It's getting harder to write.
Tears run down my face
As I stare at the blank paper
And realize that it's you.
It's getting harder to write.
This window of emptiness,
This episode of hollowness,
Is the result of you.
It's getting harder to write.
You triggered everything,
That has ever been wrong with me.
But I'm a great liar: "I'm fine."
**I lost my ability to write.
After months of being okay,
I relapsed
Because of you.