The Saddest Part
Is That I Messed Up
Okay?!

But You Just
Didn't Have To Leave!
Why Couldn't You Just Stay!
Why?!!

I wrote a poem about you
I wrote a song about you
I found myself inside you
Or you inside me

Do you see the pain you caused
Every drop of blood from my wrist
Yet the world says I should flick it
Idiot, they don't see me
Idiot, they don't understand me
You are the only one

Take me to your treehouse
A place where I can be me!

I have let the darkness take over
And I have silenced my humanity
I am no more
I have no core

I gave up on you
I gave up on us
I let you win
And now I have sinned.....
A
Sin
So
Big
I cannot be committed of ******
Cause it doesn't exist

You made a fool out of me,
As they say fool me once shame on you
Fool me twice can put the blame on you
I am no more
I have no core

The silence is my friend
The silence I comprehend
The darkness is me
And the light has escaped
I am empty

It's 11:04 at night
And your image appears

I feel a constant shiver. From the bottom of my feet to the tip on my head
My pulse racers to my hand
As I touch what seems to be your face
Is this in my           Head.

My imagination meets yours as we run toward the sand
Our house is built on rock
Our relationship is strong
Do you see           Me?

I am here
Here with you.
We built our lives together, no one will understand
You held my heart in your hand and kept it warm
as
      if
        you
           cared
I am yet to see what others say
But I will not believe for you have made me         Stay,

You comprehend me and I comprehend you
We have become one
And it is now          Done!

It's 11:04 at night
And your image appears

I don't know what to say
I don't know if I may
Am I okay

He became the ruler
He became the owner

He drew me in like the dagger to my heart
As my blood pours out I remember every shot
The shots of love that made me
blue
At these point I knew
His love became a figure of my imagination

He took me to the place
The place of 'sweet surrender'