Put your metal in my mouth
Feel the pressure on your chest
Pull the trigger and try your best
Not to make such a mess

The skin peels
slowly and vigorously
a soft reflection of hope in the flesh

The pressure
weighing
in
   The sky
sinking
thin
   The body
hurts
acetaminophen

The way it spreads its disease around me
clouding my vision
many mistakes put onto my soul
the dreams they terrify me
how could i do those things
it hurts
because that's the real me
maybe it's protecting me
from the things they want to show me
am i not ready
i am not whole

fabric of skin unfolds
to make my memories
    old
my heartless cave
  filling with dread
    cold
Time bending around me
  everything blending into me
    mold

The water rushes down my face
the soft glow of the overhead light drenches me
I am not my body
I am not my mind

Dread sets in
my mediocre life
replaying
regretting
living