Sometimes
I wake tired
Of waiting all alone
Sometimes
The place I live
Doesn't feel like my home
So I close my eyes
And I let my mind roam

Excuse me
as I slip into
my scape goat
over coat
From its safety
I pull a note
that I wrote
last night
just after the fight
I gained my sight
and away i did write
But this morning I woke
not half as bold
just cold
so excuse me
as I slip into
my scape goat
over coat
hand you a note
and walk away
like I never intended to stay anyway
I'm cold
as I leave
heart tucked under the sleeve
of my scape goat over coat
only leaving
this heartless heartfelt note

When lightning strikes sand
No longer is it able
To slip the thine hand

She thinks she can change him
Re arrange & re engage him
Bring him back to life
She's screaming for a scalpal
She needs a knife!

She's loosing him fast
As the monitors hum
But she wont let him pass
His lifes not yet done

The line hums flat
But shes ready to operate
From where she sat
It was never too late

She thinks she can change him
Re arrange & re engage him
Bring him back to life
Shes screaming for a scalpal
She Needs a knife!

t
was
simply
you that  
I desired. Not
your posessions.
Nor your attire. You
built me up you took me
higher. You made the spark
that started my fire. You told
me  you  loved  me.  And  I
called you a lier. That
Was the last time
And now I
Conspire
I    must
Love me
T    o    o
I   need
N    o   t
De   sire
M  i  s  s
M a t ch
Stricken
I am  on
F   I  R  E!

They say
Only father time can tell
But I never hear him speak
So I listen to mother nature
For the answers
That I seek
Instinct
Woven
Into my jeans
The fabric of life
Those itty bitty things
Just strings
A theory
Connecting the dots
As I search for the answers
Amongst forget me not 's