I saw him coming from a distance
His eyes gleamed with the curiosity of  a wild beast
He licked his lips, my knees grew weak
I lost it all when he repeat
"I want want you" he whispered, his words cut sweet

I felt the murmur in my covers
As I beckoned to his call
Gentle hands chills up my spine
I feasted on tender lips, so divine
My lips move under sweet surrender

He grabbed to me, pinned Me Against the wall
Oh, to this moment, I desperately remember
My legs held him close, my arms pulled him near
Be gentle my love, my knight, my aggressor
For I am tender, light and raw.

Oh God! The estacy of this gracious, glorious sin
His passion explored from deep within
My sheets became saturated through the ****** of it all
As I an exhausted between these walls

So please my love,
my knight in moon lit armor
Tease me pleasantly, and be gentle
Forever in this darkest hour of midnight

So tonight, I'll be ready, in dream land you await
when I lay my head to sleep
I pray to God for a repeat
And I shall endure this pleasant torture
Night after night, always and forever
For he is my light, my love, my law


   *La Vida Love

I am the vessel of your betrayal
Sorrow is my body and anger  is my blood
And though I have inherited the monsters of your sin
Unknown to the twilight of truth
Nor known to the eclipse of life
Withstood pain to create an illusion of happiness
In order to face the distain of reality
I could never understand
How could you?
After all that we've been through
Disregard the pains of many
For the acceptance of a few

So now, I've built my walls into a fortress
Yet my chains still rattle with every step
Stretch my wings towards the sky
Reaching for the light
Only to have it snatched from my grasp
And though I have gain strength
Swimming in an ocean of my fears
These hands will never truly hold anything
And so I pay the ultimate price
Of every chain bound, light starved, love stricken fool
Eternal, unlimited, everlasting pain


                  *La Vida Love

Like a river flowing by
That's how the tears fell from my eyes
You hurt me so bad, in so many ways
I worked for your love like a penniless slave
My days are lonely, my nights are cold
Just like a kingdom on empty throne
You looked at me while I walk away
We both knew there is nothing left to say
But old habits die hard
And temptation is begging me to let you stay
I could take you in my arms
And never let you go
I can fall in love again
But you'd only hurt me more
My heart is broken, I'm lost in the dark
All that surrounds me is silence, cold and hard
But with time to heal, I'll mend these shards
From this day forth, you'll hurt me no more
I can finally spread my wings
and let my lonely Heart soar
So I thank you and the father above
For he kept me through it all
And you helped me learn that there's much more to life than love.

  *La Vida Love

He pressed his hips against me
I melted into the bed
"You little **** teaser" he purred
I've watched you for so long
Wearing these outfits, teasing the men in town
******* like you deserve everything you get

"Please" I begged
My words fell unit deaf ears
The glow in his eyes deepened my fears
He bore his fangs and I tried to scream
His hands cornered my mouth like something in a bad dream

"Please stop" I cried
Not only was I about to loose my innocence, but also my pride
And then I died...
His fang sliced through my once pure flesh
I prayed to god and asked for death

"This is all your fault" he cooed
Little ******* like you shouldn't be so rude
He ****** harder, faster, deeper, more and more
Tears flowed from my eyed affixed to the door

"Please stop" I plead
I promise not to say anything
If you'd just stop this and leave
"Please stop dad, please, stop" murmured
"You're not my Darm daughter!"
And he ****** harder, harder, faster

"One word of this, and you're dead!"
I lay there muffling my cried limp and frail on my tear filled bed
"This is my fault, ******* like me gets what they deserve" I repeated over and over in my head
Dear God, I wish I was dead...

          *La Vida Love

The ghost of you lingers on my mind
The echo of your words tangos across my heart
The feeling of excitement of falling in love in cyberspace
Sexting without remorse or grace
A friendship that hits below the waist
Intelligent conversations that strokes your passion and ignites your fire
I wonder if I'll have anything left to offer
Or would the sight of you take me higher up the ladder of my sinful desire

Your words drive my imagination wild
The touch on my skin, your fingers, lightly caressing my spine
This image in my head is so divine
Seriously hoping that one day, this feeling will be mine.
Pictures and thoughts exchanged on a whim
Something strange grows from within

Intellectually stimulating every part of me
Zeros and ones creates a digital reality
Here I am, imagining being in your arms
The sweetest words you whisper in my ear
My soul yarns for you to be here
Feelings your warm body against mines under the cover
I long for you, my WhatsApp lover


                         *©La Vida Love

The passion in your eyes
The subtle way you make me smile
The warmth of your embrace
The way you make my heart race
I truly believed that you were mine
Then I say you getting friendly with her
And it hurts

I imagined her, clinging to you
Your hands Tracing her slender frame
Vows of romance silently spoken
My heart broke, and those shards were broken
I watched from a distance
Time stood still, my mind race
Couldn't bare to look at your face
I cursed the thought out of my head
And tried to forget the void it fed
But it hurts

You look into my eyes, you see my smile
Yet you are blind to my pain
For my soul cries and my mind ache
Everything I believed in is at stake
But I couldn't bring myself to say anything to you
For it hurts

The irony, for you, the bringer of my sorrow
Never saw my pain, and it hurts
More than a thousand blades thrusted into an open wound
Yet still, you never heard the screams of my soul
And that, that hurts.


                      *La Vida Love