There are many unseen dragons that torment me in this life

There is a tiny dark creature
with a vicious forked tongue  
Who crawls behind my ear
and twists a barbed tail around my neck.
It whispers bitter words and
noxious notions that dissolve
my sense of self-
That make me believe
I am nothing
Unwanted
worthless,
Talentless
and pointless.


There is the sleek silver beast
Which laughs as
Sharp blooded claws and rapier teeth
cut and rip at my flesh
Guided by my own hand

There is the fiery flash
That ravages my mind to rage
And fight
And destroy those close to me
And the things I hold dear

There is the red heart eater
Who eyes glow brighter
As it steals the joy
And the pleasure
From the things I do
And from the magic moments in life

There is the grotesque malformed nightmare,
That drips sickly slime
And pumps putrid poison into the air
As it breathes heavily on me
And whittles away my will,
Drains all my energy
Until I can barely breathe
Or get out of bed

Then there is the great beast,
Of whom I only know eyes
Darker than the blackest night,
A despair that seeks the quickest end
That teaches my surrendering soul
To long for the final sleep

We all eventually sleep,
never to wake up.
But your memories you will keep,
as you rise to the top.

But we must first fall,
to see why we need to rise.
We will then stand tall,
as we jump towards the sky.

It will not reach down,
for it is our job to fly.
So don't have a frown,
as you jump towards the sky.

I promise you,
that you will fly.
And I solemnly vow,
that you will grace the sky.

I want to go to the light,
but all I see is the dark.

I do not wish to fight,
for my own heart.

I walk along these cobbles,
questions clouding my head.

Will my faith soon wobble,
and my heart turn to lead?

I can't see the light,
but I feel the darkness.

I will not fight,
this cruel mistress.

I walk for an eternity,
before I get an answer.

The answer is bittersweet,
from the crab of cancer.

I stared up at the sky,
and felt my heart.

I am the guy,
who will leave the dark.

I run down the road.
A fight brewing in my heart.

I hear the ribbits of a toad,
as the light overtakes the dark.

My vision sees white,
as far as I can see.

I have been shown the light,
and what I can be.