Will you be my shelter
Will you hold me
During the scariest parts
Of these bad horror movies
Will you let me cry into your chest
Soaking your tee shirt
Staining it with sorrow
Leaving you with a permanent reminder of me
Will you laugh at me
When I do stupid things
Will you let me hug you
Until I feel less numb
Until my mind can feel again
And I start crying again
As the cycle begins

I don't have much to give
But I won't leave you
As long as you hold me
Love you I will

I’m in a soundproof room.
So are you.
I beat the walls
And scream
And cry
But you don’t hear me.
I can feel that
You’re shouting for me too.
I’m sorry I can’t save you.

My life is a rollercoaster
If ups and downs,
Happiness and despair,
Love and hate,
Contentment and wanting another life.
I never know when the mood will change
From one to the other
It all can happen in a matter of minutes.
And I’ll never see it coming...

Around 2 o’clock
I’m going to head into madness
Anything could happen
And for 5 hours, my older brother
Will be in hell
And he really doesn’t want to go
But my father is making him.

I’ll be alright,
I think.
But I’m worried about him.


I just don’t want this to ruin Christmas for me.



Please don’t let this ruin Christmas for me.





Please...

Merry Christmas, to all who may care
Joy and fun are in the air
It’s a time for family, a time for love
A time to not push nor to shove
Just be grateful for the things that you have
A home, food, and all these laughs
So a Merry Christmas to all who may know
That Santa Claus is coming, presents in tow
Belting a jolly “**, **, **!”