One day you'll wake up with the worst anxiety.
It will be so overwhelming as if you're hit with a plummeting wave and now you're being pulled under.
Like the way you made me feel all those hot months.
This will be you realizing you let the greatest girl of your lifetime slip right through your fingers.
And the most frustrating part,
You'll never find someone more incredible, beautifully stunning, or brighter than she ever was and will be.
And she will be so far out of reach from your once ghastly tight grip on her.

Thank you.
For making me realize just how much you really didn't care.
For leaving me in the dark where I found the brightest light.
Thank you for being the biggest disappointment of them all, because if I could see the size of the blessing coming my way, I would've never given you a second thought when you left.

Maybe when the author was writing our story
His pen has run out of ink
And when he finally got another
He already forgot what's next
And changed our ending
Where you ended up with someone else
While I am waiting for you to come back

Love doesn't exist in romance,
Because romance doesn't last.
Love exists in the thing living inside of you,
The thing that gives you life and freedom and unconditional love.
Love is I Am.

The thing about dreams is they so badly want to become something other than a dream.
Dreams want to become real.
They crave reality, but oh they're so stuck in a fantasy.
Dreams have a dream of becoming something other than what they see in their sleep.