heart. If you stay in touch with your heart, then hope persists. If you lose touch with your heart, although it might still beat, you're far from being alive! Deep down within, lie the answers to all things. Deep within resides the medicine that mankind will forever be in need. It is the saving grace for humanity on planet earth. Collectively, mankind's only "backup" for nobility to ultimately save the Day--When that Day needs saving!

I am an angry American

I do not know what to feel anymore

I went to school my whole life
I never got drunk
Or did anything wrong
I treated everyone with kindness

I cannot get a job

I am stuck in this home
My therapist she left

The person that lives here keeps announcing
What she is doing, or where she is going
Knocking on my door to tell me

I'M 30 YEARS OLD
I DON'T ******* CARE!

Where you are going
Or what you are doing

I take that large wooden pole
I wield it like a weapon
Slamming it into the bed frame

Then I go outside
Upper cutting the air
I wield it like a weapon

I am a warrior
My heart full of hate and anger
I don't want to be like this

But this life it makes me like this
Money Money Money!!!!
Every second of every day
You are reminded
That you don't have the money
And probably never will

I take those free protein bars
From the gym
And save them

And I'm going to get some *******
Canned tuna
To add to my emergency supply
The globalists want to ruin our country

The experts say it is already ruined

U.N. military vehicles
Collapsed economy
Big disasters

I am not going to any FEMA CAMP

I'm in the mountains gone
Gone so far away
With my huge emergency bag

I may only last a month or so
Before I starve to death

But I will leave free
And die free
If I must

I am an angry American!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Earth Day
And I think the earth is angry

Too many people on this planet
Wasting resources

I think one day earth will rebel
Tsunamis, earthquakes, and rising oceans

Angry mother
Destroys man
Who does not have enough respect for her

Angry Young Americans
Ages 24-30
College graduates

Stuck in our parents' homes
Unable to find good jobs
Or get out

We are tired
Tired of being so poor