Hating happiness is disgusting.
Seeing these
yellow flowers bloom
vibrantly Sick
breathing in undeserved air as
laughs slap our lungs dry.
I know
Every time I smile
I do
the world
injustice.
I wish to
cauterize my lips
shut
black with soot.
I do not deserve this.
Happiness
sometimes I talk to people and laugh a lot, and a few moments later I'm in the bathroom feeling like vomiting.