Try me tomorrow,
When i am over it,
This is my sorrow,
I behold it.

When I make it home,
Can i not be alone?
Be by my side,
When I make it home,
Can we write our names in stone,
So people know we tried?
When I make it home-
If I make it home.

If you are crying,
Your are not broken,
You are surviving.

if i scream,
does the echo stay trapped

between these walls,
or does it reach someone
who still remembers my name?

if i fall,
is the ground the end,
or just another beginning
that no one will write down?

and if i disappear
quiet,
silent,
gone

would anyone
care enough
to say i was here?

It dont matter,
How many times you fall,
It matters,
How many times you actually get up.

Theres things I haven't told you,
They're the things better left unsaid,
I haven't told you but I've tried to,
It's for the best i keep them until I'm dead.
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For 1, I know you wouldn't understand,
For 2, you might run and not take my hand,
And for 3, you wont believe me,
I'll just wait until you finally see me,
For who i am.

Sampling the taste of happiness,
But too bad I dont have enough money to purchase it.

Expressing emotions,
From unseen explosions,
And flinching at motions.

The struggle is real,
Most love is fake,
The hate you can feel,
Its all written like fate.

Look at me,
I see your demons, dancing in your eyes,
The pain in them, as clear as the skies,
I understand them fine,
So I'll dance with your demons, if you'll dance with mine.

In the summer,
Staring at the stars in wonder,
Breathing deep as I hear the rolling thunder,
Thinking what I thought when I was younger,
When these same stars i was under.

You are not weak because you cry,
Your shedding tears in hopes the problems will go away,
Even though they never do

Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Who will rise, and who will fall,
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Who will hide, and who will stand tall,
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Actually, don't tell me, I know them all.

Interwoven with silver and gold,
Its priceless, it cannot be sold,
Diamonds surrounding the love so fine,
Beautiful, and ****, I wish it was mine.

Beauty, Strength, and fire,
Those three things do not define her,
She is from the wonderful works of our designer,
Be careful, for she is a fighter,
And she will get,
Whatever she desire.

The one people dont look at twice,
Who people overlook,
Who people dont realize are the strongest,
Have seen more,
Have felt more,
Have lost more,
Who put the biggest smile on their face,
So people dont pity them,
They are the best listeners,
And always understand,
Because people always dont suspect the quiet one

I saw myself in the distance,
In a daze,
I tried to get to me,
But I got lost in the haze.

If i die, dont forget me,
Remember me, that i am free,
Dont give me false hope, and push me down,
Dont give me love, then dont make a sound,
If i die, please promise me,
That if i die,
You'll remember me.

People look at the blue sky,
The sun shining,
They think its beautiful,
Then the clouds get jealous,
They roll in,
And people look away in disgust,
Then the rain comes,
Because the clouds,
Are crying.

The sound of lies fill me,
The noise of an im sorry,
The feeling of a last goodbye.
Pushing me away, 'go'

Wasn't shy,
Was afraid,
Not a worker,
But a slave.

Hate penetrates the great gates of the fakes,
The fakes make mistakes, as the inmates plan their escapes,
The gates open, knights with gold plates and sharp blades,
Hope fades as they throw their last grenade,
Then they're afraid, when they realize they were played...

The pain consumes my heart,
As I am torn apart,
Lord, have mercy on my soul,
'Cause, my Lord, I am no longer in control.



The hate once never had a hold on me,
I thought I was free,
As of now, I don't remember the feeling of happy,
'Cause everything makes me so angry.



I have to take control,
No matter the pain of the happiness they stole.

My word to you shimmers bright,
My lies, cold as night,
Dont be afraid, I do not lie,
I give you my word, and reach to the sky.

I look to the sky,
And I see,
One half is beautiful,
Blue and pink clouds,
A beautiful full moon,
Perched just above,
And then I look to the other half,
Stormy clouds,
You can see the rain,
Dripping slowly like tears,
I look back and forth for a while,
Then, when I look at the stormy half,
I see just beyond it,
Beauty,
Past the dark clouds,
I see the sun,
Poking through beautiful clouds,
Pink and blue,
It was just hidden at first,
By the dark, stormy, rain of hurt.

Being kind isn't being weak,
Having mercy isn't weak,
Acknowledging the strength of others,
Is mercy and kindness,
And a brave person acknowledges the strength of others.

Do you understand me,
When I say im tired,
Or do you think,
I just need rest?

Do you think,
Its because I haven't slept?

Do you understand me,
When I say
It takes all my strength,
To just stand up,

Or do you think,
That you dont know,
Whats going on,
In someone else's mind.

Or do you just assume,
You know,
What others feel.

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It is worth your while,
To give someone a smile,
They could be thinking of dying,
It could change them, to see someone smiling,
Change their mind,
"Maybe life is worth my while"
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