To my friend Julie R.S.*
Being my girlfriend's best friend, it
Was bound to go either one way
Or the other. Now you
Name me
Brother.
When we share wine and guitars,
People sit down in the garden
Outside our open window
To enjoy. Your voice is proof
That God loves art and leaves its
Seeds within His children.
If I were you, I'd also pray as often
As you do.
You have much to thank for; and also
Ask. I sometimes ask too,
Why hurt so easily pries itself
Into the purest of hearts. Winter is
A cynical aunt... it'll help now;
Spring isn't; it's downhill from here.
I promise. And besides,
I sympathize with you;
But never
Worry.
You share the gifts of Beauty and
Strength with diamonds; gems,
Jewels.
I stood by your
Self-declared sister
In my godless snakeskin boots
In thankful poetic observance
As you were leaned into the
Water and said a self spoken Yes
To your absolute re-birth-Father.
I'll always respect you for that.
That, and the way you move
Through the ice-in-tummy-pains
That you are sometimes dealt
By the Hand of All Holding
And accept and withstand,
Knowing it's all part of
Your own Holy
Work-out.
I could carry you for years,
But your soul is loved by
Something so strong
It shines through
Your darkest
Hours.
I am as humble to that
As I am to our
Friendship.