My body littered with scars,
Some do it to punish,
Some do it to feel something,
Anything.
It feels good to feel something,
Anything.
Some find ways to stop,
They never truly stop.
They need to feel something,
Anything.

The look in your eyes,
The words say goodbye,
Your break it off with me.

I still love you,
I see your smile,
I hide my troubles,
And go to call you mine.

You told me you were happy,
And that you still loved me.
The **** in your head is too much for you to call me yours.
You say its not fair for me,
Its not fair that i cant be with the one i love,
Because i love you.

You say i did nothing wrong but i still wonder,
I wonder because i want to know what was wrong with us,
I need to know,
I need to know how to fix it,
If you’ll let me that is,
Because i love you,
I cant be with no other.

You may have moved on but i will never,
Because i love you.

I try to stay happy
Happy for them
I don’t want them to see my struggles
I don’t want them to hurt
Or to know the hurt i have
So i smile
Anything can be hidden behind a smile
Even the most hurt people can hide it
The hiding is from the smile
But the truth
The truth is in the eyes
Its always the eyes

Eyes were just eyes,
'Till I fell in love,
Now there's a special pair,
I look into them,
I smile,
I'm in love.

They say kids need to get burnt
To learn not to put their hand in the fire
But i never did
Instead i built a tolerance
I saw how long i could keep it there
Before it felt too good
Before i felt things again
I need to feel things again sometimes

I fell in love with you,
Not because of your looks,
But your love.
I fell in love with your smile,
And that look in your eyes.
I fell in love with the way you treat me
And the way you care for me.
I fell in love with you,
And only you I can love this way.
I fell in love with the sound of your voice,
And the way you laugh.
I fell in love with your personality,
And not the way you look.
But I truly hope you love for me in the same way I love for you,
The way I can love no other.
I love only you,
I love only you in the way I would climb any mountain,
Every mountain,
Scream till I lose my breath,
Scream till I collapse,
Scream till my lungs give,
Scream I love you.
Let everyone know how much i love you,
Show them,
Show them your mine,
Show them I'm yours,
Only yours,
And only mine.
I love you in every way,
And every way I love you I could never love another.

I don't know when it happened,
But it happened.
Your smile lights up my soul,
Your eyes warm my heart,
Your laugh makes my brain itch,
A special itch,
One where I fall deeper in love,
Deeper with every soundwave falling to my eardrums.
I love it,
I love you.
I'm happy,
You make me happy.

I said id stop,
I tried.
I said i wouldn’t,
I tried.
I didn’t want to,
I apologised,
I tried.
I tried my hardest,
Its still not enough,
I tried.
Im sorry.

Its okay to have fewer friends than others
Its okay to be yourself
I never knew that before
I wish i did
Its okay to love another woman
I know i do
Its okay to write your feelings
I know i do
But i do as no one listens
No one listens as i talk
I talk too much
Im too annoying
I never found them to be annoying
I sit there and listen
I hear all their problems
Their minor inconveniences
But as i make an attempt to tell mine
I talk too much
Thats why i write
Thats why i wrote the letters
Theres only one attempt left for me
I’ll be listening from the stars

Maybe…
Maybe its your smile
Maybe your laugh
Maybe your eyes
Or maybe its just you
Maybe its your hair
Maybe the way you care
Maybe the way you love
Or maybe its all
Maybe its simply you
Simply you who I’ve fallen inlove with

Your perfect,
Your smile,
Your eyes,
Your laugh,
Its perfect.
Your perfect,
The way you talk,
The way you care,
The way you love me,
Its perfect.
Your perfect,
Im not perfect,
No one is,
But you,
Your perfect,
Maybe too perfect,
But that doesn’t stop me,
It doesn’t stop me from loving you,
Ill never stop.
I hope you never stop loving me,
Ill pray,
And ill hope,
That you never stop loving me.

He was crippled,
But only his body was cracked,
Its not simple,
Nor is it an easy matter to explain,
Let’s just leave it at that she says,
As she closes the holy book of lies,
She covers her eyes,
Denying to herself what she thought
happened.


Tracy-thirteen (2003)

When I wake,
I wake with you on my mind,
Your smile,
Your eyes,
Your beauty.
When I wake,
I'm happy,
Seeing those features,
Those beautiful features.
When I wake,
I miss my dreams,
My dreams filled of your laugh,
Filled of your touch,
Filled of your love.
When I wake,
I'm ready,
Ready to see it,
See it in true form.
When I wake,
I smile,
Smile at the thoughts of you and me,
The reality of you and me,
My dreams came true.
When I wake,
I know,
I know your my truth,
My future wife,
And the love of my life.