Things that nobody talks about:
The desperation of loving someone who doesn't love you
How the sun feels warmer when you've spent a year being cold
The feeling of weightlessness after crying yourself to sleep
When he stares long and hard at you and smiles softly, making your eyes feel shy even when you are not
How people who used to exist in your orbit still take chunks off of your surface, even when you've taken so many hits you hardly exist.

Things that nobody talks about:
Even when you've moved on, even when you've found someone who loves you more, even when you've discovered better things, your skin remembers things best forgotten.

For dreams are best enjoyed when you live them
You're and were the glue that held me together at the my seams and hem
The stress and pain became the overflowing sea and I could not swim
You constantly reached to save me
But with love so deep I rather you save yourself
Drowning in alcoholic dependency
I am no longer me
I am the broken eggshell
My yolk spilled in the winds of time
It pains me to see you leave my heart and mind so beautifully
Forever a part of me
My beautiful black rose whose roots so thick
At some point the views became so different
Simple problems became the biggest
Should live this miserable life without the one thing that means most when all things fade away
Or should I die knowing my beautiful rose
Was drive out of my existence through my own ambitions
My nothings became your everythings
Arguments became rules of conflict
Hearts became still instead of beating
Insecurity became the driver of this ship
Instead of love and companionship
My Juliet, as I die from the poison I sipped
May my spirit forever protect your heart and all of contents

When did life become so complicated
Or did I become so blind to the truth of it
Believing that all that was simply needed was love and hard work
Or maybe my perception of life was incorrect at first
Maybe my ignorance of the details
Led me astray down a path I now
Am blatantly dissatisfied with
Do I cry or simply gracefully bow away
No longer fighting for what is right
Success just drifts away
Maybe the complaints of a simple life would be appreciated today

Heartbroken by those that promised
Never to forsake
How you find the time to love
When your clock is a broken vase
Constantly filled with affection
With these cracks it sifts away
Heard this was a game
Uncoordinated You can't play
Even time you start to run
You trip and the creatures close
You feel it's deep breathe on the back of your throat
Proceed to let out screams but you choke
Harmless but painful
Blood stained claws from the hearts it has ripped out
Before you know it you are this unknowing victim
Hole in your rib and you feel something is missing
Blood soaked and a hole in your shirt
Guess this is the true meaning when they say this monster of love hurts

I was captivated by your beauty,
Somewhat enticed and enriched by your depth
Thinking maybe if provide you with all that of my being
We could become one entity conquering all with each step
Devastating our flaws and surmounting the differences n every fiber of ourselves
At what point do we identify as one
Think with a like mind
Does it come with more time
Or should I assimilate and just become benign
Throw my passion and dreams aside for your convictions at full time
As this ink bleeds my heart pours for you for
But how can I restore
What was never broken for you
What's even more ?  this more unconventional
Than unconditional
I hope you find yourself
Without me missing you

Lately I'm been searching for lost parts of my self
in the deepest part of you
So the true lessons of love
I only feel when I'm a part of you
dreams of finding my sustenance
As explore these unknown depths
As our passion bubbles
Grasping for air as we dive in these
lustful hues of ourself
I would rather be submerged in your love and never come up
But these foreign waters
Sometimes trouble me
So I contemplate pulling up
Lost in you my curiosity
brings me deeper
This pressure and current is combatant
My ship is tattered
My oxygen is getting weaker
Shall I take residence in your being
Or Shall I call it quits for today
And Make tommorrow my sequel
Each I day I may search deeper
Or shall I perish searching and battling all your doubts, insecurities,secrets and demons
If I do perish I'm hoping this message reaches you
Then suddenly there is breach
The ship it starts to sink
Water filling my apparatus
It's getting harder to breathe
the pressure crushing my ribs
Nothing visible
All I can think about is your lips
And whispers of your affection
Guess This is the end
With my last words
I wish to kiss on your reflection

Some may confuse this. For something solely base on the physical level,
But in truth that is the shore of the definition
Beauty is a slow but tasteful soul
One whose heart and. Dreams may never grow old
Beauty is a freshly. Unrefined love
It is the very essence and meaning of what you have become to me
No light can shine brighter
No affection grips my soul tighter
There are many words that may sum up this
There are very few things that can get this just right
Your touch
Spiritually your so majestic
Emotionally even tho flawed your perfection
To say it simply tis' a blessing physically manifested
I'm so appreciative of everything in your reflection