Four walls don’t make a home
The color grey with agonizing sounds
I never popped nobody’s dome
Yet still treated like a hound
Lumps and browns surround my tray
For dessert a hook to the face
The only thing gourmet
Is if I get a new case ?
Monsters are real
They don’t have horns or fur
I have to repeal
Or my life will defer
Put me outside to work
Not given any rights
I see the framework
To me seeing lights
Beaten daily cuz I’m alive
Dieing internally to survive
I just want the word
In front of me to just say
Hi

Screams surround the air
Souls litter the field
The sky is bright like a solar flare
And kids play at will
Guns in the kitchen  
Pills next to the bread
The world keeps *******
About what’s in Kim k’s head
Mass shooting dates
With rapes at night
But we will wait
Since trump is own tonight
We target our brothers
We target our amigos
But we don’t shutter
Since they not the migos
There so much Red in the sky
But with iPhones
Who cares who dies
I care more about social lies
Then to socialize

O how evil can I get
All I need is Love
Just so I can hit
I need arms to caress
And a head that nods
No tongues just lips
Don’t need no talking back
Just sit pretty like a Cadillac
Hips so wide and thighs so big
A ***** that makes me grab a cig
I don’t care if your into me
Your mines I made you right?
You didn’t learn til me
Hell you couldn’t breath if I leave
So stop actin like I’m not Steve
To your jobs, I took the bite
So you wouldn’t fall
But dare to call me controlling
Where’s your strings
I didn’t make you not see your friends
You just used your brain
Realized I’m always a saint
No breeze can ******* away
You say I’m abusive how
We both said sorry
And I only threw one punch
Anyway we’re better besides
I was drunk
Ok
So why you packing
Why you crying
Why you say I’m lying
I’m here for you
just do what I say
And we will be together forever
So I will grab that
Ak
Ok
So you won’t ever
Runaway
Bae....

My fix can’t be craved
My hunger is never waived
I’m so enslaved
By noon here comes my hookup
Time to shoot up
Thick, long hair, little waist
Makeup all on her face
She is as hollow as a dead tree
Only skill is to be on a knee
But the drug is leaving me
My hand shakes
Sweat lakes
Stomach aches
Until the clock strikes seven
Now I’m in heaven
Oxy, lean, xan , hurry Kevin
I need to feel no pain
Clear the clouds in my brain
Put life in my veins
It’s only temporary
Then I go get merry
Head to my library
Inside green papers only
That way I’m never lonely
Because Benjamin is my *****
My day comes to end
I’m full on my sin
Well until the sun comes again

A void in space
Silence in a dark room
My chest aches for it to be full soon
I wonder if I will ever feel
How it is to phone home
To know I’m not alone
My head tells me its a lie
It must be venom in my eye
Because I feel like I should die
I know I’m sick because half the time
I like it the feeling of loneliness
No one can hurt me
No more room for knives in my back
The blood has turned black
Disgusted by my lack to fight back
How do you know when I seem the same
I still crack a smile
Tell a joke or two
Unfortunately the punchline is me
Unknown to you
So I will keep taking hooks
Because at the end of the day
Nobody feels me
No matter who looks

My sound has always offended ears
As if when I speak fire comes out
As if a black with grammar brings fears
Like when i said door instead of
Dough they shout
Afraid of my speech they put me down
Call me sounding white
just because I use a proper noun
Can’t even say my name without spite
My attire gets mocked as well
No Jordan’s no rip jeans no chains
They even hate my smell
I dress for myself not for eye strains
Music taste are greats from another era
Some rock blues jazz and rap
It burns them to hear like
they need aloe vera
As if all black ppl trap
I have a dad so I’m anomaly
They can’t get why mom has a degree
Like having a dad needs a homily or
Education for women isn’t a reality
My voice shocks my oppressor
He sees it as me trying to be like him
When did it become illegal
to be black with a professor
Or speak intelligently is only for them
Afraid that my tongue
means I can’t be controlled
Then I’m a threat to the world
So they make it appear as if pronunciation
Is only white gold
And the only reason I speak this way is because I’m swirled
To articulated for my skin
And to dark so it’s sin
I wish the way I speak didn’t matter in the end

Snakes with two lines
Influence rhymes
To be made with drug signs
But who cares black man
Get them dimes
At the expense of our kind
Sellout sellout sellout
Got our fabric cloned for their form
Then call it a new uniform
Despite the source not cited
They never get indicted
Sellout sellout sellout
Hit that ticket catch a flick
Witness the robbery of our slapstick
Our style our jokes our swagger
It resonates when they imitate
Sellout sellout sellout
I don’t blame the man
Or the white hand
Or the illuminati band
Ultimately it’s our folks
That spends the cash
So we always crash