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Keaira Jul 2019
How can I look for something I have no idea what I'm looking for ?

How can my heart want something it has never felt ?

How can my mind tell me something it has never experience ?

How ? How ? Can I give something that I don't understand ?

Can I truly offer anything that I have so little of ?

Is it possible ?

To be in a world that never really accepts you

The real person not the outer body experience you feel every time you wake

Not the mask you slip on just to get by

You !! You !!!

The real person with so many

Flaws

Habits

Ideas

Opinions

Lies

So much hurt

That person  that's who I want to know - to become- to love-to restore - to help- to understand

To Understand

To Understand
Keaira Jul 2019
Used to think that I could move steady but in this never ending  cycle of the same thing has driven my heart into a frenzy of sorrow

And no matter how I look forward to the future of what’s to come it’s the now that I dread

It’s the now that’s making it hard to breath
The now is what hurts

Right Now is me bursting into tears in the shower

Now is me walking around with
A Heavy Heart
A Broken heart
And a Perfect Smile

Now is where I have fall under a never ending stagnant pace
Now  A place where lost resides

And in this Now is Where i Sit
Longing for  Change

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