Why did I end up here? Does poetry need me or  I need poetry? Is poetry now  my solace, hope and a way of life? How I can break free from this poetic quagmire?

It hurt her so badly
Yet, it didn't stop her
from moving forward

To me, poetry isn't just about rhyming, or haikus, or proper grammar or whatever rules you want to apply to it.
Poetry is expressing your feelings in however you feel fit.
Reread that.
Poetry is expressing your feelings.
Getting things off your chest.
So don't ever let someone tell you your poetry isn't good.
Because if it came from the heart,
it is more than amazing.

Your tongue reveals your pedigree.